tashi yoon

okay, my coming back to tumblr quiet bay seemed to be a little fun :) not even five minutes since posting first after a whole fucking eternity, I've got a very sus looking notif.

hm, i thought.

that's not how cyber security works.

you see, even though i am a divine shit manifest type of creator, i am not dumb at all whatever people think of me. and i am sure as hell official tumblr accounts don't go by the names of random digits. ESPECIALLY they don't just ping the random users PUBLICLY, like hey guys you are sus as hell. like ???????

knowing that, i clicked the generic link which was pinned to that notification on my iphone via safari (where i wasn't logged in), and wow, it's a fishing tumblr website!!! which doesn't work in my country if no using VPN, lol. guess at least some prons of living in where everything is getting banned every other second.

ahem, back to out scam.

I suppose it's fake-Discord-verification type of things, when you need to "prove" you are sexy and safe by entering your private data, or logging via your Google or Apple ID. not fun not cool. i've already flagged this account as a bad naughty one, and I heavily advise each one of you to do the same thing.

I am a very serious scholar, you see!

DISCLAIMER

first of all, I’d like to remind you that the whole pureflow ep is based on Buddhism and everything that comes within it. I’m absolutely not an expert in this area, neither it is philosophical nor theological views, and I’d like to heavily imply I DO NOT try to be an annoying piece of shi. I heavily respect people of Buddhism and other confessions, and my intentions are all clear and nice. it’s just that I try to have my giggles and shit my fun, and help people to understand what manifestation is using the simple and relatable examples.

okay, now to our boompala boompala yeah.

the song is catchy as hell with a specific purpose; it gives your brain a nice little massage, but not exactly the type of squish you get from watching these slimes, or soap cutting videos on TikTok. instead of giving you a brain fog, it’s supposed to gift you a brain.. blankness. the absolute state of your mind which we, fellow manifestors, call “the void”, when you can hear the flow of the breeze passing through your thoughts-free mind, clean, clear, scrubbed off the useless rumbling and nasty images. an empty room in which you can put anything you’d like. an empty sky.

and when Sakura says everything’s water and everything’s air, you better listen and put it in your notes, as it’ll be in the test!

just like the clouds in the sky, our thoughts can pass and go, arrive and clutter, and pile up, and darken; but isn’t there a clear blue at least once in a while? bingo, you get it. you indeed can’t hold onto the clouds in the air, yet you can hold onto the sky; or rather, you can fill it up with whatever you want. and it is your choice, whether you decide to cling onto one black fluff of shit, or decorate your blue with beautiful, pink hue-ish clouds of thin white. you can stare at it and await for the bad things to go; or you can leave it, knowing that the beautiful sunset will come on its own. time is an illusion, your worries is the main source of your pains, etc etc.

don’t just stare at it. name whatever you’d like, and leave it to yourself. see your reality change.

boompala.

I found that many of you are way way too concerned about others' opinions. Well, I've been there too. A lot of young manifestators are sure that if they change something in their lives, parents/classmates/friends/other people will be shocked, confused, puzzled, there will be a lot of mess and unwanted words. Of course, the author of the manifestation also feels this fear... Aaaand the affirmations don't work. The end.

We don't work like that! If you'd like too, you can manifest things like "they don't notice my changes" orrr "youunderstandwhatimean", but I but I would like to advise you to pay more attention to yourself, to what you will feel. Will you be happy? Great, then manifest. Seriously, will you care about other opinions, when this sht will work?

OK. I'm sure all of you want to hear a REAL story. not that one which is about "ohhhhh I caught the right bus!!!! what a miracle" but a GREAT thing, full of magic and motivation. here I am, ready to tell you something. take your seats! it's gonna be inspiring.

my biggest problem was money, since our family used to be super broke. I really had nothing to eat for a couple of days when I was a teen, and my sister couldn't go to this art school, because we had NOTHING to give her. not even paints or brushes. NOTHING AT ALL. when I entered the university (it can be free in my country if you're smart enough, lol), I got that rich mean friend who always made fun of me. haha, look, she has nothing but a zero in her wallet and bank account. what a shame.

it was so bad that I used to ask people for money at the bus stop. or looked for coins on the floor. i missed an exam because i had nothing to pay for public transport. brrr

and then... then i found loa.

i can tell you it took only week to make everything better. money just.. started to come. from nowhere. when I asked my mom if she had any change, she just gave me something about 100 dollars. it was way TOO MUCH. I WAS SO SHOCKED I CAN TELL YOU. then I became tutoring, some things changed, and now we're way way richer. i can eat out, i can buy myself cute clothes. i am wealthy. and it is not even just a sentence anymore.

