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I might…. Be back in the building …..

I'll go check if there's an update, but there was a fanfic I was reading awhile back. Where TS LIs got reverse isekai'd. Now there's a lot of factors to that. Getting a job, most of em require you to have legal presence here. Not many jobs will hand you physical cash.

Course any of them could always use the unlucky person's card/paypal whatever, to bring the money in. Having that many at once in your living space is a nightmare to keep up. Food, clothes, rent all adds up with so many living with you.

I'll go check if there's an update, but there was a fanfic I was reading awhile back. Where TS LIs got reverse isekai'd. Now there's a lot of factors to that. Getting a job, most of em require you to have legal presence here. Not many jobs will hand you physical cash.

Course any of them could always use the unlucky person's card/paypal whatever, to bring the money in. Having that many at once in your living space is a nightmare to keep up. Food, clothes, rent all adds up with so many living with you.

Vincent being portrayed as hypermobile gave me the idea to give him Hypermobile Elhers Danlos Syndrome comorbid with POTS (which leads him to spending most of his hours in the office sitting down, when there isn't mechanical problems to tend to, after being diagnosed at 24. He is no longer able to do guard duty, which is good news for him honestly. Lazy ass)

Thanks to hEDS, he has GERD, resulting in the raspiness for his voice. He actually had a higher range voice before (say, soprano baritone), but due to long-term damage, it's gotten a lot lower. His ass is also anemic due to it

Genderfluid Vincent. ... With any pronouns but a preference for masculine.. heh

Scott is bisexual and doesn't give a fuck. You can know him for 10 years and only now find out he's bisexual. Not because it's a secret, but because it's such a normal thing to him that he doesn't even think to mention it or come out. Also also he thinks it's funny to see people's reactions to it

Vincent has BPD+ASPD, resulting in the emotional and manipulative wreck we know and hatelove. Thanks to these two combining, he uses external stimulus in order to feel any happiness and fill that empty void in his heart—which is wear that risk taking comes from (ex. His suicidal ideation, sex that is not safe or sane with anyone who will fuck him, consistent substance abuse, self-mutilation and harm, and purposefully wrecking his relationships with others)

Vincent is actually generally not a very violent person. He definitely has violent thoughts, but doesn't act on them most of the time. Unless you NEED to be hurt (physically) so he can get to what he wants, that's the only time he'd act on it. The destruction he leaves behind is more of a result of ignorance rather than cruelty, lacking the structure and empathy to be able to see how his actions could hurt someone (emotionally). He also doesn't really care, unless it's someone he got attached to. Wink wink

Scott likes pineapples. Really likes pineapples. Vincent likes that he likes pineapples. For no particular reason. Nothing about how pineapple can change the acidity in semen. Definitely not for that reason. Scott has no idea.

Vincent is Afro-Latino. His father is Brazilian. He is mostly Portuguese and Columbian

Vincent is bilingual!! He can speak Portuguese!!

Scott is Filipino and Malaysian, +some Spaniard on behalf of the Filipino

Scott is a polygot and can speak 5 language. Tagalog (his native language), English (obviously), Spanish (for highschool secondary language and continued to learn for convenience), Portuguese (to understand whatever Vincent was ranting about when he got pissy), and Malay (to connect more with that part of his heritage). He is a big fat nerd when it comes to language and finds it incredibly interesting

Scott was mostly raised by his grandparents on his father's side, which is why he isn't as involved with his Malaysian heritage much and wants to know more about his maternal side of the family. His parents would often fight and generally emotionally neglected Scott, despite not trying to. They loved him in their right, but everything was just a huge mess (cue the "Scott hates silence" tidbit in the fanfic, because he would be left alone for far too long)

Vincent's parents were actually wonderful people and very good parents. Until their asses got murdered when he was 8 so oops

Vincent has a younger brother, like in canon. I think his name was Vendetta (not from pilot vendetta) but I changed it Victor just because.

Scott has an older sister! She fucking hates Vincent

Vincent is punk because in my brain I got it completely switched that he was a communist and hated capitalism and not. The other way around. Oh well he's still a communist and a punk ass bitch (though I've seen some things from rebs where is WAS the other way around??? I'm so confused lmfao)

Vincent is like, sexuality-wise, definitely preference for men. He's definitely attracted to women and feminine people, but I don't think he could be TRULY romantically involved with one (Sorry, Mahogany). I'd say something like homoflexible or something like that. It doesn't fit quite into a perfect category or label, and he doesn't give a shit. He fucks who he fucks and he loves who he loves, doesn't matter to him. Thinking something like Eliot from The Magicians (I fucking love that show 10/10)

Mike is pansexual in my head I can't imagine him as anything else

Jeremy is demisexual and demiromantic, bisexual for sure. Also he/they pronouns for funsies

Fritz is aroace. He's neutral towards sex, and has had it before, but he doesn't really care for it. He doesn't mind every now and again

