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ur trans?

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It would appear the transvestigators are not sending their best, or their brightest

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Wakamatsu Koji on his reason to become a filmmaker, in Shane O'Sullivan's documentary Under the Skin (2002)

OK so following up on this, I did succumb to some kind of horrific illness a couple days after this. This might be a bad look for my mouldy trough water and iron constitution, but I'm actually pretty sure the thing that took me out here was some kind of nightmare cold/flu variant that myself and all my friends were exposed to at a gig the night before. Didn't show up on any tests as any of the common cold, flu, rhinovirus, covid variants which, again, is probably a bad look for drinking mould but a bunch of other people who didn't drink the trough water also got the mystery illness so --

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"When someone gives you that hackneyed “it’s okay to not be okay” speech look at them with the pity they deserve and treat it the way you would the dribbling of a beloved senile relative.

It’s not okay. Some of us would give anything to feel clean again. It’s all fine til the illness starts manifesting itself in real, visceral ways like when I’m calling you at 5 in the morning all my windows and mirrors covered to stop them watching and asking you if you know when They started to conspire against me or when She or He sleeps with a knife next to her bed because of what They did to them. When all that we are dying to try conceals ways we are trying to die.

It’s the scars and grotesque weight loss you look away from. It’s not socially acceptable. It’d probably scare your boss and your neighbours. And they should be scared but not for the reasons they think.

You know, when I was waiting on HIV tests following the worst knife point pain of my life we made a black comedy playlist for an AIDS reveal party. Lots of Queen, Infected by The The, Another Invented Disease by the Manics etc. I found out I was Negative and we were very happy.

You still view schizophrenics as cackling caricatures from the Victorian asylum. You romanticise the diseases who take my friends and leave me a shambling drunken paranoid wreck. You who fetishise quirk and abhor weird. The words which describe our condition you use as insults.

You say I shouldn’t be ashamed just often enough for me to realise you don’t mean it. I’m a good whore who goes where he’s kicked – you’re ashamed of me but I’m fucking not.

Hear the beauty of our Notes from the Psychiatric Underground (Dostoyevsky knew what he was talking about the old perv). This is why Mad Pride is so important: we all come into this world naked bloody and screaming and on occasion spend the odd weekend that way but it doesn’t have to be that we leave that way. We must not do this alone!"'

TRIBUTE Words: Dan Shea Probably the most candid and personal post the Monolith Cocktail has ever posted, Dan Shea pays a special tribute to

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It feels painful and deeply telling that the rawest & more painfully familiar expression of queer love I have found in recent memory comes from a blogpost from several years ago in which one underground artist eulogises another. Two peripheral figures, found almost by accident (it was linked somewhere in the body of a recent Ramleh interview) in a moment of tender posthumous embrace. This is us.

#I will always love and miss you #ISJ & too many others