#yoongifluff

Muse | MYG FF (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/393982370-muse-myg-ff?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=sglossmin 

Plot: What happens when the man you practically simp over in high school, is right now, sitting across you after almost 10 years of not seeing him? Worse? You're here for an appointment for therapy and he's your psychologist. 

Warning: Mature themes and contents!! English isn't my first language so pardon me with some grammar errorsT^T 

member : yoongi

He saw you there, looking ever so beautiful.

He felt like a creep watching you from far but how can he resist a lovely angel like you?

There you were laying on the grass, wearing your favourite white summer dress with your hair splay out on the grass where both of you once always crash at after classes back then in college.

It is a nice place. Small pond with small fishes, trees and bushes surrounding the place, pretty much secluded area that only both of you know the location. Though, yoongi never thought you will come here after so long.

Looking at your motionless body laying on the grass, he’s guessing that you are taking a nap but he felt uneasy that something might happened to you and you fell unconscious. Slowly, he move towards you without making a sound and sit next to you. Putting his finger close to your nose, he feels that you are still breathing. At that, he felt relieved that you are just fine and decided to leave. However, your peaceful complexion makes him want to stay with you for awhile and, he did. Maybe it wont hurt to stay for awhile.

The light that passing through the trees were illuminating on your face. Yoongi realised you were scrunching your face because of the light blinding you. You were about to wake up but he quickly covers your face with his hand to block the light and you fell into your deep slumber again. He didn’t know how long he should be there but he is wishing that he could stay until you wake up.

He loves seeing your peaceful face. He misses this. He misses you, his y/n. But ever since both of you parted ways, you change so much that he almost couldn’t recognise you.

His y/n always have a smile plastered on her face whenever she sees him, an affectionate yet loving woman but now, your face as cold as an ice. She works non-stop when she was the one who used to scold yoongi so much for over-working and with the way you body and face gets more and more lean, he knows that you have stop caring for yourself. He regrets so much for breaking you. The one who should break is him, not you, a poor innocent soul.

Not wanting to disturb you any longer, he thought that it is time for him to leave before you wake up but his movement turned into a halt when he saw a small paper bag beside you. He took it quietly to take a peek.

Oh, how much he wanted to cry. It is a fish pellets. He stands up and walk towards the small pond. He felt that his heart slowly starting to pump faster and faster. As soon his eyes set on a koi, he broke down and whimpered. How do one fish makes him cry you ask?

It is the same fish he bought for you on your 19th birthday, also the day he confessed to you. He recognised the koi since it has the same cut like it got torn on its right fin. And it hits him when he realises that you are actually waiting for him because he knew how much you treasured the fish. It has been 2 years now yet you still take care of it when you could have abandon it and let it die. All along, you have always come here everyday. Waiting for him.

“still alive and thriving huh, Komorebi?” he greets the fish. He sniffed and wipe his tears away but to no avail, the tears just couldn’t stop falling.

“yoongi?”

he felt his body become stiffed when he heard you called your name.

did i stay for too long? shit, what should i do?

He heard footsteps slowly getting louder towards him and felt you stop beside him. He slowly turned his head until you’re in his sight.

“I havent fed Komorebi yet. I was so tired that i fell asleep in an instant- oh yoongi? why are you crying?”

what?

And he felt your soft palms wiping his face gently but he notice that your eyes getting teary.

why are you acting so normal?

“you let me touch you now.” you sobbed.

“dear lord, i must have slowly getting crazy. i saw your presence here everyday but you never let me touch you until today. I always thought that seeing you here everyday is real but how are you real when you are at Seoul now? Perhaps, maybe i am already crazy. Even if the you right now is not real but thank you. I really miss you. So so much.” you hug yoongi’s torso but man was too taken aback to speak.

You have been hallucinating..

Hot tears were gushing down his cheeks. The break up broke you so much that it disrupt your mental, fucking with your head. Feeling his heart throb, he hugged you tightly, wishing and hoping desperately it will make your pain go away. You were already a fragile person to begin, he was aware but why did he still shattered you down? What kind of monstrosity he is that he ruined you so much?

