Lately, i've been feeling very very uncertain about my relationship with my "best friend'. Yes, we do have fun, jokes, and good relationship with eachother, even if i didn't remember wince when. But now there's someone that i see as my second "best friend", at first i think having 2 friends is a good thing right? Not really.
Despite i love my best friends, i couldn't help but thinking if this will remain the same? I'm also uncertain. They both are kind, funny, and good. But as the time pass by im feeling like i was slowly become just friend. Not jealous or what, honestly i'm happy if they both become closer it just lately my first "best friend" misunderstand me more often. I know there must be mistakes or my words that are not organized, or unclear but it's like more often than before. Probably im over-used my jokes? Maybe yes. Probably im unkind? Maybe. But i'm not gonna blame anyone, because basically im the one who over-used jokes and say words uncorrectly. Beside, they are still kind, just stressed like i am.
I never think about the bad side of this, but the more i see the more i feel it. And the reason why i think about this, it's because one of my friend (we're friend, but different class, and just as friend) i don't remember when it was, but she asking something if i ever felt out from relationship between my "best friend". That time i'm just say to her if i was ignored, then i'm just have to not to care or something like that. I didn't remember the whole conversation nor reaction of her nor me, but since that conversation my mind start change. Buuuut my classmate are kind, good, maybe i shouldn't think this now. Maybe i just overthink but i will try to keep like nothing happen and continue what i usually do.
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