Prepositioned Mania

(voice of a person spiralling) its embarrassing but i still havent figured out if its ok for me to be alive

bodies should have crash logs. why the fuck did that just happen.

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

The best medication that could help me with my mental illness?a bullet through my head

we are the daughters of parents who should not have had kids

do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

this is just my unprofessional opinion but fuck all that shit

I don't think I have any more "it is what it is" left.