Both of you stayed like that for the longest time. He never wanted to break the hug from you but he need to fix this. He need to make this right again. Yoongi broke the hug and cupped both of you cheek gently. He tilted your head up to make you look into his eyes.

“Baby, this is me. This is real. I’ve come home. Ive come back from Seoul. I miss you so much that i couldnt stand anymore and decided to find you. Please forgive me. Im really sorry, y/n. Let me fix this. Let me take care of you again, angel. I promise, i promise that i’ll bring back your happiness again. I really cant live without you, it felt so suffocated like half of my breathe were taken away. Give me another chance to fix this” he sobbed.

He can see that you are very much perplexed. How can he blame you? After suffering for two years long, of course you would be so confused but then you too started to cry.

“I do, i have forgiven you already for a long time ago but please convince me this is real, yoongi. My head and my heart hurt every single second and I don’t want to wake up tomorrow knowing that all of this are lies again, that all of this are just fucking with my head.”

Yoongi slithered his hand into you hair and push you head gently towards him, smushing both of your lips together. He pulled you so close to him that you are now sitting on his lap. You kissed him back and wrap you hands around his neck, pushing more into his mouth. He then lick your upper lip, a sign for you to open up and you obeyed. Both of you tangling the tongues, relinquished into the feeling. Everything felt so overwhelmed but neither of you want to stop. Not after two years of separation. But then, both of you needed to breathe and break the kiss. Saliva still connected from lip to lip and both of you pants so much to catch a breath after an intense make out.

“Does this convince you?”

“No, want you to convince me even more” you tucked your head into his neck and he felt you smile.

“are you really not convince or you just want me to kiss you more? you know you can just ask, angel.” he chuckled.

“hmmmm maybe both”

“but i wont give you kissess until im bringing you to eat” at that, you pouted at the thought of not getting any kisses from him.

As you two staring into each other’s eyes, both of your eyes are swollen because of the tears but both of you never careless about it. All that matters are it feels pleasant and warm to be back into the rightful arms.

“im so glad that i choose to take care of Komorebi. Even if it take for two years to be back in your arms.”

Lulling Stream

https://tenor.com/view/yoongi-guitar-vlive-chuckle-feetsies-gif-18881238

~ Min Yoongi x Reader

~ Boyfriend Suga

~ Word Count: 950

After working all day having to deal with several people running your ears with requests, your body needed a well-deserved rest. The moment you got back to the apartment your evening started with the average routine. Once you have finally changed and sat on the couch with your leftovers, tears began to roll down your cheeks. There was not a single person that you could call. Everyone was either working overseas or they were practicing for their next comeback.

You sniffled as you buried your head into the plushie that your partner had given you the last time he visited. It had been a while since the last time you had spent time with him, he always knew what to do when your day was rough. Sometimes he would grab your hand, pull you under the blankets, and cuddle you until you fell asleep in each other’s arms. Min Yoongi could lay down almost anywhere and sleep but you both knew that his best rest was in bed with you. Being in a long-distance relationship led to the longest nights but the two of you made it work. Even in the public eye, there were times when the two of you shared a moment while everyone was watching.

Your head was buried into the plushie's face when your phone went off, a VLive notification popped on-screen “BTS VLIVE”. You sat up and connected your computer to the TV. It's always nice to be able to sit back and watch when the guys went live, it was surprising to see Suga on screen.

With a heavy sigh you smiled, mumbling about his wide gummy smile. It was calming to be able to see him. Although it still didn’t settle the anxiety that dwelled in your heart from the day. You had to admit though, your partner looked stunning in an all-black attire. His outfit reminded you of your first date a year ago. It was such a beautiful night spent indoors as the two of you sat in his studio with a glass of wine. He played a song that he designed but had no intention of releasing. As he softly hummed along, you began singing trying to keep up with the rhythm. Yoongi became silent, listening to you attentively.

The more you thought of that night the more at ease you felt until he pulled his guitar out and started playing. It was surprising seeing him being able to play so well, it was not long since he mentioned that he wanted to learn. He sounds pretty skilled but you knew that you could still kick his butt in playing with 4 years of practice on your belt. The longer that you watched the more your brain slowed down and you were able to relax. The moment of serenity that you needed came along when he said he was going to play his last bit before heading out.

