self care is getting so drunk that you forget you hate yourself

i want a cute boyfriend and $500,000

you’re not too sensitive. you’re not overreacting. if it hurts you, it hurts you.

ok but no one talks about how bad dissociation really is. there is nothing worse than taking a look out of your window and feeling like you are stuck in a fake reality. you don’t know where you are and you can’t get out of it. it’s like things are fading away, it’s like you are disappearing. people are robots. you are dreaming. you are stuck. you are not a prisoner in a fake world. when you look at your body, you hope to feel something, but those are not your hands, those are not your legs, not your face, not you. who are you? look at the details in your face, your mouth, your eyes, who created all of these things? because it’s not you, it’s not real. you are not a person, you are something, a thought. there is nothing worse than feeling like you don’t belong anywhere, not even your own body or your own place.

I relate way too much 

If u defend my name when im not around I truly appreciate u

You never know what people have to go home to, always be kind.

do you ever just listen to sad music to let it hurt or is that just me