Jungkook x girl reader.

Warnings.

;; pussy slapping, fingering & eating out, couch sex.

If uncomfortable please don’t read, those who enjoy smut. Please enjoy :3

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Open relationship.

You and jungkook were in a open relationship, he is the one who insisted, you didn’t agree to it at first but you thought it wouldn’t exactly be a bad idea. You’ve been sleeping with jungkook, and jimin, his older best-friend. He recently found out, and he didn’t like that you were having sex with his best-friend. He stopped sleeping with girls since he found out, you were on his mind. He couldn’t bring himself to sleep with anyone else, you arrived to your apartment you shared with jungkook

You twisted the door open seeing a jealous, and pissed off jungkook. You decided to not do anything, you knew it would get worse. Before you could take another step, he walked closer to you pulling out his phone. It was a photo of jimin tying you up, while he was inside of you. Your eyes widened, sharing stares between his phone and him. “Why are you fucking him? Out of all people.” He says pissed off, i cleared my throat trying to talk but nothing came out. “Does he fuck better than me?” You obviously couldn’t answer that.. the sex you always had with jungkook was slow and passionate and with jimin, it was extremely painful, he would always be aggressive, and rough. You loved it rough, you never told jungkook that.

Once he saw you weren’t responding he walked closer to you, leaving no space for you to walk away. “Answer me now, Y/N.” He said, his anger dialing down. You really couldn’t say yes or no, you enjoyed both of them. Without thinking, you just shrugged your shoulders. “You don’t know?” He says clearly pissed, “Yes. I don’t know jungkook.” His jaw tightening, “your answer should be clear about what you know, it’s either a yes or no!” His anger was so clear, he was pissed.

“I can’t answer that jungkook.” He took a step closer; “and why is that?” You took a few deep breaths before answering. “I-i jungkook it’s difficult to say.” A chuckle left his lips, “just say it.” Your teeth tugging over your bottom lip softly. “You two are different, you are slow and passionate, but i love it.” You began, “but?” You were taken back by his words, but he was right.. there was a but.. “but jimin just sleeps with me like he is putting all his anger inside of me.” You speak quietly, “is that what your about?” He says softly, you let out a soft huh, slightly confused of his words.. what did he mean? “You liked to be fucked rough don’t you?” Without thinking you nodded. “Is that what he’s been doing to my pretty baby? Ruining you? Hm?” You melted when he mentioned you as his pretty baby,

He took one step closer, his body stuck onto yours leaving no space for you to move. His fingers touching your chin pushing it up to look at him, your eyes looked up, his eyes travelling to your lips before he planted a soft kiss, you moan softly before kissing him back. He removed his fingers from your chin, to your hair tugging onto it while the kiss got more heated and aggressive, his anger was building up in the kiss. His lips part opened, inviting your tongue. You were a sucker.. jimin may have been a good fuck, but no one can make you melt in kisses as much as jungkook did. His hands trailing down your body, stopping at your hips picking you up while his lips moved against yours

He didn’t need to open his eyes to see where he was heading, he knew exactly. Your back landing on the soft material that was on the couch, his lips making a sound with yours once he pulled away. He unbuttoned your jeans before grabbing the sides of your jeans pulling them off, they fell down so easily. He saw you were wearing no panties, he muttered ‘fuck.’ His eyes not leaving your exposed pussy, spreading your legs wide, he noticed you just recently shaved. Biting his lips, his head going in between your thighs blowing soft air on your folds, your reaction was everything to him. He saw you struggling to keep your legs from shaking, his smirk growing wide on his lips.

His lips wrapping around your clit, he inhaled to fully start sucking on your clit. You moaned at his touch, the way he was sucking on your clit, you couldn’t even explain how good it felt. “F-fuck..” you whimpered arching your back, your eyes fully closing once he teasingly rubbed your clit with his thumb while his tongue was inside of you. Replacing his tongue with his two digits, his index and middle finger pushing deep inside of you. You felt his fingers stretching you out, “yeah you like that? Being filled up with my two fingers hm?” He says thrusting his fingers in and out of you, causing you to shiver at his touch. Once he felt you near, that was when he pulled his fingers out of you. Once he took his fingers out it created a wet sound, you were soaked.

