it had been three months since you'd officially broken it off with ellie williams, but only three hours since she'd last left your bed.
"come on, baby," she says, as she peppers light kisses along the nape of your neck. "don't be a prude. you called me over for a reason,"
"forgive me for not wanting to fuck because you keep bringing my girlfriend up," you say, crossing your arms.
yet, you don't push her away.
"if it makes you feel any better, dina doesn't know i'm here either,"
she smiles against your skin. "and what does that make you?"
you let out an irritated sigh, and ellie seems to read your mind because she grabs your arm tightly before you get a chance to pull away. she knows you. she should, after all, you two had spent the past year breaking up and crawling right back to each other.
"don't get mad, i'm just kidding. you know it's hard for us not to fall back to our old routines,"
"it doesn't make it any less wrong,"
"did you call me over to do something right, then?"
there's no point lying, because she knows you. inside and out. she knows how to get you crawling back to her every single time. and you let it happen, because there's no one who would ever compare to her.
"let's just get this over with," you say. "dina's shift ends in an hour,"
she doesn't hesitate. her grip loosens on your arm and she pulls away. even without turning to look at the smug look on her face, you know she's silently celebrating her victory in her head, but also that she knew she wouldn't leave without having you. it was all a game.
you're quick to pull your shirt off, still leaving your bra on.
"she's possessive, huh?" ellie says, her eyes lingering over the dark blue mark peeking just slightly over the left cup of your bra. "she thinks that'll keep me away?"
ellie's quick to kiss you- fierce, without a hint of true passion behind it. it's more of a hunger, a victory lap. your hands fumble to unbutton her shirt, and she eagerly shrugs it off before her hands are all over you. on your hips, your waist, then they slip beneath your bra. her hands are rough against your skin, but it feels almost a little too comfortable for your liking.
a small moan escapes you as she pushes your bra up your chest, letting your breasts out before attaching herself to your left nipple.
"don't hold back," she mutters against you. "you know how i like it,"
she doesn't let you, as her mouth only grows more feverish. her hand continues to work its way down your shorts- where you need her most. ellie slips a finger through your folds, gathering the wetness before inserting two fingers inside you. the noise you let out is shameless, echoing through your bedroom.
and with that, everything's left in a daze for you.
her fingers continuously thrust inside of you, angled to the spot she knows makes you weak all over. you're squeezing your thighs around her hand, but she pays it no mind and only diverts her attention to your other breast. as much of a bitch as she is, she knows not to leave a mark. you tighten your grip on her hair, pushing her away and pulling her up to kiss you.
"fuck, ellie," you manage breathlessly. "please,"
"you know i'll give you everything you want. just be patient,"
ellie pulls her fingers out of you, rushing to yank her pants down as you do the same with your panties. she's grown a small bush, the same shade as her hair. you almost miss it, the way it would feel against her face as you ate her out.
she spreads your legs and her own as she slots herself in- she's all slippery and sticky, falling right into place in between your legs. a pink flush is evident on her cheeks, a glassy distant look in her eyes. you've seen this version of her so many times yet you can never seem to get enough of her. her noises are dizzying- a varied array of curses, gasps and moans that only fuel you further.
it only takes a few minutes, for both of you to finish, left gasping as you two collapse onto the bed.
it only takes a few seconds after for guilt to seep in.
"well," ellie says, breath still uneven. "that was nice,"
you reach for your phone on the nightstand, pretending to text someone before tossing it mindlessly on the bed and pushing yourself up. your hands search around for your clothes, and you're starting to pull your underwear up your legs as you open your mouth to speak.
"you should leave. ashley's on her way here,"
"you don't have to lie to get me to leave. don't worry, i'll get dressed,"
it's such a shame, that she's the one who knows you the best yet, you two would never work together.
a/n: hey guys ^^ it's been a looong while since i've last posted, pretty sure none of you remember it at all. this is pretty rusty, but i was scrolling through my old drafts and thought i'd give writing a go again. feel free to leave anything in my inbox!!