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wag na wag kang magmamakaawa sa atensyon nya dahil kung tunay na mahalaga ka sakanya, sya mismo magbibigay sayo ng oras at alaga.
Less expectations,, less pain..
Pseudo Relationship
This kind of “relationship” can happen at different stages for different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna. Testing lang. Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon(sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangangaliwa
kasi “hindi naman kayo.”
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung naghahanap ka lang naman ng “kalaro.” Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na
may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong setup ganoong hindi naman sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba’t ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang. Puwedeng “buti na iyan kesa wala” or puwede na iyang “pantawid-gutom.” Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that “kilig” feeling.
Mostly, ang rationalization ng mga napasok dito, “okay na iyun, kesa wala.”
Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest reason that they couldn’t commit, because they were either committed to someone else, or that they weren’t ready to commit.
Ang maganda doon, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing. Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship, the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang nagmamahal ang lugi.
Una, you can’t ask siya to commit. Since it’s not really a relationship, you can’t demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo or mangsundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can’t expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the others, you just have to keep it to yourself. Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him/her? You can’t be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya. Even if you are dying to tell him/her you love him/her, you can’t. Because you’re not sure if s/he’ll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang. This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship. Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much? What if you have invested all your emotions and that someone hasn’t? What if you remain faithful to him/her, not entertaining others, only to find out that s/he is seeing other girls or boys?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationships, it is fleeting. When a disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship. Wala kang pinanghahawakan. Kasi sa pseudo-relationship, there is no “us.” Meron lang “you and me,” hindi “us.”
Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo-relationship, hindi mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And you will be miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out eventually that someone is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody else.
Ang hirap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up and then you’d end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh. Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationships and wait for the real thing.
When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable girl, a friend told me, “Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka. Magpakasaya ka. Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan kita.”
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo. Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang “parang kayo pero hindi” stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang doon lang siya almost, but not quite.
Paano maiwasang ma-fall sa mga taong paasa?
Simple lang,
Lahat ng bibitiwan niyang matatamis na salita ay dugtungan mo ng ‘bilang kaibigan/as a friend/dahil kaibigan mo ako’
Halimbawa:
Siya: gusto naman kita Ikaw: (bilang kaibigan)
Siya: I love you so much! Ikaw: (as a friend!)
Siya: Pwede bang manligaw? Ikaw: (bilang kaibigan nga lang)
Siya: Mahal kita Ako: (dahil kaibigan mo ako)
Siya: Alam kong may gusto ka din sa akin Ikaw: (as a friend)
Siya: Seryoso ako sa'yo Ikaw: (dahil kaibigan mo ako)
Siya: Gusto kitang maging girlfriend/boyfriend Ikaw: (dahil kaibigan mo ako at sobrang close na tayo)
(Hindi po ito applicable sa mga banat ah)
Halimbawa:
Siya: Asukal ka ba? Ikaw: (as a friend)
Siya: crayons ka ba? Ikaw: (kasi kaibigan mo ko.)
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Eto na, seryoso uli.
Basta, wag mag-assume. Makiramdam kung ano ba talaga ang turing niya sa'yo. Hindi pwes na sweet ang isang tao sa'yo ay may gusto na siya. Hindi pwes na may konting effort siya ay seryoso na siya. At higit sa lahat, hindi pwes iniyakan ka ay mahal na mahal ka na. May mga taong ipinanganak na magaling umarte kahit hindi naman pang-artista ang itsura. XD. Minsan din, ugali na lang niya 'yon – ang magdrama.
May mga tao din kasing hobby na ang pangongolekta ng mga taong pwedeng landiin at mga taong madaling magpalandi.
Nasisiyahan silang makita ang mga taong unti-unting nahuhulog sa kanila pero ni-minsan hindi pumasok sa isipan nilang saluhin ang mga taong 'yon. It’s just for the show.
..parang pelikula na sila ang direktor at ikaw ang viewer, alam na nila ang ending pero ikaw wala pang ka-ide-ideya na TRAGIC pala (sa part mo) ang palabas na pinili mo. :3
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HAHAHAHAHA. sht. Kung anu-ano nang naiisip ko! Inaantok na naman ako!

