Tenshi ~

He made me feel like I held the world in one hand, with his in the other.

“It hurts when you have someone in your heart, but you can’t have them in your arms.”

she didn’t want to let him down. he had spent so much time picking her up and making sure she was okay, how could she tell him that she’s falling apart? how could she stand in front of him and tell him that there are days she doesn’t want to get out of bed, days when she doesn’t want to be alive? he worked so hard on making her better, making her whole, she just didn’t want to let him down.

Have you ever had to convince the person you love, not to take their own life? Because I have. Recently, I found out he attempted it. It’s hard not to take it personally. I couldn’t say “I’m not good enough to make you want to stay? You don’t love me?” Because I know that’s not it, at all. Most people told me “he’s unstable, you don’t need a person like that in your life!” Excuse me? How dare you be so selfish. When the person you love is hurting so bad, to the point of wanting to end it all, you do NOT abandon them. That is the biggest cry for help. I still love him, and I’m still helping him. So, if there’s anyone out there, going through something similar; please don’t turn your back on the person who needs you most. Stay with them through the bad, so you can be with them through the good.