it was a beautiful day and my most heinous, child mind obliterating coworker called out for the 900th time, and no one screamed or argued or cried for lack of cardboard :D

got my first electric bill and it’s only fifty dollars everybody cheer

love my job and its making kids laugh and feel safe and walking to get ice cream on sunny days, love my apartment and its kitchen table/cute chairs from my mom, books/art/chest/backpack/candles from my former professor, bookshelf from my boss, huge portrait of assorted bread from my old apartment, vacuum my mom thought was mine but was my brother’s but it’s mine now, love walking to work again and the movies and the bookstore, love my sweet neighbor, love the way my bathroom glows kind of green when the sun hits the leaves outside the window, love my friends and my books and my movies, love learning about the things that have fascinated me for years and years, love the sun and wearing shorts and sunglasses and not boots and coats and scarves and mittens and balaclava, etc

sleep so disrupted from catsitting my family cat that cries every day from four to eight in the morning that after one night of uninterrupted sleep i am overspending/making second dinner/exercising/doing laundry/vacuuming floor/cleaning out fridge/walking two miles for new notebook i don’t need/rewriting pages i wrote six months ago