Pride month made me really focus on something that has been knocking around in my head for a few years and I finally decided that I am, in fact, non-binary. Now, this has coincided with some interesting times and events.
There is a man who has been harassing us concerning some land. He was up here again this week, up to some kind of wanna be threatening fuck-shit that he tends to get up to. Twice both me and my partner mobbed him like crows, asking what he was doing and demanding he stop until he explains. Twice he was routed.
Usually for this kind of thing, I go into "dude" mode, where I summon being a tough stoic protective guy, and it always makes me feel terrible afterwards, it makes me feel wrong. But this time something else entered me, a clarity of purpose, a grounding in the earth and my partnership and justice that exists beyond and before law all driven by a passion that I hadn't felt before. And after, I felt tired, but not wrong, I felt right.
I thought today about that feeling, and how I would describe it. The words came to me, The Spear of Artemis. I tend to connect to deity bottom up, sense the divinity and connect to entities I've heard of and know something about. This was meaningful and profound.













