#btsyoongi

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note:: coming back to writing, all the books are brand new. be okay to drop down any criticism if you have any. i do not know any of the idols personally and every work done is a work of fiction. do not compare these characters to actual artists. everything is a work of fiction and imagination. none of this has happened in real life.

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s - smut, a - angst, f - fluff

I haven’t stopped thinking about it. All day. MIN YOONGI...

He didn’t just throw his money at it. Didn’t just offer some nice words...

He built something. With time. Heart. Actual presence.

As someone with light autism and ADHD, whose amygdala straight up doesn’t work right (not experiencing fear or overreacting completely), whose even been turned off by foster families, changed elementary school too many times (and I never told anyone about the last two facts before)? This hits. Hits deep. Deeper than words. That’s why his lyrics are inked onto the back of my neck. His music got me through. His honesty made me feel seen.

And now? This center exists. For kids like me. Because of him. Because he showed up.

He helped create the MIND program. Volunteered for months. Sat with those kids. Made music with them. Helped them open up. This wasn’t a performance... this was SO real.

He said he has two dreams... being that old man on stage with a guitar... and becoming a therapist. To help the ones coming after him.

He didn’t just say it, I know he meant it.

I’m studying social work, focusing on child psycholog and youth welfare. Soon... heading abroad again for my master’s in international social work. And I swear. I will work my everything off. Every. Single. Day. Until I make it...

Because this? This is the biggest fuel. The purest motivation I could ever have.

I've been crying. Laughing. Quietly tearing up all day.

My heart just... feels right. Settled.

A few minutes went by and you were still on the phone. "ugh I'll talk to you tomorrow em goodnight. " You hung up the phone and went downstairs. You had really baggy clothes on and your box braids in a ponytail. As you went downstairs to get water, you felt eyes on you. You looked back and saw jin on the cough with a girl on his lap "hey y/n have shown you my new friend" "hmm no and I don't really care" the girl scoff "don't be rude to my oppa" you almost gagged "I'm sure you OppA don't care either" with that you walked away and went upstairs.

you where watching tv when jin came "hey wanna go out with my new friend" he asked "and be the thirdweel no thank you" jin rolled his eyes "6 of my friends will be there you can talk to them while i get me some pu-" "ok dude hold on"

you where this

You went down stairs "you wearing THAT to the amusement park," the girl says "girl shut your bitch ass up" you went outside "got me fucked up" you went in the van where you saw his friends "hi I'm yoongi this is jhope rm jimin v and jungkook" "hey" you said you were just looking at yoongi he looks so... so... perfect. You snapped out of it as jin and his slut.. i mean "girlfriend" came in. "ok guys, let's go." jin said

As you were in the car, you looked and yoongi and saw him looking back at you as you quickly looked away, blushing and cursing at yourself in your head. idiot. you heard him laughing slightly since he was next to you. "hey um, what's your name? " "oh um me um y/n" you said almost forgetting your name. He smiled oh that smile. it reminded you of a gummy bear if that make sense (girl it does) "uh when we get there do you maybe wanna go on a ride with me j-hope it too much of a pussycat to." "NOT TRUE" j-hope yelled at him "yeah whatever scary cat.. hey when we go there do you want to watch a video of j-hope getting scared of everything" you smiled "yeah sure". You looked up and saw jin staring at you. you rolled your eyes and continue talking to yoongi about music and stuff you like. turns out he likes the same things.

You step out of the car, stumbling a little. "woah be careful don't want your cute face on the floor now huh, i'm starting to think your more clumsy then jimin and that says somthing" you giggled. "oh shut up mr. gummy bear," "oh is that my nickname now ok miss. cutie face that falls on her own feet," you rolled your eyes playfully "guys can we go in without you guys flirting 24/7," jin said annoyed. yoongi grabbed your hand and walked in.

You and yoongi went on almost all the ride "hey y/n I know a nice spot come" he yanked your arm "woah woah don't pull it off" "yeah LETS GO" he pulled you and began walking. you had your eyes closed as yoongi had them closed. "yoongi where are we? " he removed his hand from your eyes. "oh. my. god." he bring you to a cliff with the most perfect view. you looked at him and smiled "how did you find this place" "it was from childhood no one really knows about this place and I promise I'll bring someone that means something" he looked away blushing "well yoongi this is really truly the best thing" he smiled and sat down.(i wish someone would do this to me, bro-)

After you were done, you invited him into the dorm. He said yes. you walked in laughing at your bad joke you told. when you walked in you saw jin kissing the girl he was with not too long ago. you didn't feel anything. All you could think of is yoongi and the day you guys just had. he turned around "hey y/n.. and yoongi?" "hi" yoongi said "why are you here" "oh I'm spending the night with y/n" "oh, really?" "uh yeah" you grabbed yoongi hand and went upstairs. you guys were playing games and eating snacks when you heard jin calling your name. you went downstairs following confused yoongi. "oh of course you bring him," he said, pouting. "whatever what do you want? " "I want to hang with you. " "I'm busy now. " you walked away. he then grabbed you "come on just a little" "she said no!" yoongi shouted at him. he let you go and looked at yoongi "shut the fuck up" he pushed yoongi jin then fell to the floor touching his face in pain. He looked up and saw you looking at him angrily. yoongi looked at you in shocked that you just punched him in the face like that "shut up jin you really think I'm gonna come to you when you do all this shit towards me literally fuck you i don't even know why i even liked you your a fuck boy and a fucking hoe"(not true ily jin-)