“What the-” you say clearly annoyed, his smile appears seeing you annoyed with him. “Baby, i want you to come around my cock, not in my mouth.” Your annoyance then dialed down, his clothes were now off. He gave his cock a few strokes moaninf at his touch, you watched how it got bigger, and bigger. You forgot the way he felt around you, he positioned himself infront of you, his fingers melting into your pussy giving it a rough slap, you jumped a little, a bit surprised. He was never rough with you, nor did he dirty talk you, you definitely knew why he was doing this.

“You belong to me, me only.” He said before guiding his tip near your entrance. You moaned at his touch, his tip rubbing against your cunt, “j-jung- please..” you begged, he smirked before entering you raw, you let out a soft gasp. He never entered you without a condom, he let out a grunt creating little thrusts to get you used to his size, you felt his every vein.

Tears forming in your eyes, it hurted so good. The only noises that left jungkook’s lips were grunts and tiny whines, “fuck.” This time his one thrust was deep, and you could feel him in your stomach. His thrusts filling the room, you moaned, his thrust creating a fast pace while he fucked you roughly. “That’s it. Fuck, yeah..” His hands placing onto your hips moving in and out of ya, you dug your nails into the meat of his shoulders, once he felt the pain you created on his shoulder he couldn’t help but thrust into you filled with his anger once he thought of you and jimin.

“Is this how he fucks you, huh?” He says while thrusting into you with hate, “f-fuck,” you moaned out feeling his meat deep inside of you massaging your tight pussy. “Mm~” you let out a few quiet moans getting used to his thrusts, “Fuck, baby.” He panted while thrusting his hips against yours, he felt you clenching around him, there was no space for him to move in, and out because you trapped him. “Baby, let go, let..” You released your folds, allowing him to continue to thrust into you,

“Fuck, are you near?” He says not stopping his fast pace, you nodded unable to get a answer, it felt to good. “Use your words love.” He started to slow down, to tease you. “Jungkook- no please don’t stop.” His lips turning into a noticeable smirk, “Fuck, Y/N.” His fingers digging deep through your waist, as he felt a weird feeling almost about to explode. His veins pumping against your clit, you were so near.

“Jungkook..” you moaned, clenching around him tightly before coming undone, he muttered under his breath. You listened to his dirty words,“Fuck that’s right, you take me so well.” He said, his hips thrusting a few more times, his lips connecting with your flushed cheeks while you felt warm gooey inside of you. “Sorry baby, i couldn’t pull out in time.” He panted laying next to you.

short smut warning

You woke up by your boyfriend min yoongi wrapping his arm around your waist "good morning Jagiya" you didn't say anything but just turned around and nuzzled his neck with his arm still around you "morning" you said smiling on his chest "you know what day it is hm" "yeah we are staying over your parents house" he smiled "mhm now come I'll make you food" you got up and walked to the bathroom and did your morning routine. After that, you went downstairs and saw him cooking. You were just staring him down. How can someone like that be your boyfriend? He's just so perfect. Yeah, he might be "cold" sometimes, but you know that he loves you. You snapped out of your thoughts and went to him. You hugged him from the back and he smiled "hey Jagiya" "hey cutie" you let go as you saw that he was done "smells good" he smiled "thanks" he wasn't really good at saying thanks and you find it so cute he put the breakfast on the table and you guys started to eat. After that, you both took a shower and packed your bags. You had on baggy clothes and he had on a plain shirt with sweatpants. you both left, and he started driving to his parent's house

You had arrived at his parents' house. His parents loved you even though you're a different race from him (whatever your race is) you guys walked up to the door and knocked after a few seconds his mom opened the door "OH yoongi my baby and hey y/n you look so heathy and well, come in" you both came in with your bags "let me get those" his dad said "no no it's ok I got it" he smiled and took your bags anyway "oh ok then" yoongi laughed "come lets go to our room" you both went upstairs and went to his room you sat on the bed and he sat next to you, you sat there in silence it wasn't awkward you actually felt comfortable. He broke the silence. "so do you wanna cuddle and maybe watch a movie," he said, holding the back of his head. "um yeah ok" you smiled. You lay down and cuddled him and started watching liar game.