Jeremy is also anemic

Mike was bitten in the frontal lobe, yes. But. His WHOLE HEAD was inside foxy's mouth. So foxy's top jaw would've been positioned against his occipital lobe. Therefore, colourblindness (specifically yellow/purple colourblind) and sensitivity to light. That's why he prefers graveyard shifts to anything else (also!!! The damage to the frontal lobe made him develop OCD. Intrusive thoughts for him are the worst part of it)

Mike's dad is a deadbeat, and his mom cared for Mike and his injuries until she eventually fell ill and died. He spent a good few years in the foster system

Jeremy's mom died of cancer when he was too young to understand. His dad was a shithead as per canon

Fritz's family is the only one with an alive mother and father who are in a happy relationship wtf oops

Fritz REALLY likes code. He pisses Vincent off by fucking with the animatronics after hours to see what's going on and accidentally breaks it

Vincent is the on-hand mechanic. He and Fritz are the two that are above average with math. Vincent is also one of the managers/shift-supervisors

Scott is also a manager/shift-supervisor, though he does more of the background work and whatnot. Stocking, statistics, dealing with paychecks, inventory count and whatever else. Vincent also deals somewhat with that stuff, but honestly slacks off and makes Scott do most of the work. He's mostly counting drawers, making sure the food is dated, and dealing with planned-ahead parties, but mostly general maintenance of the arcade and animatronics - anything that requires actual social interaction and thinking for more than 2 seconds and he doesn't want to do it.

Jeremy is in college to become a counselor for helping kids dealing with abuse, because of his dad. Jeremy really likes being around kids

Mike and Fritz are definitely autistic I gotta say (slapping Vincent in there too... He doesn't know it yet and denies the autism allegations)

Scott and Fritz bond over their love of movies and media. Whenever a new movie or show comes out, they're going to see it together and share criticism and thoughts

Vincent has a weirdly maternal instinct towards Jeremy. Jeremy is terrified of him, and Vincent doesn't even notice at first. Vincent just sees Jeremy as innocent thanks to their shared experience of abuse, so he feels like he needs to protect him. he's the nicest one and does his job the best he can. He also reminds him of his younger estranged brother that he hasn't seen since he was a kid but that totally doesn't feed into his desperate need to protect him. Jeremy is scared because Vincent keeps saying weird jokes around him and thinks he's being serious

Vincent has his charisma, and obviously talks to a lot of a people. But he HATES social interaction with a burning passion. He does not like dealing with people or having to keep his social mask on for hours and hours on end. He takes morning shifts as often as he can, since it's not super busy when they open, and leaves right around the time it starts getting busy during shift change.

Vincent doesn't fully lack empathy. He still has pretty good cognitive empathy, but lacks almost entirely compassionate and affective empathy. He has a shallow affective empathy towards the animals society deems as unlovable and revolting, and somewhat towards children that have a tougher life. He has to fight back the urge to resent his daughter for having such an easy life and whenever she expresses a difficultly she went through. He has to remind himself he purposefully gave her a good, easy life for the most part.

Oh yeah he has a daughter. Her name is Violet. No surprise just like in canon except he doesn't have any other kids, just the one. That he knows of at least

Unfortunately Mahogany is the mom and she wants nothing to do with Vincent sorry I love her I can't let her around him any longer

Vincent is fucking freaky with how good of an observer he is. He can clock micro expressions, take apart language (both body and verbal), and analyze behavior creepily well to predict how you will react to him. And he uses this to manipulate people into feeling how he wants them to. It's also a response to his horrific childhood but oh well

Vincent doesn't have a fear of needles, but loud noises do still scare the shit out of him thanks to misophonia. He does have a mild fear of heights

Scott is claustrophobic, per canon

Mike is afraid of bugs, per canon

Jeremy and Fritz are afraid of the ocean, and Jeremy has his fear of heights as well, as per canon for him

Jeremy is plant dad. Mike can't keep up with all the plants they have. Mike killed half of them once when Jeremy went on a trip and cried for days

Scott has inattentive ADHD, (previously diagnosed as ADD.) the hyperactiveness is mostly in his head, and really doesn't physically stim much other than leg bouncing or messing with the cord of the phone. (He loves the office swivel chair too). Also has GAD, no surprise to anyone

Scott and Jeremy never actually do interact other than his interview and meetings, since Jeremy is strictly night watch, and Scott is always either nightshift or swing shift, and rare morning shifts always chanced to never being when Jeremy worked, even when either Scott or Vincent made the schedules and just never noticed.

