#crazy summer

Spore “Crazy Summer”

so basically i like her like a lotttt and i flirt with her all the time and i hope she realizes soon that i like her cuz bro … it’s too obvious

ive been thinking how to tell my friend once we go back to school about her cuz ok

so i liked my crushes ex for some time and then when i found out that they might be dating i was like oh ! well i guess that’s it cuz what was i supposed to do ? continue having a crush on him ? hellll nahhhh and yeah some time passed and me and my crush started talking and i was like wait i like her WAIT THIS IS SERIOUS and yeah … btw she is queer so im glad it’s not like i have a crush on a straight girl 🙏🙏🙏

now back to my friend … you understand how all of this is literally crazy and i have to tell her everything my crush told me about her ex CUZ ITS SO FUNNY HE IS SUCH A LOSER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Surprisingly, while home for a doctor’s appointment on 8/11/23, HUD housing had a newly renovated, low income apartment available for our son, Daniel. We moved him from his Murfreesboro group home in less than a week.

During this very busy and quick move, I was dealing with chronic pain from fibromyalgia & arthritis, but also actuate symptoms affecting my right and dominate hand. We thought it was related to a cyst.

After waiting 2 months to see an orthopedic hand doctor, I was told that it was likely carpal tunnel and unrelated to the cyst.

Nerve conduction studies were ordered and completed by the neurologist to reveal severe carpal tunnel and also mild ulnar nerve entrapment.

So, while helping Daniel move, and adjust to his new independent living situation, I was running back and forth to doctors.

My surgery for the carpel tunnel is scheduled for 9/13/23.

As far as my son’s move, everything has been further complicated by Daniel’s disability status, trying to get the support services provided by his Medicaid program is going to take considerable time, so I am currently having to provide these supports(which is kicking this old Mama Bear’s Ass, especially with my body not cooperating 🙄), until we can get case management assigned. So he’s on yet more waiting lists…Apparently, no one wants these jobs to aid in the care of disabled adults.😩🙄😳

Meanwhile, youngest son, Adam, returned to community college, and got his first job as an evening assistant librarian. Aided him with filling out first job paperwork-introducing him to payroll deductions etc.

Then, oldest son admitted he had stopped taking his medication that helps with his anxiety & depression (which I totally suspected). He was calling everyday and worried about literally everything, playing “yes, but,” until I was throwing my hands up in the air(yes, like I just don’t care).

“Yes, but..” for those of you who don’t know is when you offer solutions to someone, and they say “Yes, but…” proceeding to tell you why you’re stupid-I mean, why you’re wrong. 🤦‍♀️😩

Due to all the above, and actually much more, that I won’t bore y’all with, I haven’t been very available to my tumblr crew. I imagine with all this stuff on my plate, I’ll be hit or miss around here, so just wanted to update, so everyone knows, I still luv ya..it’s just that I’m up to my eyeballs.