love yourself
As I was growing up I lived with my mother and father. My home life was not healthy nor the less. I always heard fighting, screaming and yelling. My mother was always a hard worker and did all she could for me to have what I wanted and needed.
My father is a unique man. Love him dearly but growing up I never really knew if he loved me or even adored me the way a father is supposed to. He was always “working” or out of town for something. When he was home it was always yelling or always degrading comments. Do not get me wrong I love my father but I don’t think I was ever his princess in fact his queen.
Ever feel self conscious? Well let me tell you, you shouldn’t. why? Because you are beautiful no matter any flaw you have. At 12 years old my father was sitting in his truck talking with me and told me my peach fuzz on my neck which all of us women have will be a beard one day. So being upset I went in the house shaving it thought it would make it go away and I wouldn’t be ugly anymore. At 25 years old I have to take care of it for the rest of my life. Don’t like your body? Well you should because you are beautiful/handsome. Growing up my father would tell me I was going to be fat. I am a plus size women and I won’t lie I struggle once and a while trying to love myself. Whether you are skinny or bigger you are beautiful just the way you are.
If there is anything I can do for you while reading this I want to be able to have you relate in some way and for you to open your eyes that every pitch black tunnel, that light does peak in.