He watched the stream of comments fly up the screen, he leaned in reading them as he strummed slowly looking at the camera. The moment that he smiled his sweet, gummy smile he began to hum gently. Playing the same melody from your first date. The tears began to flood your eyes, falling onto your crossed arms, as he waves with his final good-bye. The stream has ended. Your heart fluttered as you sang the song where Yoongi left off. The plushie was now drenched with tears and small drips of snot from all that crying, before you know it, Yoongi was calling your phone.

“How was it?” Yoongi asks, sounding cocky.

You sniffled, choking back your tears as he shushed you gently. He kept reassuring you that no matter how your day went and how much you wanted to hold it in he was there for you. You laid down snuggling your plushie when he sent a request to have a video call. With tears running down your flushed cheeks the two of you finally saw each other. There was no way he would miss out on seeing your crying face, he would always laugh at how red you would get. He couldn’t help but smile stupidly as you attempted to wipe the tears away.

“You’re not great at comforting people,” you choke out, laughing.

“No one said I was going to comfort you,” he raised an eyebrow, “did you watch the Vlive?”

“Was I supposed to, I figured you were playing for ARMY”, jokingly pouting into your plushie, “you know, you sang it wrong.”

Yoongi was quick to notice your bratty attitude but played along, “Is that so? Then why don’t you sing for me so I can learn?”

He pulled out his guitar again, gently strumming the chords for the lullaby. You didn't want to sing and tried to laugh it off but he kept going even starting to sing along. When the two of you first wrote that piece a year ago, nothing was going to come from it, it was just for fun something to share in secret. The more he played the more you knew that he was your one, words alone could not capture what you two felt or experienced with one another. The notes. The lyrics. The rhythms and beats. They all intersected creating what the both of you considered to be fate.

Finally, you felt light as a feather at peace at last so much so that you began to fall asleep. Yoongi noticed your light breathing and watched the screen. He strummed softly, effortlessly as he gazed at your sleeping face.

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warning- mentions of malnourishment, being naked in front of someone, honestly this is just really cute. 

(Is this what love felt love?)

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1. He what now?

Genre: Yoongi x OC

Warnings: none

Word Count: 2.4k

Synopsis: The first time Cara Richie sets foot on the Graham Norton show she’s confronted with questions that have less to do with her upcoming film “Young Rising”, and much more to do with BTS. More specifically with one of their rappers, Suga. Cara is an open supporter and fan of the band, however when Min Yoongi is shipped with the bilingual up-and-coming actress after mentioning her in an interview, things start to get out of hand. Fanart, twitter trends, and stalkers ensue, leaving Cara’s career up to an unknown fate. Then comes the moment the world didn’t even realize it was waiting for: a solo track from Agust D that raises more questions than answers, especially for Cara. 

I would recommend the Graham Norton show to anybody purely based off the quality of their couches. 

 It’s our five minute call when Sebastian Stan, my co-star and annoyingly close friend, shakes me out of my half-asleep daze. 

Min Yoongi Imagine

Part 1

Saudade: Saudade is a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for an absent something or someone that one cares for and/or loves.

28 October 2020

Hello it's me Min Yoongi. I am still getting used to this. Writing about myself and talking about my everyday life to you. Not that it constitutes much, just basic things like eating, playing video games, working on music and playing with Holly. Oh have i told you yet i have a dog named Holly.

I was resentful about this at first knowing that I hadn't told Y/n about this. But further as I continued it I felt good. This way it is so  much better rather than meeting outside everyday.

Imagine getting caught by paparazzi, oh my I can't even imagine how much of a scandal it would be. Now that we have landed on the topic of paparazzi I somewhere think it's because of them that I have started to become anxious about going outside. 

I remember when I talked to you during our first meeting I have never felt so relieved talking to someone except Y/n. By the way, I am planning on telling her soon.

 I really can't hide it anymore. Is it wrong to do this while she is gone. What will she think of me? 

Okay this is good, i feel this is all I wanted to talk about today. Bye, hope to see you soon.

To, Kang Soowon

Looking over at the digital clock sitting on the desk, which displayed 6:00 pm indicating it was already evening. The shimmering orange hues shone in the apartment acting as a proof. 