1 hour into the show you felt his go to your thighs you looked at him and he was watching the show like he didn't do anything you just watched the show his hand went to your heat you bit your lip "what are you doing yoongi" "nothing just watching the show" he said with a smile acting so normal when his hand is right on your heat. "u-uh, ok then. " he looked at you. "You're wet. " you looked at him with shocked eyes. How could he say that so casually? he kissed you and you and you kissed back "baby I'm in that mood" "no really I wouldn't have never guessed" he looked at you with lust and started kissing you again "take this off" he said while pulling your long shirt you took it off and he went on top of you. you arched your back so he can take your bra off. "we have to be, you know, quiet. " you nod. He took the rest of your clothes off as you took off. He put his cock on your clit. "oh your pussy is dripping wet only from me touching you. " you blushed as he slapped his cock on your clit. he shoved his cock in and you let out a moan. "your pussy is tighter than last time," he groaned lowly. it felt so good. It felt like you and him was the only people in the world right now. he held your hand as he was going slow but really hard "f-faster." He obeyed and started going faster like super fast "oh god that pussy is so tight" he said going down to your neck and started to bite it leaving marks "oh god baby I feel it coming" "cum inside me please yoongi" he grabbed your face "you want it inside like the big slut you are" hearing that almost made you pass out "y-yes please please" "I'm gonna cum inside so deep your pussy will be filled with my cum" he said going harder skin slapping and hard breath could be heard "oh fuck i-im cumming baby ah fuck-" he came deep inside you and your eyes rolled in the back of your head he dropped on your body his breathing was unstable. you wrapped your arm around his naked body. "never knew you where this kinky hm" he blushed. oh be quiet. after a few you both got dressed, you put on yoongis shirt and he just put on sweatpants with no shirt on you went downstairs and made dinner when you where getting something off of a high place you felt someone behind you pressed on your ass. it was yoongi "horny again" "how can i not when your in that so sexy" he smirked

member : yoongi

He saw you there, looking ever so beautiful.

He felt like a creep watching you from far but how can he resist a lovely angel like you?

There you were laying on the grass, wearing your favourite white summer dress with your hair splay out on the grass where both of you once always crash at after classes back then in college.

It is a nice place. Small pond with small fishes, trees and bushes surrounding the place, pretty much secluded area that only both of you know the location. Though, yoongi never thought you will come here after so long.

Looking at your motionless body laying on the grass, he’s guessing that you are taking a nap but he felt uneasy that something might happened to you and you fell unconscious. Slowly, he move towards you without making a sound and sit next to you. Putting his finger close to your nose, he feels that you are still breathing. At that, he felt relieved that you are just fine and decided to leave. However, your peaceful complexion makes him want to stay with you for awhile and, he did. Maybe it wont hurt to stay for awhile.

The light that passing through the trees were illuminating on your face. Yoongi realised you were scrunching your face because of the light blinding you. You were about to wake up but he quickly covers your face with his hand to block the light and you fell into your deep slumber again. He didn’t know how long he should be there but he is wishing that he could stay until you wake up.

He loves seeing your peaceful face. He misses this. He misses you, his y/n. But ever since both of you parted ways, you change so much that he almost couldn’t recognise you.

His y/n always have a smile plastered on her face whenever she sees him, an affectionate yet loving woman but now, your face as cold as an ice. She works non-stop when she was the one who used to scold yoongi so much for over-working and with the way you body and face gets more and more lean, he knows that you have stop caring for yourself. He regrets so much for breaking you. The one who should break is him, not you, a poor innocent soul.

Not wanting to disturb you any longer, he thought that it is time for him to leave before you wake up but his movement turned into a halt when he saw a small paper bag beside you. He took it quietly to take a peek.

Oh, how much he wanted to cry. It is a fish pellets. He stands up and walk towards the small pond. He felt that his heart slowly starting to pump faster and faster. As soon his eyes set on a koi, he broke down and whimpered. How do one fish makes him cry you ask?

