Some of the Jarble characters are pretty different from their ask blog counterparts. What inspired or went into the changes? Was it just the change in setting that comes with AUs or something else?
Honestly the reasoning behind their changes / why Jarble was even made to begin with is⦠weirdly personal etc etc⦠I made/started Jarble during a horrific time in my life after some [IRL stuff] happened.
A very generalized/messy way to say it.. It was a āTool to Copeā as I was recovering.
So the original reasonings as to why things are the way they are with it⦠were highkey made by someone who wasnāt well haha. Iāve been cleaning it up for years to make it make more sense / have more ālogicā and reasonings etc etc!
So I canāt really dive into the original reasonings behind it, I can give my ācurrentā reasonings / mindset behind it!
Currently the thought process is:
āHow much can I change a characters personality/storyline but still keep them who they are at their coreā
What is the ācoreā of this character? What makes them⦠them. How much can I remove or change while still have it be.. them. What canāt I remove? Why canāt I remove that? Why am I willing to change this but not that?
Iām not talking about hobbies or their favorite food etc⦠I donāt consider those ācoreā aspects to a person. Sorry fellas⦠the fact that ur a gamer is not who you are down at your core sorry to say Fs in chat.
Because I find wittling down āwho you are as a personā to a hobby just.. lowkey demeaning. Like what if Iām not in a situation where I can sew that makes me not me? Makes me less of a person? I donāt think so. I feel like a lot of people tend to generalize themselves/OCs over what their favorite food is⦠like so if Miku didnāt like Leeks that makes her not Miku? Sheās so much deeper than that bro /silly
It was a weird thought process at the time but again, gestures at what I said before. I was in a weird and vulnerable place so I began to overthink and overanalyze things to understand them better
So basically I just began to āshave downā my characters into what I think makes them who they are⦠then I flipped absolutely everything else.
That is why most of the Jarble characters are so different from their canon counterparts! I flipped everything that was more surface level or what most people would recognize as that character.
Itās fun to tweak and change everything while still struggling to keep them who they are at their core.
Which I am well aware isnāt a new or profound thing to do. My disclaimer dance of⦠this isnāt an original concept really. Dare I say itās an extremely common practice when inserting characters into AUs. I know it isnāt special etc etc donāt beat my ass in the QRTs. But remember I said I made this AU when I was in a bad place, so thatās why itās so important/personal to me lmaO
HOWEVER⦠AFTER Iāve done all that⦠I still got one more step. I gotta insert that character into a Ring of Jarbline City.
Which isnāt just slapping a guy into the rural countryside etc. The Rings in Jarbline City are basically giant Mind Altering Fairy Rings. Each ring has its own effects etc lore etc
So I basically⦠get to change the character AGAIN. Because I then have to try and mold/fit this character into a specific thing.
BUT ALSO IMPORTANT: I do not put characters into a Ring I think they would normally fit in. I choose the opposite or something I think would be more interesting/beneficial to the story.
In canon? Eden would be a Perception Ring guy. Alaxia would be a Mending Ring⦠etc etc. none of the characters are in Rings that I think they would normally fit into. Putting them once again in a opposite setting
I basically have to cook these guys 3 times before they are done. Shave them down to core traits, flip everything else⦠then shove em in a Ring.
Itās just fun for me to do! But also sometimes sucks because man thatās a lot of work for me to do lmao. But overall, fun for me! Just makes me think about my characters more than surface level blorbo.
But also⦠not every character follows this model to a T. Being the creator of the story means that I have the ability to alter and change things however I please to fit things better or to make myself happy. So not every character fits this exactly.
So if some characters donāt seem to have changed all that much or resemble their canon counterparts more⦠thatās probably why haha. I still gotta make a story and make a story that I personally enjoy⦠so sometimes I tweak things or make sacrifices for something I want to enjoy.
I donāt know⦠a long word salad rant I do apologize haha
Itās hard for me to say things/talk out loud about stuff. So none of this may make much sense or just seem surface level etc etc
Iām just trying to take something I made/connected to when I was going through something bad and make it into something I can enjoy and talk to others about. I mean I did start the comic about it, I need to get my thoughts in order. Iām trying to be less āsecretiveā about it⦠try not to keep it so personal and close to my chest. Itās just a Processā¢ļø trying to get my thoughts coherent enough for another human being to hear lmao