Hitting the send button he relaxed back into his chair and stared up at the ceiling. The entire house was peaceful with just a few sounds from the cars passing by and Holly's barks. 

He had grown accustomed to these sounds for over a week now. These were the only things that made him feel he was not completely alone. His prominent source of chitter chatter and chaos had been out for a  week now. 

She had gone on a trek with bangtan as the only representative for the couple. On the other hand all the members had accompanied their wives or girlfriends. The youngest one Jungkook had also brought his daughter along with them for this trip. 

Funny how the maknae was the first one to be a father out of all of them. Even the eldest was married and had a stable married life now and following his footsteps were his younger brothers. 

Soon Taehyung was also going to propose to his long time girlfriend. Now the only one left was Yoongi. Yes he was dating you but that's it. There were no advances in the relationship yet. 

You both knew you loved each other dearly and had also confessed to each other previously. Not in a very romantic manner of course, it took place when Y/n presented Yoongi a plate of spaghetti which she made all by herself from scratch. 

Even though it was not the very best in regards to taste , he admired his girlfriend’s hard work and the love she had put into it. Her eyes focused on his face just to get a nod of approval from Yoongi. 

It wasn’t bad considering it was her first time making it. He looked up to give an appreciating remark to Y/n when her face lightly covered with flour came into his sight. 

Oh how cute she looked. But she was so eager to get feedback from him that she did not realize that he was staring at her face with a slight smile. 

“It’s good, really good!” Yoongi said, taking another bite out of the spaghetti and picking one bite for her to taste.

A frown formed on her face as soon it landed in her mouth. 

She started to mutter how bad and bland it tasted and asked Yoongi how he even managed to chomp down the whole plate, literally taking the last bite. “Why do you even bother eating this let alone finish the whole thing,why?” 

“Because I love you” Y/n’s constant emphasis of why and how seemed to have done its work subconsciously on Yoongi’s mind. When the reality of what had been spilled clicked both of them, their heads instantly turned to each other to take a glance at their partners faces. 

Both of them were trying to find any hints of cringe or “oh it came out by accident” kind of look on their face. But all they could decipher the stunned and honest looks they had.

”You love me Yoongi?” she asked him just to make sure that those words were not just tongue slips. This is the time Yoongi says it, say those words out loud to her, the words that you had been practicing secretly in the bathroom for weeks and even when working. 

Partly also because of Seokjin’s proposal video which he had decided to keep as an inspiration when it would be his time to do it. But alas! look at the situation where they were in both in their pyjamas in their not so clean house a complete 180 degree of his hyungs proposal. 

Not over candle light dinner but the dining table in his kitchen. Well now it's done and there is no turning back. His girlfriend’s voice broke his chain of thoughts when she presented the same question to her. 

Smiling he looked up at her, still a bit nervous but just wanted to get it out. “ Yes I do, I love you alot and I mean it, even if it's not the best place and situation to confess this but it's a fact” he looked up at her face to see what she had to say. 

Will she accept his feelings and reciprocate or will it just get overlooked?. “It's okay if… if you don't like me back I-'' before he could continue saying anything further her tiny palms were covering his face, thumb stroking his cheekbone.

Her face expresses a broad range of emotions whether it be happiness, excitement, but the most prominent one adoration and respect for her lover.” 

I love you too Yoongi, I love you too” with this a stream of tears flowed from her eyes. Yoongi was overjoyed and over the moon knowing that both of them were in the same place and mindset in their relationship. 

From now on it was just moving forward and not looking back. Both of them scooted close to each looking forward to kiss each other but before yoongi could even do anything Y/n turned her face around and yoongi’s lips landed on her cheek making her release a huge laughter which erupted and echoed throughout the room. 

“Yaah Y/n you better get back here and give me my kiss”Yoongi said with puckered lips. “Holly your appa finally said it he confessed to me” you said looking towards the dog you had been holding in your hand. 

He started to bark, wagging his tail at you, definitely not understanding the words you said but felt the emotions you radiated through your facial expressions. Yoongi felt his heart at ease, pulse lowering down and a surge of easiness rising in him, this is all he wanted and now finally he has what he had dreamt of, a stable life, a loving partner right in front of his eyes. 