It is the same fish he bought for you on your 19th birthday, also the day he confessed to you. He recognised the koi since it has the same cut like it got torn on its right fin. And it hits him when he realises that you are actually waiting for him because he knew how much you treasured the fish. It has been 2 years now yet you still take care of it when you could have abandon it and let it die. All along, you have always come here everyday. Waiting for him.

“still alive and thriving huh, Komorebi?” he greets the fish. He sniffed and wipe his tears away but to no avail, the tears just couldn’t stop falling.

“yoongi?”

he felt his body become stiffed when he heard you called your name.

did i stay for too long? shit, what should i do?

He heard footsteps slowly getting louder towards him and felt you stop beside him. He slowly turned his head until you’re in his sight.

“I havent fed Komorebi yet. I was so tired that i fell asleep in an instant- oh yoongi? why are you crying?”

what?

And he felt your soft palms wiping his face gently but he notice that your eyes getting teary.

why are you acting so normal?

“you let me touch you now.” you sobbed.

“dear lord, i must have slowly getting crazy. i saw your presence here everyday but you never let me touch you until today. I always thought that seeing you here everyday is real but how are you real when you are at Seoul now? Perhaps, maybe i am already crazy. Even if the you right now is not real but thank you. I really miss you. So so much.” you hug yoongi’s torso but man was too taken aback to speak.

You have been hallucinating..

Hot tears were gushing down his cheeks. The break up broke you so much that it disrupt your mental, fucking with your head. Feeling his heart throb, he hugged you tightly, wishing and hoping desperately it will make your pain go away. You were already a fragile person to begin, he was aware but why did he still shattered you down? What kind of monstrosity he is that he ruined you so much?

Both of you stayed like that for the longest time. He never wanted to break the hug from you but he need to fix this. He need to make this right again. Yoongi broke the hug and cupped both of you cheek gently. He tilted your head up to make you look into his eyes.

“Baby, this is me. This is real. I’ve come home. Ive come back from Seoul. I miss you so much that i couldnt stand anymore and decided to find you. Please forgive me. Im really sorry, y/n. Let me fix this. Let me take care of you again, angel. I promise, i promise that i’ll bring back your happiness again. I really cant live without you, it felt so suffocated like half of my breathe were taken away. Give me another chance to fix this” he sobbed.

He can see that you are very much perplexed. How can he blame you? After suffering for two years long, of course you would be so confused but then you too started to cry.

“I do, i have forgiven you already for a long time ago but please convince me this is real, yoongi. My head and my heart hurt every single second and I don’t want to wake up tomorrow knowing that all of this are lies again, that all of this are just fucking with my head.”

Yoongi slithered his hand into you hair and push you head gently towards him, smushing both of your lips together. He pulled you so close to him that you are now sitting on his lap. You kissed him back and wrap you hands around his neck, pushing more into his mouth. He then lick your upper lip, a sign for you to open up and you obeyed. Both of you tangling the tongues, relinquished into the feeling. Everything felt so overwhelmed but neither of you want to stop. Not after two years of separation. But then, both of you needed to breathe and break the kiss. Saliva still connected from lip to lip and both of you pants so much to catch a breath after an intense make out.

“Does this convince you?”

“No, want you to convince me even more” you tucked your head into his neck and he felt you smile.

“are you really not convince or you just want me to kiss you more? you know you can just ask, angel.” he chuckled.

“hmmmm maybe both”

“but i wont give you kissess until im bringing you to eat” at that, you pouted at the thought of not getting any kisses from him.

As you two staring into each other’s eyes, both of your eyes are swollen because of the tears but both of you never careless about it. All that matters are it feels pleasant and warm to be back into the rightful arms.

“im so glad that i choose to take care of Komorebi. Even if it take for two years to be back in your arms.”

Hii!

So, I'm with this fic in my head. It is quite old maybe...

