I feel crazy. Am I?
I feel so lonely for many reasons. 1) I donât let anyone get close to me. I am flaky, anxious, and scared to make friends. 2) I let people treat me disrespectfully and I donât know how to create and hold boundaries.
Iâve been with my partner for 5 years. There is a lot of history, a lot of baggage. Weâve done a lot for each other.
I got my financial aid disbursement a few days ago. Today my partner and I went to the store and something was on sale. My partner wanted to get a bunch of it. I asked how we would be dividing up the payment for the products. They said they wanted to pay for only two items. I resisted buying all the sale products, as it is not even a product that I like. I ended buying 6 of the product.
We went to another store, where I bought a bunch of products we both liked that were on sale. On the drive back home, they were making negative/passive aggressive comments about drivers on the road, and they asked me if I enjoyed those comments. My partner said ââsee, youâre in a weird mood again. Itâs cause you donât like spending your money.ââ
I was deeply hurt by that comment because Iâve spent so much money on them.
We got home, I apologized for resisting buying the product they wanted at the store, because I admitted it was a smart purchase. I asked them if they were sorry for what they said. They said they werenât, and they wouldnât apologize for how they were feeling.
Now I am feeling weird. I feel like they made a fool out of me. I feel hurt and I donât know if I am being too sensitive but I am hurt, and wish I didnât live with my partner right now.