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Takot ako sa heights pero lalo na sa mga taong pa-fall tapos wala naman palang balak na saluhin ako.
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Mahirap daw mag move-on? HOY! Mas mahirap kaya mag diet.
Dear future soulmate,
I need you. I can’t bare knowing you are out there, and I don’t know you. Or maybe I do, maybe you are out there right now dating the wrong person like I was. I went on a date the other night and it was the most awkward date of my life. There was no spark and we didn’t connect on a certain level. It’s so lonely without you. I want to cuddle with you at bedtime and wake up to your beautiful face in the morning. Whoever you are, I love you and believe me when I say it, I would never hurt you. You are my absolute world. Love, me
To The Next Person Who Falls In Love With Me
To the next person who falls in love with me:
Don’t.
Do not fall in love with a guy who has no idea how to be loved.
I’ve been loved unconditionally by only one person. She loved me in a way I had never experienced before. She kissed my mouth. My bruised heart. My insecurities. My anxieties. And I kissed her back. I kissed her back until my love began to fade. I heard my own heartbeat slowing, and I tried to fight it. I didn’t want to leave this love. So I stayed. I stayed even when my heart stopped beating for her altogether. I stayed until finally, leaving became the kinder thing to do.
Recently, one of my theater friends wanted to set me up with someone. She told me the mystery girl was adorable, funny, outgoing, beautiful, and into the same things I enjoyed. She was totally “my type.” Her brown eyes were sparkling with optimism. I was told that she couldn’t wait for this love match, but I was overcome with panic. She sounded wonderful. I did not want to meet someone wonderful.
For the longest time, I thought of myself as a hopeless romantic (Dont get me wrong, I still do). I write fucking love scenes. The last fling I was in resulted in 2 scenes. Scenes about her eyes, her hands, the devastation I felt when she walked out my door; every goddamn thing about her. And we weren’t even together for more than 3 months. I leak thoughtfulness, and even with the little things, I want to make sure someone I care about knows just how important they are to me. I made a previous fling a book full of love stories and poems. I’ve constructed elaborate treasure hunts, with hints special to only the two of us. I’ve planned surprised visits. I’ve done really cutesy, cheesy, grossly romantic things.
But I do not truly understand romance because I have no clue how to let someone love me.
Sometimes, I think about ripping open these scars…. I wonder how long I could let myself bleed before they would reform, hardening even more. I think about the women I’ve had the chance to love, but let go. I think about the women I wanted so badly to love me, but they chose to go.
How can I allow myself to fully love a woman and let her love me back when the only woman I’ve ever needed is probably out with another man?
Do not fall in love with me, because that love will burn hot and fast. That love will send us rocketing into orbit; we will be shooting stars. We will circle the universe at a speed only angels can witness. We will jump so high, and we will fall so hard. We will fall. We will crash.
Please, to the woman who is worthy of all my love and I am worthy of hers, whoever you are:
Do not fall in love with me.
Not now. Not yet.

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Paano mo aayusin ang isang relasyon na sirang sira na?
Yung tipong wala na yung tiwala. Ang hirap kase.
🎂🎂🎂🎂🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈 Happy birthdayyyyy 😙😙😙😙
Kilig lang, walang attachments.
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on dealing with a talkative friend,,,
yeah.. aaminin ko.. madaldal ako.. but i always know my limits. nung lumalaki ako naiinis si Nanay kapag sobrang kulit ko at ang ingay ingay ko kakadaldal.. dun ako natuto na tumahimik.. i think before I speak.. well, most of the times. minsan may mga instances din na di ko napipigilan yung mga lumalabas sa bibig ko (or should I say bunganga!)
i’m a good listenener too.. magaling akong makinig sa mga kwento i enjoy a two way conversation... well not with one of my friends..
Nung una, enjoy ako ksama sya,, kasi nga madaldal. naisip ko, there will neer be a dull moment with her.. feeling ko magkakasundo kami kasi nga kahit nama madaldal ako i can still listen to her.. e kaso.... mas madalas ako yung nkikinig lang.. one time nag ku-kuwento sya “blah blah blah’’ ganun,,, e may kinuwento din ako.. aba di pa nga ako tapos mag kwento eh nagsalita na ulit sya. so medyo nabastusan ako dun honestly.. pero i let it pass na lang.. hanggang sa minsan nababara ko na sya or di na lang ako nagrereply sa anya or yes or no lang ang sinasagot ko.. yung kadaldalan kasi niya is ying “memasabe” lang.. walang kwenta kdalasan... naaawan naman ako sa kanya kasi mabait naman syang friend yun nga lang natutulig tenga ko madalas sa kanya..
to think na mas matanda sya sakin.. ay ano ba to.. lately.. mas madalas akong maasar sa kanya.. hay bahala na nga...
Easter piggy.. 🐷🐷🐷

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Kakasama ko kay Mario mukha na akong mushroom.. hehe #peace ✌✌✌
Sabi nila sa bawat picture mayron dong nakatagong mga memories..
totoo nga... habang nag aayos ako ng mga pics at music sa lappy ko andami kon nakitang mga pics.. halos puro pang throwback lahat.. and every single one of them has their own story to tell.
tulad nitong pic na to.. sa may Ayala walk way to kinuha siguro mga 2011-ish di ko na tanda.. basta ang naalala ko nung nakita ko tong pic na to e yung mga times na naglalakad ako dyan pauwi.. pag nagtitipid ako, exercise na din.. sa may Landmark kasi ang sakayang ng jeep papuntang Pateros e (ngayon meron pa din doon meron din sa may SM). Andaming beses ko na ding nakalakad dyan... kung titignan mo parang ang layo pero kapag sanay ka na parang ang lapit na lang.. ang isa pang gusto ko dyan pag naglalakad ako eh yung amoy nung maraming resto sa baba nung walkway..