a veryveryvery brief summary: because we need this, not the universe of the god or theanythingyoubelievein. the end.

explanation: you see, we are people, after all. we need a hit sometimes. we need that one smack in the ass to remind us about everything good that we've done for ourself. if we forget about this simple "thank you for my fulfilled wish", we easily lose motivation and there it starts, the old story about this daaamn cruel world which doesn't want to hear us. do you understand?

got some cash after that subliminal? woah, thank you, the universe.

noticed some changes in your face? yay, thank you, dear god.

became a worldwide star and so on? ... you see my point.

be thankful. ♥

Blame me, hate me, call me a psycho, but I'm sincerely sure that mirror was created by a man who wanted with all his heart to make other people insecure. No other damn reason. Just pure hate, embodied in a mirror that you see every morning; that you hate every afternoon; that you want to kill every evening. Because it shows you something.. somebody who is ugly. Not very much, but still, you thought you were better. You thought you were kinda pretty, at least.

Let me tell you one easy thing... The mirror lies. All the time. It wants you to be that piece of whining shit, who cries and begs for more pain, more stupid images, more things that are not connected to reality. And, oh God, we can't believe it, can we? We got used to it. We were taught that mirror is always right - but why?

One simple question. Come and see your reflection. Ask it: "Are we really the same one person?" I'm sure you'll feel uncomfortable. Because his.. or her.. or whoever it is in the mirror is not you. It's only pretending to be you. He or she or whatever has hands of a child, so this damn stupid one always fucks up. ALWAYS.

haven't you notice it? when you see that something has changed there they are, acting like you're a damn psycho. no, darling, it's your imagination. you're such a child. you're so stupid, ahahahah, did you hear, she believes that pinterest pin can change her life!! wow, so damn dumb!

SHUT

THE FUCK

UP

that day from your childhood? when you realised it. "wow, i can literally change everything" was your thought. you moved objects without touching, you changed your face without trying, every day was like a magic. and then that stupid adult told you that no. you're a liar. you can't do something if you don't try or work hard. you should cry and suffer because i cried and suffered. you are nothing. you are not- NO. THE LIAR IS HE OR SHE. YOU WERE RIGHT ALL THAT TIME. WAKE UP AND REALISE IT AGAIN. WAKE UP AND TOUCH IT. FEEL IT AS IF YOU WERE A CHILD AGAIN. CAN'T YOU SEE?

In fact, this is not a stupid question. I'm not gonna be that perfect bitch who acts super cool and always says to her dearest readers something like "it's YOU who aren't working enough, YOU should try harder!!!", I'll tell you that yes, I was afraid about this one too. Public transport or your parents bringing home chips is one thing; changing your appearance or moving to another country is compleeeeteeeely different. BUT. BUT. I'm ready to tell you one secret that can help you change everything easily if you accept it. Go?

Ok, ok, prepare yourself first. Imagine that you're a child and everything around you is so flexible and unstable, like.. let's say like clay. If you touch it, there's a hole. If you want to build a pony, there it is! If you want to look like this one person, you realise that YOU ARE CLAY TOO! You can change yourself, place yourself wherever you want, whenever you want. If you wish, you can grab some of this stuff and create money. Can you see what I'm talking about?

IT'S ALL DEPENDS ON YOU. IT'S ALL WAITING FOR YOU. not your mother, your father, your family, your excuses and expectations, your downs and rises, your "i'm ready" and "i'm not". you can start NOW and you can end NOW. all you need to do is BELIEVE and INSIST. SAY IT. DO IT. NOW. WRITE IT DOWN AND READ IT OUTLOUD. you'd be shocked how easy and how powerful it could be.

okay, no more useless stuff. all you need to do is REALISE. you need to UNDERSTAND that you're not your body, your surroundings, not your flesh and blood. YOU ARE YOUR MIND. your ideas, thoughts, your mind and imagenary, that kind of you is truly you. detachment is much easier when your undestand that your body is NOT YOU. that you can freely lose connection with it. try to feel that: you, which is your mind and soul (? if you'd like to) are flying. without your arms, legs, your head and neck. can you feel it? can you finally feel, who you really are?

try it tonight.

just a few words, besties.

mirror is the enemy;

set the alarms which would remind you about praising yourself and your new appearance;

pinterest is our everything;

visualise you walking down the street like a freaking model. this one is super powerful and helped me a lot;

you can say something like "i changed, yeah?" while talking with other people and DON'T LISTEN TO THEIR ANSWERS IF THEY'RE SOME KIND OF BULLSHIT LIKE "oh no you didn't :(". you know the truth, babygirl;

touch your face (with clean hands only) and feel how it is changing;

become kinda selfish and be proud of that reneissance-like face. you deserve it.