It was something like the reader was upset with Hoseok (he's a dom/boyfriend on the fic) so he proposes to her that she can punish him. So she ties him to a chair, then the whole thing happens and she drops from her mindset and Hoseok is like "OK. Untie me now" cuz he's worried for her

If by any miracle someone knows where did this go, please tell me

Yoongi x Reader POV

Genre: Smut 🔥

Word Count: 1.4k

Playlist: “People” by Agust D. Honestly the whole D-2 mixtape

He sits in his chair, eyes intently focused on whatever is on his computer screen. Every now and then he’ll close his eyes and listen to the beat, mouthing a few words here and there softly before nodding his head and writing words down on his beat up journal, the one I gifted him on his birthday. I asked him once why he didn’t just type things on his phone or in his computer, he told me there was something cathartic about writing lyrics in his notebook. Now I make sure to pick up unique journals whenever I’m at the store, because it’s a special feeling knowing he writes his lyrics on something I gave him before sharing it with the rest of the world. 

I’m laying on his couch in his studio, waiting for him to finish up to go out to dinner, but the way he cracks his knuckles tells me he’s struggling with something. I get up from the couch and walk behind him, wrapping my arms around his shoulders and drop a kiss on his temple. 

“Babe what’s wrong?” I ask him softly. He grabs my hand and brings it to his mouth, leaving a soft kiss on my palm. 

“I’m just missing something for this song, but I don’t know what it is.” He clicks on a few icons on his screen, it all looks like gibberish to me. 

“Anything I can do to help? You feel tense.” I say as I start to massage his shoulders and neck, feeling how knotted his muscles are. 

Instead of replying he swirls around in his chair to face me, bringing his hands up to my waist, he begins to softly caress my body under my shirt. With one hand on my back he pushes me forward until I’m sitting on top of him. He wraps his other hand around my neck and pushes his lips on mine. His tongue makes its way into my mouth, dominating my movements. I bite his tongue gently, smirking when he hisses. He sucks on my bottom lip, biting down hard on it before licking his way down my neck, sucking gently on the nape, most likely giving me a hickey. 

I start to roll my hips against his, looking for some type of relief. He reads my body like if he were the one that wrote me. Grabbing my thighs, he pushes himself off the chair and brings me with him. I take the moment to wrap my legs around his hips, not once stopping my movements. He sweeps everything off his desk before placing my now naked ass on it. He lets go off my mouth for a few seconds, I hear some clicks from his computer mouse but I don’t pay any mind to it because I’m so focused on the salty taste from the sweat on his neck. I start to remove his shirt off of his body and he does the same to my dress. I unbutton his jeans and bring them down his hips so I can free his dick from its constraints. 

My mouth waters when I feel his veins and heat against my hands but I know I have no time to taste his sweet cum when I hear his moans against my ear. I pump his dicks a few times, making sure to spread the precum around himself. He pushes my hips against him, entering me in one swift move. I moan, hard. Throwing my head back, he takes advantage of my exposed neck and begins to lick, suck, and bite on my neck and chest. I hold on to him, to the desk, anywhere that’ll give me a strong enough grip to withstand the strength of his fucking. 

Our moans are loud and deep, fueled by the hunger we have towards one another. We fuck raw, with unfiltered passion. I whine when I feel his dick leave my warmth, but I smile when he brings me off the desk to stand, flipping me over to face the computer screen. He pushes my torso down to the desk, I stick out my ass towards him, inviting him to enter me from behind. I yell “fuck” when he accepts my invitation and hits just the right spot. My moans become even more guttural, deep, passionate. He resumes his whispered adoration of me, whispering things like “damn baby you’re pussy was made for me” or “you’re the only that can make me feel this way.” My walls clench harder when he tells me he loves me. You don’t know the power of those words until you hear it from someone that barely says them. 

He starts rolling his hips slower, more gently, taking his time so that he can fill me deeply. I start to match his movements, moaning at the feel of every inch leaving and entering my pussy. He picks up the speed, my heart racing even faster telling me I’m about to cum. “Yoongs, babe slow down, I’m gona cum” I moan. Instead, he speeds up even more, my moans spreading throughout the room. I cum, hard, but he doesn’t stop his movements. He switches up his speed, slow, fast, my body not being able to take it so I cum again. A loud “fuck” makes it’s way out my mouth when he cums with me. He holds my hip tight, riding out his orgasm. I wipe my tears from the intensity of his lovemaking. He leans his torso against my back, kissing his way up my spine until his mouth is at my ear. He whispers a gentle “I love you” before dropping one last kiss against my neck. He brings me up to face him, kissing me softly on the lips. I wrap my arms around his shoulder, kissing him back and tell him I love him. With one last kiss on my forehead, he sits on his desk chair and places me on his lap. 

