#writersblockresolved

Ashes In The Rain: I wanna open up like a set of lungs collapsing while gasping for that last breath.. I could start fires with what I feel for you. You were an essential part of my growth as a person; the structure to my foundation when I had nothing & no one.. However I'm not the same person I used to be.. And you can't love a ghost.. I feel it every time you look at me, while I crave you.. I'm sorry I have "commitment issues", but when you give someone everything & they toss it away like nothing, something inside of you breaks I wanted you & you knew it, so why we kept doing this to each other, playing the blame game, wasting our time as well as everyone else's is beyond me. I couldn't continue biding away time hoping you'd realize the error of your ways & come back to me. When I was ready you were gone.. My chest collapsed, and all that remained was the French inhale of your aroma trapped in my lungs. Don't look at me in distraught & bitterness, not with those jade eyes I fell in love with... Not with those eyes I found myself in & led me home every night. Don't look at me like you didn't create the monster I've become. I was in love with your memory.. Your allure shrouded you like a mystery, & we both know I've got a knack for fixing people.. Funny how I'm the broken one now. T.H.