You and yoongi are now taking your stuff from the dorm and moving it to his "wait," jin says. you turned and looked at him "what.." "I'm... sorry look i didn't know you felt that way if we can start over then we could i didn't really know how much i liked you when yoongi came here just.. one more chance" you look at yoongi and he looked pretty sad he smiled at you sadly and looked away "jin.. i like you..... a few hours ago but now i found someone who treats me better you sleep with everyone and I could really trust him we have Alot in common and look we can still be friends but I can't trust you knowing the person you are I really don't know if I'm next in your list.."

"so uh, who were you talking about back there?" he looked away. "you of course," "y/n I.. I really like you.. I know we only knew each other for a few hours but I never felt this way before.. would you like to-" you kissed him before he finished. he kissed you back

The next day you went to school hand in hand. Everyone was looking at you. "can you guys stop looking my god." everyone stopped jin walked up to you to "so I see you guys are together. yoongi make sure you treat her right" jin said "i will" both of you smiled and walked awayhand in hand.___________________________________________________________________________

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short smut warning

You woke up by your boyfriend min yoongi wrapping his arm around your waist "good morning Jagiya" you didn't say anything but just turned around and nuzzled his neck with his arm still around you "morning" you said smiling on his chest "you know what day it is hm" "yeah we are staying over your parents house" he smiled "mhm now come I'll make you food" you got up and walked to the bathroom and did your morning routine. After that, you went downstairs and saw him cooking. You were just staring him down. How can someone like that be your boyfriend? He's just so perfect. Yeah, he might be "cold" sometimes, but you know that he loves you. You snapped out of your thoughts and went to him. You hugged him from the back and he smiled "hey Jagiya" "hey cutie" you let go as you saw that he was done "smells good" he smiled "thanks" he wasn't really good at saying thanks and you find it so cute he put the breakfast on the table and you guys started to eat. After that, you both took a shower and packed your bags. You had on baggy clothes and he had on a plain shirt with sweatpants. you both left, and he started driving to his parent's house

You had arrived at his parents' house. His parents loved you even though you're a different race from him (whatever your race is) you guys walked up to the door and knocked after a few seconds his mom opened the door "OH yoongi my baby and hey y/n you look so heathy and well, come in" you both came in with your bags "let me get those" his dad said "no no it's ok I got it" he smiled and took your bags anyway "oh ok then" yoongi laughed "come lets go to our room" you both went upstairs and went to his room you sat on the bed and he sat next to you, you sat there in silence it wasn't awkward you actually felt comfortable. He broke the silence. "so do you wanna cuddle and maybe watch a movie," he said, holding the back of his head. "um yeah ok" you smiled. You lay down and cuddled him and started watching liar game.

1 hour into the show you felt his go to your thighs you looked at him and he was watching the show like he didn't do anything you just watched the show his hand went to your heat you bit your lip "what are you doing yoongi" "nothing just watching the show" he said with a smile acting so normal when his hand is right on your heat. "u-uh, ok then. " he looked at you. "You're wet. " you looked at him with shocked eyes. How could he say that so casually? he kissed you and you and you kissed back "baby I'm in that mood" "no really I wouldn't have never guessed" he looked at you with lust and started kissing you again "take this off" he said while pulling your long shirt you took it off and he went on top of you. you arched your back so he can take your bra off. "we have to be, you know, quiet. " you nod. He took the rest of your clothes off as you took off. He put his cock on your clit. "oh your pussy is dripping wet only from me touching you. " you blushed as he slapped his cock on your clit. he shoved his cock in and you let out a moan. "your pussy is tighter than last time," he groaned lowly. it felt so good. It felt like you and him was the only people in the world right now. he held your hand as he was going slow but really hard "f-faster." He obeyed and started going faster like super fast "oh god that pussy is so tight" he said going down to your neck and started to bite it leaving marks "oh god baby I feel it coming" "cum inside me please yoongi" he grabbed your face "you want it inside like the big slut you are" hearing that almost made you pass out "y-yes please please" "I'm gonna cum inside so deep your pussy will be filled with my cum" he said going harder skin slapping and hard breath could be heard "oh fuck i-im cumming baby ah fuck-" he came deep inside you and your eyes rolled in the back of your head he dropped on your body his breathing was unstable. you wrapped your arm around his naked body. "never knew you where this kinky hm" he blushed. oh be quiet. after a few you both got dressed, you put on yoongis shirt and he just put on sweatpants with no shirt on you went downstairs and made dinner when you where getting something off of a high place you felt someone behind you pressed on your ass. it was yoongi "horny again" "how can i not when your in that so sexy" he smirked