We sit in silence for a few beats, catching our breath, gathering our thoughts. I slowly start to doze off, feeling so sedated from multiple orgasms and his gentle caressing. I hear him get back to work, shown by the sounds of his mouse clicks here and there. 

“So I have a confession.” He softly says, waking me from my almost slumber. I lean my head back to look up at him and hum a “hmm”.

He smiles his innocent smile, telling me he’s up to something. My curiosity is piqued so I sit up. “What’d you do?” I ask him with a raised eyebrow. His innocent smile turns into a smirk. 

Without answering, he turns to his computer and starts to click on a few things. The room is then filled with a song, the one I’m assuming he was struggling on. It’s a sensual beat, his deep lustful voice spitting out a few verses. I close my eyes smiling at the sound of his sexy voice, but they spring open when I hear moans in the background. Not just any moans. But MY moans. I freeze in place, mouth open. These were the moans I let out not even 20 minutes ago. I freeze even more when I hear his moans mixed in with mine. 

“What. The. Fuck.” I whisper yell. His body shakes in laughter. 

“I found what the song was missing, and that was a piece of you.” All my anger disappears at those words. 

“Babe…” I whisper.

“I won’t apologize for recording us, not when it made this song perfect.” He replies seriously. 

“I can’t believe you recorded us. What will people think?!” 

“It’s not like they’re gona know.” He smirks. 

“Maybe, but your friends, my friends, our FAMILIES PROBABLY WILL KNOW OMG YOONGI WTF?!!!” I yell my anxiety increasing. 

He has the audacity to laugh again. I smack his chest in anger and his response is to kiss my forehead.

“Babe, admit it, it’s a good song.” He rubs my back while clicking some more on his computer. 

I sigh in defeat. It IS a good song. A GREAT song actually. A song I know will kill Army everywhere. I have no doubt I’ll be reading tweets and watching tik toks about them imagining what Yoongi is like in bed. Let’s just say I’m glad I’m the only one that really knows what he’s like in bed. 

“It is. It is. But you should know all your music is great babe.” I sigh again. “I’m not looking forward to getting shit from Jin, Jimin or Jungkook though. Those fucking bastards LOVE to make me blush.” He laughs before dropping a soft kiss on my lips. 

-> Synopsis: Your mind stutters dysfunctionally and you slowly take a step back.

Your brother gets abruptly cut of by a low growl, and everyones attention lured towards the wolf announcing his claim.

"Mate."

-> Pairing: alpha jimin x omega reader

-> Genre: romance . Fluff . Smut (in future chapters)

-> Words: (probably more than 100k from all chapters combined. Rip me and my mind)

-> Chapters: preview - first - second - third

-> About: Jimin is a bad bitch, reader is an even bigger bad bitch, seriously you'll fall in love with the reader's character, lots of magic shit, taehyung is a handsome creep, lots of horror, a little bit sexism from Jimin but that is what he is thought from a young age, reader and Jimin are soft for each other (later on) brother Hobi cause why not, kook is a bun bun with a man bun, possessive jimin, lots of romance and understatement, this is the good shit you won't regret reading it...

-> In: Narrative POV, Third person POV

"I won't leave you alone, Jimin. I give my words to you." Her words were like a promise and he can't help but widen his eyes.

She chuckles at his expressions, can't help but finding his face adorable. In the presence of the moment, both doesn't notice how small the gap is between them.

A silence falls over them and both of their eyes links and stays there. The atmosphere changes as both slowly bask in each others beauty.The lightness of her eyes, the comforting of her scent and her small cheery lips, that looked as soft as they actually were, to his small lidded eyes, the hovering of his figure and his pink plump lips.

All were perfect. They were perfect for each other.

Jimin slowly leans his head and hers slowly backs away when she snaps out of her daze. But he doesn't let her. He raise both his arms and wrap them around her delicate waist, locking her in his chest.