“Psst Y/n” he called her trying to make eye contact. She stopped whatever she was busy with and looked at him and a tint covered her cheeks with a confident smile on her lips hearing the words “I love you” falling silently, inaudible but you could make out what he was saying.

You winked at him and muttered those same words ”I love you too”. 

The doorbell at their apartment rang making yoongi fall back into reality. He quickly understood it must have been the delivery guy which came with his lunch. 

He quickly took in the order and paid him his money. Yoongi had been ordering from the same restaurant you had been to. He even insisted for the same delivery guy knowing very well that he might get triggered if he saw anybody else. 

He was in the most vulnerable stage of his health right now. Knew he had to do everything in a wise manner or else the situation would completely turn 180 degree. 

He placed down the parcel on his table and started eating his food. He was in the middle of glancing through his media when a picture of you and all the boys popped up on his phone. There were a bunch of people standing around you guys, probably their fans and everyone was smiling at the camera. 

His eyes were only focused on you looking at your smile and your jacket clad figure, but besides you a guy who was intently gazing at you and smiling just by looking at you unlike others who were looking at the camera. 

Yoongi wasted no time to search for his profile and understood that it was your guys tour guide. He couldn't help the insecurity which was building up in his mind. 

He always knew you had an outgoing personality and would befriend everyone around you and yoongi on the other hand was a completely opposite person. Would only talk to the group of few people he trusted and never intended to know any other people the only exclusion for work related meetings. 

It's always a distraction to have too many people in your life he would say and firmly believed it too. The question of would you leave him for somebody else or would  you find someone much better than him would constantly go through his mind and now with his condition it increased even more. Suddenly he received a call which broke his chain of thoughts. 

The screen displayed the callers id: Kang Soowon. He instantly smiled looking at the call and picked up in hopes of clearing his mind by talking to her. It felt good to have someone around to talk to.

Few minutes had passed of him still talking on the phone, afew whispers and faint laughs could be heard from him. “Yes, even though I think I should let this all go, I could become a better person and have a better life I guess, thank you so much for helping me realize that Miss Soowon."

Hope I see you soon at the same place. Good night” he placed his phone down on the counter and was about to get up when a feminine voice came from behind him”Yoongi?” he instantaneously turned around to look at the source of a very familiar voice.

[AU : please feel free to comment requests or what you think of this au. ]

Word Count: 366

Warning: Fluff

Lydia rolled over on the long, dark blue cotton couch opening her eyes slowly to the view of yoongi's back and the all too familiar sounds of yoongi's tittering finger tapping against his keyboard and his mouse clicking away at certain moments while typing away. 

She sat up on the couch raising her arms above her head and stretching them out, while arching her back as she did so. She stood to her feet after and shuffled over to Yoongi's black rolling chair, sliding her hands down his chest and placing her chin in the crook of his neck. He leaned back in his seat and removed his hands from the keyboard and mouse, leaning his head back onto the top edge of his chair. Lydia grabbed his head phones from his ears and placed them on his desktop beside the picture of Min Holly he had framed beside his computer. 

She moved her lips closer to his ear and whispered. “You should stop here and rest.” she kissed his ear lightly, then his cheeks and lastly his neck and holding her lips there.

“I need to finish lydia.”

“You don’t need to right now yoongi, you have plenty of time next week to have many sleepless nights but what you do need right now is sleep.” 

She removed her hands from his chest and turned his chair around so he was facing her. She grabbed his hands and shuffled backwards lifting him up. He definitely was tired because any other time he would  have tried shoving her away or told her to wait a little longer and when he was tired he had this look in his eyes that differed from the look he usually had. She sat him down onto the couch and grabbed the cover that he had at the end of his couch and laid down beside him.

He wrapped his arms around her and she grabbed his hands and placed her own on top of his, pulling them to her lips and kissing his fingers before placing both their hands under her chin. She smiled feeling him smile against her neck.

“Thank you.” he whispered 

“For  what?”

BTS Group Chat!

Yoongi accidentally confesses in the group chat after Jimin provokes him.

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