Happy Almost Birthday to me!!! Whoever said you can't be a swimwear model in your 30's??? Sometimes qe have to stop looking in the mirror & look inside & look back at what we have done & how far we have come! ๐ช A baby and 2 brain surgeries down this last 15 months.. plus raising 2 beautiful girls who look up to me! I am really hard on myself! I am so used to being a certain size, looking a certain way.. I forget to look back and look at what I have been through, what my body has been through physically, emotionally, mentally. It has been draining to say the least. But I fought. I fought hard. I am here. I am strong. I am the happiest I have ever been. I love myself & my life. I am blessed & thankful. Ready for this next year as 36!๐๐ช๐โค๐ฅณ๐ Awesome Team: @brigitewear @gregchristensenphotography @thenatureandbloom @douglifeproductions @mgodric (at Palm Springs, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHGOv9YBDZg/?igshid=q1wuxczoty2t