His eyes glance at her everything  as she flushes like a rose, blush spreading her cheeks and probably her whole body by the way she shivers, her adorable mouth parts open, looking so sweet and fragile, Jimin had to push back his wolf as to not attack them and ruin them till swollen. His fingers raise and trail over her cheek, suddenly curious if his fingers would pick up the sparkling blush off of her cheek. Her eyelids flutter at his touch and that leads him to tighten his hold around her, pulling her flush against him.

A tiny gasp leaves her lips and she looks up at his half glazed eyes. He was indeed still in his daze and maybe too far gone to push back the desires he had stored in his head all this time. Their nose bumps and she melts away in him. His hand cup her cheeks and tilt her head up a little more. His warmth had enveloped her and she finally close her eyes to welcome the last of his warmth.

And soon, it does.

Min Yoongi Imagine

Part 1

Saudade: Saudade is a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for an absent something or someone that one cares for and/or loves.

28 October 2020

Hello it's me Min Yoongi. I am still getting used to this. Writing about myself and talking about my everyday life to you. Not that it constitutes much, just basic things like eating, playing video games, working on music and playing with Holly. Oh have i told you yet i have a dog named Holly.

I was resentful about this at first knowing that I hadn't told Y/n about this. But further as I continued it I felt good. This way it is so  much better rather than meeting outside everyday.

Imagine getting caught by paparazzi, oh my I can't even imagine how much of a scandal it would be. Now that we have landed on the topic of paparazzi I somewhere think it's because of them that I have started to become anxious about going outside. 

I remember when I talked to you during our first meeting I have never felt so relieved talking to someone except Y/n. By the way, I am planning on telling her soon.

 I really can't hide it anymore. Is it wrong to do this while she is gone. What will she think of me? 

Okay this is good, i feel this is all I wanted to talk about today. Bye, hope to see you soon.

To, Kang Soowon

Looking over at the digital clock sitting on the desk, which displayed 6:00 pm indicating it was already evening. The shimmering orange hues shone in the apartment acting as a proof. 

Hitting the send button he relaxed back into his chair and stared up at the ceiling. The entire house was peaceful with just a few sounds from the cars passing by and Holly's barks. 

He had grown accustomed to these sounds for over a week now. These were the only things that made him feel he was not completely alone. His prominent source of chitter chatter and chaos had been out for a  week now. 

She had gone on a trek with bangtan as the only representative for the couple. On the other hand all the members had accompanied their wives or girlfriends. The youngest one Jungkook had also brought his daughter along with them for this trip. 

Funny how the maknae was the first one to be a father out of all of them. Even the eldest was married and had a stable married life now and following his footsteps were his younger brothers. 

Soon Taehyung was also going to propose to his long time girlfriend. Now the only one left was Yoongi. Yes he was dating you but that's it. There were no advances in the relationship yet. 

You both knew you loved each other dearly and had also confessed to each other previously. Not in a very romantic manner of course, it took place when Y/n presented Yoongi a plate of spaghetti which she made all by herself from scratch. 

Even though it was not the very best in regards to taste , he admired his girlfriend’s hard work and the love she had put into it. Her eyes focused on his face just to get a nod of approval from Yoongi. 

It wasn’t bad considering it was her first time making it. He looked up to give an appreciating remark to Y/n when her face lightly covered with flour came into his sight. 

Oh how cute she looked. But she was so eager to get feedback from him that she did not realize that he was staring at her face with a slight smile. 

“It’s good, really good!” Yoongi said, taking another bite out of the spaghetti and picking one bite for her to taste.

A frown formed on her face as soon it landed in her mouth. 

She started to mutter how bad and bland it tasted and asked Yoongi how he even managed to chomp down the whole plate, literally taking the last bite. “Why do you even bother eating this let alone finish the whole thing,why?” 

“Because I love you” Y/n’s constant emphasis of why and how seemed to have done its work subconsciously on Yoongi’s mind. When the reality of what had been spilled clicked both of them, their heads instantly turned to each other to take a glance at their partners faces. 

Both of them were trying to find any hints of cringe or “oh it came out by accident” kind of look on their face. But all they could decipher the stunned and honest looks they had.

”You love me Yoongi?” she asked him just to make sure that those words were not just tongue slips. This is the time Yoongi says it, say those words out loud to her, the words that you had been practicing secretly in the bathroom for weeks and even when working. 

