"You want to know the truth, the truth is I miss you like crazy... well, the old you. The you that would laugh at my stupid jokes or who would never leave me behind when going to class. But something happened and everything changed to the point where you actually emotionally abused me and decided it was my fault somewhere along the way. It was like I was trash and I hate that I allowed you to hurt me for so long before I could let go. It's been a year and everyday I think I'm getting better..but then this happens. I fall right back down into the prison I call my mind and no matter what I do, I know there's no way out. So yeah, I miss the old you but this new person you've become...well.... I hope you go to hell"
-a letter to my ex-best friend
