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As if they are not effected by the cruel and unusual events that transpired at their leisure.

As if we were not once bonded so tightly that I called you a lifer. A lifelong friend who becomes family.

Why? Why did this happen? Why the FUCK are you okay with it?! Why are those who ‘serve and protect’ only protecting the monsters?

What’s the balance? What’s the bigger picture? Because all I see is black and red. Rage and darkness. It’s hard not to let it consume me and come for you as you let him come for me.

The photo’s location is where my assault began. Where an amazing day turned into a literal nightmare.

I grew to love that little boy so much. After all, his mom was one of my most dear friends from years back. Their family was mine, so I thought.

That little boy is celebrating his third birthday with his parents and all I can think about is how his dad raped me in his son’s bed and how my best friend will remain by his side despite his actions. Despite my constant pain and the betrayal I thought she also felt.