Partly also because of Seokjin’s proposal video which he had decided to keep as an inspiration when it would be his time to do it. But alas! look at the situation where they were in both in their pyjamas in their not so clean house a complete 180 degree of his hyungs proposal. 

Not over candle light dinner but the dining table in his kitchen. Well now it's done and there is no turning back. His girlfriend’s voice broke his chain of thoughts when she presented the same question to her. 

Smiling he looked up at her, still a bit nervous but just wanted to get it out. “ Yes I do, I love you alot and I mean it, even if it's not the best place and situation to confess this but it's a fact” he looked up at her face to see what she had to say. 

Will she accept his feelings and reciprocate or will it just get overlooked?. “It's okay if… if you don't like me back I-'' before he could continue saying anything further her tiny palms were covering his face, thumb stroking his cheekbone.

Her face expresses a broad range of emotions whether it be happiness, excitement, but the most prominent one adoration and respect for her lover.” 

I love you too Yoongi, I love you too” with this a stream of tears flowed from her eyes. Yoongi was overjoyed and over the moon knowing that both of them were in the same place and mindset in their relationship. 

From now on it was just moving forward and not looking back. Both of them scooted close to each looking forward to kiss each other but before yoongi could even do anything Y/n turned her face around and yoongi’s lips landed on her cheek making her release a huge laughter which erupted and echoed throughout the room. 

“Yaah Y/n you better get back here and give me my kiss”Yoongi said with puckered lips. “Holly your appa finally said it he confessed to me” you said looking towards the dog you had been holding in your hand. 

He started to bark, wagging his tail at you, definitely not understanding the words you said but felt the emotions you radiated through your facial expressions. Yoongi felt his heart at ease, pulse lowering down and a surge of easiness rising in him, this is all he wanted and now finally he has what he had dreamt of, a stable life, a loving partner right in front of his eyes. 

“Psst Y/n” he called her trying to make eye contact. She stopped whatever she was busy with and looked at him and a tint covered her cheeks with a confident smile on her lips hearing the words “I love you” falling silently, inaudible but you could make out what he was saying.

You winked at him and muttered those same words ”I love you too”. 

The doorbell at their apartment rang making yoongi fall back into reality. He quickly understood it must have been the delivery guy which came with his lunch. 

He quickly took in the order and paid him his money. Yoongi had been ordering from the same restaurant you had been to. He even insisted for the same delivery guy knowing very well that he might get triggered if he saw anybody else. 

He was in the most vulnerable stage of his health right now. Knew he had to do everything in a wise manner or else the situation would completely turn 180 degree. 

He placed down the parcel on his table and started eating his food. He was in the middle of glancing through his media when a picture of you and all the boys popped up on his phone. There were a bunch of people standing around you guys, probably their fans and everyone was smiling at the camera. 

His eyes were only focused on you looking at your smile and your jacket clad figure, but besides you a guy who was intently gazing at you and smiling just by looking at you unlike others who were looking at the camera. 

Yoongi wasted no time to search for his profile and understood that it was your guys tour guide. He couldn't help the insecurity which was building up in his mind. 

He always knew you had an outgoing personality and would befriend everyone around you and yoongi on the other hand was a completely opposite person. Would only talk to the group of few people he trusted and never intended to know any other people the only exclusion for work related meetings. 

It's always a distraction to have too many people in your life he would say and firmly believed it too. The question of would you leave him for somebody else or would  you find someone much better than him would constantly go through his mind and now with his condition it increased even more. Suddenly he received a call which broke his chain of thoughts. 

The screen displayed the callers id: Kang Soowon. He instantly smiled looking at the call and picked up in hopes of clearing his mind by talking to her. It felt good to have someone around to talk to.

Few minutes had passed of him still talking on the phone, afew whispers and faint laughs could be heard from him. “Yes, even though I think I should let this all go, I could become a better person and have a better life I guess, thank you so much for helping me realize that Miss Soowon."

Hope I see you soon at the same place. Good night” he placed his phone down on the counter and was about to get up when a feminine voice came from behind him”Yoongi?” he instantaneously turned around to look at the source of a very familiar voice.