Vincent's psychopathy does not make sense in the original comics and I have been going crazy over this. Everything implies he's a primary psychopath, (ie. Murdering his loving and caring parents) and doesn't seem to have any major trauma that I remember at least. But his emotional range simply does not support that idea, and everything is pointing towards secondary psychopathy (aka sociopathy but outdated term,) and it is pissing me OFFFFFF. The inconsistency in his character makes me want to explode. He obviously knows that murder is bad and that he's a bad person, he just doesn't care and does what he wants—textbook secondary psychopathy. His impulsiveness and anger, secondary. His capacity to feel fear outside of being 'found out', secondary. There's definitely some anxiety going on with him, with the insomnia and social interactions. The fact that he canonly fell in love once and it scared the shit out of him, NOT something a primary psychopath can experience. But definitely something someone with secondary psychopathy can. But he also shows contradictory traits of primary psychopathy, such as the premeditated killing, the calm and put together appearance, seemingly cold and calculated at times despite the definite impulsiveness he shows, the charisma he has to have in order to sleep around with people, (Despite there obviously being something off about him that everyone can tell), his manipulative behavior. There is almost no chance anyone would suspect anything weird about him if he were primary, however. The murders don't make sense for a primary psychopath, either—he doesn't get any personal gain from it, it was simply a sadistic act that he drew out. It wasn't to get rid of any witnesses, and it wasn't beneficial to him in any way. Unless it was a sexual act, which would point towards pedophilic tendencies, which is out of the question 100%. Rebornica did once say that killing was a sexual act for him, but also said he is NOT a pedophile, so those two immediately contradict. The only way murdering kids wouldn't be a sexual act or getting rid of witnessess, would be if he was doing it out of anger and resentment for his own childhood. And that would really only fit in with secondary, because there's no gain from it, and it's more impulsive than planned, also mixed with rage. But canonly, his childhood was great and there was no anger behind the reason for murder, so??? None of it's lining up and he is a very badly written antisocial personality. The psychology behind it is not making sense. His hypersexuality is the only thing that kind of makes sense, since it's usually (but not always) higher in individuals with a form of psychopathy. The low emotional regulation with high sensory-seeking needs makes sense, at least, and that could fit either primary or secondary. But the riskiness of his hypersexuality and impulsivity of it hits the secondary mark. (I personally have his hypersexuality as a trauma response to try and regain control that he previously lost, and also as an unhealthy coping mechanism, such as a constant need for validation and 'filling the void' that comes from his BPD.) (Also I suppose you could get primary psychopathy and BPD mixing, but I couldn't find much on it? Everything was pointing more towards secondary and BPD, which are far more comorbid and the core mechanisms aren't too drastically different.)(Not to mention, primary psychopaths come from genetic predispositions, and environmental factors can trigger or worsen the conditions, but they cannot be fully made. Secondary can't be born, and is formed from environmental factors rather than genetics. Neither of Vincent's parents were psychopaths, and once again good childhood, so... Where exactly is the primary psychopathy coming from??? Or the psychopathy in general actually??)

So basically what I'm saying is there is no way he can be the cold and manipulative killer that people make him out to be, while still being a person that doesn't understand social norms or comply to them. Nuking the awkward and impulsive/risk-taking part of his personality would very much be able to portray him with primary psychopathy accurately, and he could be killing adults for sexual reasons, but he would need a different reason other than sadism for the kids if you don't want him to be a pedophile. Or he could be secondary with the reason being anger and trying to gain control over his shitty childhood back or something.

I, however, love his socially awkward and risky behavior, and do not want to nuke it. That is why I chose secondary psychopathy and gave him an awful childhood so he would've formed his antisocial and borderline personality, and also want him to actually be able to love Scott. (Because primary psychopaths lack the actual brain structure to chemically form romantic love. And also want him to be autistic, which wouldn't be possible with the brain structure either, but is with secondary.)

I also nuked him killing the five kids, that sticks strictly to Afton doing all the murders. Not that Vincent hasn't killed before, he has, but it was not something sexual for him and was provoked and impulsive rather than premeditated. Scott would not ever love him if he Vincent actually killed kids. I can't put their relationship through that I am extremely attached to them and am incapable of writing a sad ending. So I want them to be healthy at some point in time, and that simply would not happen if Vincent was the perpetrator for the murders. This devolved into a lore drop but my point still stands that his antisocial personality disorder did not make any sense before.

posting these two seperately due to containing ch1 assets

sorry not sorry i love these stupid reaction images

more piercings for ais i think

😭🧎I KNOW MYSELF, I can't hold myself back– I'm still painting and fixing design mistakes but yeah... (They had a good night's sleep because I haven't added their dark circles yet.)

I just wanted to share my evolution in this art sksksk theres the old one and the new one!

hesitating

not hesitating

Kinda sad about Ais because he craves that connection so bad but he keeps giving it to folks who just wanna fuck and maybe be friends lol

The obvious reference is with Vere but we all know that. Actually nevermind, imagine being Ais and being attached to Vere and lowk wanting more and Vere is like "nah" because that's not what he signed up for (cool, cool) but then Vere turns right around and takes the MC on not one, not two, but three dates in one day after knowing them for about 48 hours.

And then the way I see it with the implications in the first demo, Ais and Leander slept together and Leander is such a manipulative sweet talker and Ais, despite his wisdom, did not have any pleasant experiences with humans combined with his terrible loneliness he's experienced and whatever he went through with his gang. So, it does make sense for him to buy into Lenders "look at me I'm not like the others" song and dance he does with anyone who is at a weak moment in their life.