Bevanda Del Vino

Lamentation of Rain: A few weeks had passed.. Our last conversation, I was dreading losing you.. I never want to give you up. You were mine, Something that brought it all together and connected the dots.. Something that didn't make me feel so minuscule in a world bigger than the both of us. In desperation... I begged you to never forget me.... Or at least I would've, Had I not been so stubborn & selfish.. I could've. I saw flocks of birds fray from the trees, as my sight encompassed the night sky. My eyes patrolling the sky for stars, hoping to cleanse my distraught mind. Honestly.. I would've rather not have known. But you couldn't let me be happy.. You wouldn't let me in. And yet I still loved you. I loved you enough to know eventually your eyes would stray. I couldn't help the fact I let you become my happiness.. I wish I wouldn't have let you slip beneath my fingertips. I wish the last time my lips touched yours it wouldn't have filled me with sadness. It's because of you I'm a mad man. My humility towards you still is what makes this tragic.. I went against my morals when I could've been a "savage". How ironic of me to fall in love with someone who couldn't handle me let alone all my baggage. I wish me moving on wasn't so much like switching lanes in traffic. Everybody wants to get over. I just wanna disappear.... Next time you leave.. I'll try not to question why you didn't have the courage to stay. I'll be wise enough to know I'm enough.. You can't break me anymore, It was foolish of me to think I could love someone just as broken.. -T.H.

Marlboro Hues Preface: There are two types of people in this world, you could be either of the two types .. You could continuously allow your cigarette to burn you or you can put it out. I think I've taken a liking to the burn deep within my chest every time I look into her eyes. She's the smoke trapped beneath my lungs & if I had to blow through multiple cigarette packs just to realize she was the only aroma I've ever truly savored or cherished because I could never quite finish the rest, that's okay. When it's real it doesn't fade.. It doesn't wither away in the palm of your hand. It's immersive and although that cloud has dispersed You can never quite forget the buzz it gave you until it burns out or burns you because you were careless. Somehow they imprint a stain, both inside & out, and no one likes a reminder of how things never quite seem to go as planned. But trust me someone always get burned. It's an addiction what can I say.. - T.H. Dedicated to :Jerry Johnson & Everyone else who made this project possible. Thank you, Enjoy!

Pray For Love : Please Pray For My Fading Soul; I need to stop falling in love with people's eyes, Because once they begin to stray.. You're no longer the focus they chose to ensue when they return. I miss the resonance of your lips. I miss holding you close I miss the way looking at you made me feel "fixed." We were never perfect.. But when I closed my eyes I sure as hell faked it. I'm gonna miss our fingers enthralled; the excitement for the entanglement in one another. I'll miss your heart racing through your eyes, after every-time I'd kiss you. I wanted you to be different so fucking bad.. I wanted it to be you so fucking bad.. I'm gonna miss waking up to your silky dirty blonde hair; Engulfed with the glance of your crystal blue eyes as you looked through me.... I didn't doubt you for a second.. You were no good, I knew it all along... And I alone.. I alone.... I'm alone.. That sounds about right, I alone am to blame. Don't fall in love with people's eyes, Because nobody stays.. I won't keep blaming myself, All the while your actions led me astray. I miss the way kissing you felt so surreal.. Now I'm so numb; Again... Everything seems harder to feel. I can't tell if I'm even really here anymore. I never doubted you for a second.. I needed to stop.. My infatuation with pieces of art will forever ruin me. -T.H.

The Satyriasis, Chronicle One: One Day you were here, and I there. Just strangers enthralled by the tune of the worlds sonder. I knew when I saw you, you were everything I dreamed to have wanted.. Mind Boggling how I no longer sleep at night. I never knew.. Something so fragile could leave me so powerless & feeble. I pray everyday the euphoric feeling I get when I see you never goes away. One Day you were here, and the next you meant the world to me. You were pure, And I, A damned Sinner.. I don't take pleasure in sinning, I'm disgusted with myself.. I'm selfish, Maybe that's why I always end up back here at square one.. Alone. One day you were here, and the next my eyes began to stray.. I never want you to feel as though you were like the others. You'll never be just a face added to an unrequited list, You're body was a temple beyond that of the meaningless bodies I’ve sulked into with shameless no good intentions. I Humbly Thank You, But I can't help but to indulge in temptations..... To be Continued…. T.H.

Ashes In The Rain: I wanna open up like a set of lungs collapsing while gasping for that last breath.. I could start fires with what I feel for you. You were an essential part of my growth as a person; the structure to my foundation when I had nothing & no one.. However I'm not the same person I used to be.. And you can't love a ghost.. I feel it every time you look at me, while I crave you.. I'm sorry I have "commitment issues", but when you give someone everything & they toss it away like nothing, something inside of you breaks I wanted you & you knew it, so why we kept doing this to each other, playing the blame game, wasting our time as well as everyone else's is beyond me. I couldn't continue biding away time hoping you'd realize the error of your ways & come back to me. When I was ready you were gone.. My chest collapsed, and all that remained was the French inhale of your aroma trapped in my lungs. Don't look at me in distraught & bitterness, not with those jade eyes I fell in love with... Not with those eyes I found myself in & led me home every night. Don't look at me like you didn't create the monster I've become. I was in love with your memory.. Your allure shrouded you like a mystery, & we both know I've got a knack for fixing people.. Funny how I'm the broken one now. T.H.