teo

it’s been 2 months … and it’s now february… hell yeah

anyway SOOOO OVER HER HAHAHAHAHA no.

nothing will happen between us. ever. at all. even though she is flirting. and i’m flirting. but is it serious. or just like friendly flirting. idk. kms.

no news we are still the same as before and that’s it … next year i’m going blonde and then dyeing my hair pink heh can’t wait

also i love gracie

so basically i like her like a lotttt and i flirt with her all the time and i hope she realizes soon that i like her cuz bro … it’s too obvious

ive been thinking how to tell my friend once we go back to school about her cuz ok

so i liked my crushes ex for some time and then when i found out that they might be dating i was like oh ! well i guess that’s it cuz what was i supposed to do ? continue having a crush on him ? hellll nahhhh and yeah some time passed and me and my crush started talking and i was like wait i like her WAIT THIS IS SERIOUS and yeah … btw she is queer so im glad it’s not like i have a crush on a straight girl 🙏🙏🙏

now back to my friend … you understand how all of this is literally crazy and i have to tell her everything my crush told me about her ex CUZ ITS SO FUNNY HE IS SUCH A LOSER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

anyways a lot had happened looooolllll but first of all they broke up ( you may be asking who tf, just know they did and it’s good somewhat )

so … hahah errmm idk how to say this but i might like someone BUT THIS IS A BIG BUT i don’t want to act on it i don’t anyone to know about that crush cuz it’s just crazy like how can i like her after all that happened like i must be insane

but just you know … she makes me giggle when she texts me and i’m always expecting her texts and get excited and shit and she invited me to listen to jazz music ??? and is probably gonna invite me to a place she gatekeeps ???? like what the fuck ???? and like idk everytime i see some like cute ass things not that are like matching cuz that’s me and lidija but like YK STUFF and i wanna post them on my story im like NO NOT YET NONONONO ITS TOO OBVIOUS like i cant do this anymore

never minding all of that i dyed my hair YIIIPPPPIIII it’s so cute i love it’s so summer and i love summer

fun fact … i’m trying 18 in like 16 days … that’s scary and like super exciting and like idk SCARY ???? like im a legal adult in 16 days like oh my god that’s crazy

so basically i’ve not been active on here for a while 💀💀💀💀 so i’m back to make a update

what’s new nothing actually just the year ig. it’s the end of the month finally. i haven’t been active on instagram cuz who cares if i post or don’t i don’t care anymore it’s just for getting attention ( like yk someone actually looking at your story’s and replying to them ) also i’m slowly losing my mind again lol. like my mind has 1948738492 thoughts in 1 second and usually it isn’t like that it’s just quiet. my friend told me to like go see a psychiatrist cuz like i’m not good mentally and i’m thinking of asking my mom tomorrow about that cuz rn i’m lazy to do it 😟. also my dad isn’t talking to me for some reason like he is talking to me but only asking about school which is basically not talking to me to ask how i’m doing but how i’m doing in school. lately i’ve been thinking of that girl and my ex and just everything. also i think one of my closest friends doesn’t what to talk to me anymore or just talks cuz i start it and she doesn’t want to be rude or anything. that’s also the reason i haven’t been posting and actually doing anything just laying on my bed listening to music and feeling bad about myself cuz what else am i supposed to do?

1. i hate do admit

2. i hate to admit IT

3. i don’t want to admit