#xitoo

If I'm selfish or if I'm incomplete,

Then won't you please just stay close and hold me?

There's no way I could ever return

To the days where I smiled.

Come on, touch me, see– I feel so gouged out,

I've gotten used to all this pain by now.

Hey, come on,

We're only getting started.

The ordinary life that I once loved

Is now lost and has become stained with blood.

Growing twisted and starting to change, I

Head into a mad world.

I'm still wishing, but it isn't enough,

All I want is for you to feel my love.

With that lethal weapon in hand, I

Keep running, keep running.

As I reached out to touch that naive love I had once locked away,

It dissolves in my hands and now it has turned into only pain.

As this repetition continued, I kept clinging to its meaning,

At this point, I don't know if there's anything I can believe in.

The kitsune kept on laughing; “So, which one of them is guilty?”

And they're still waiting even now, hiding behind me.

Be tainted and changed into something brand new!

If I lived in a world that's missing you,

Then whether I'm selfish or incomplete,

I would rewrite that world!

It's so cold that it makes me want to weep,

Even so, this pain of mine seems so cheap.

It's so beloved and yet it's so sad,

I head back onto the stage.

If these feelings I feel deep inside are allowed to be released, then

I'll touch them, watch them melt and now completely invade them!

As I was searching for you, I kept on calling out your name,

So we won't get separated, I'll go to meet you right away.

The kitsune kept on laughing; “So, which one of them is guilty?”

And they're still waiting even now...

Until this repetition has no meaning for me to cling to,

You're the only one I'll look at, because I do truly love you.

The kitsune kept on laughing; “So, which one of them is guilty?”

And they're still waiting even now, hiding behind me.

Together, we'll walk onwards to

いつか天に還りたくば 生の答えを知りたくば 正すために祈りなさい その穢れを救いましょう

If you want to return to heaven someday, If you want to know the answer to life, Then pray to right these wrongs And I will save you from that filth

迷える羊 あなたに囁く声は 天使か神かそれとも 悪魔か？ ええ いいでしょう、救いましょう 何を恐れているのか 苦痛も死も通過点よ その先へ いきたいでしょう 然れば 委ねなさい

Lost sheep, is the voice that whispers to you of an angel, a god, or perhaps even a devil? I see, alright, let us save you What are you scared of? Pain and death are part of the journey too Don’t you want to go beyond that point? Well then, entrust yourself to me.

あぁ まるで救世者 慈悲であったはず 「救けて」その声が 聞こえてしまった

Ah, it’s like I am a saviour I was supposed to be benevolent, But then I heard that voice call for help…

祈りましょう あなたのために 救いましょう 差し出しなさい その血に流れる悪魔を 殺しましょう 肉体の死を恐れるな 私に委ねればいいわ あぁ なんて尊い言葉 主よ我らに愛を！

Let us pray, for your sake Let us save you, hold your hand out to me Let us kill the devil flowing in your blood Fear not the death of the flesh You should entrust yourself to me Ah, what venerable words! O Lord, grant us your love!

その手は慈愛か楽欲か 愚かな我らを導き給え

Is that hand of benevolence or of yearning? Please guide us, the foolish ones.

「……これじゃいけないわ」 『一体何が？』 「すべて過ちよ」 『すべて慈愛でしょう』 「神を騙るなんて」 『救けを』 「求めていたのに！」 『求めていたでしょう』 『すべて正しいわ』 「そんなわけない」 『彼らのためだわ』 「みんな苦しんでた」 『でも聞こえるでしょう？』 「あぁ、」 「救いを呼ぶ声……」『私を喚ぶ声！』

‘...this can’t go on.’ “What can’t?” ‘This is all sin.’ “This is all mercy, isn’t it?” ‘To deceive the gods…’ “Salvation…” ‘I just sought salvation!’ “Did you not seek salvation?” “Everything we’re doing is right.” ‘That’s not true.’ “It is for their sake.” ‘Everyone was suffering.’ “But do you not hear it?” ‘Ah…’ ‘The voices calling for salvation…’ “The voices invoking me!”

それじゃあ今すぐ始めましょうか 天地 神様 全てに懺悔を 救いを求めているのはどちら？ 私が本当に欲しいのは、きっと

With that, shall we begin immediately? To the heavens and earth, to God, to everything, offer up your penances Who is it that was seeking salvation? What I truly want, it’s surely…

ねえママ ずっと遠い昔 私がなりたかったもの なんだった？ 忘れちゃったの いい子でいたかったのに 「ありがとう」のためだったら なんだってできる気がした 本当にできてしまった ねえ、赦して

Hey, mother, what was it I wanted to become forever ago? I’ve forgotten. I just wanted to be a good child But if it was just to hear the words, ‘thank you’ I felt like I could do anything And I really did Hey, forgive me…

祈りましょう あなたのために 救いましょう 差し出しなさい その血に流れる悪魔を 殺しましょう 肉体の死を恐れるな 私に委ねればいいわ あぁ なんて尊い言葉 主よ我らに愛を！

Let us pray, for your sake Let us save you, hold your hand out to me Let us kill the devil flowing in your blood Fear not the death of the flesh You should entrust yourself to me Ah, what venerable words! O Lord, grant us your love!

人間の業と欲こそ この世で一番醜い 清らかな身で神を迎え入れましょう 死こそ無償の愛である 死こそが救いであるのだ 怖いでしょう 手を貸しましょう 我こそが ソテイラ

The destiny of humanity and their greed, the most hideous things in this world! With a pure body, let us welcome and accept your god! Death is love that asks for nothing in return. Death is salvation. Are you scared? Lend me your hands For I am Soteira herself!

溺れていたのは欲か愛か さて あなたの善はどちらでしょう？

Was it greed or love that I had drowned in? Now, which one of these would you consider your virtue?

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0:22

あの声が私の頭に響いたのです。そうして私は救われたのです。

That voice resounded in my head. And just like that, I was saved.

ただ一人の迷子でしかなかった私を、主は導いてくれまし[た]

The Lord guided me, who was the lone lost child

0:49

この目には悪魔の血の色が見えるようになりました。 この耳には、救けを呼ぶ声が聞こえるようになりました。 私が成すべきことはただひとつになった。 いいえ、それはきっと生まれたその瞬間から……。 私は目を覚ましただけだったのでしょう。

My eyes have become able to see the blood of the devil. My ears have become able to hear the voices crying for salvation. Now there is only one thing that I need to do. No, surely, from the moment I was born– I was the only one whose eyes were opened.

0:50

主は私を器としてくださった。 主は私に役目をお与えになった。

The Lord has made me his vessel. The Lord has given me a duty.

ならば私は、ただ全てを救うためにその血を浴びましょう。 If that is the case, for the sole reason of saving everyone, I will bathe in that blood.

0:53

その臓物を晒しなさい。 全てを供物として主に捧げましょう。 きっとそれは浄化されて、あなたはきっと清らかな命に還ることができる。 私に委ねなさい。私が執行しましょう。

Expose your entrails. Offer it all up to the Lord as offerings. Then, surely, you will be purified, and you will surely be able to return to an immaculate life. Entrust yourself to me. I shall carry it out for you.

0:55

主はそれを望んでいるのです。

For that is what the Lord wishes.

1:52

それが間違いと？

Is that wrong?

1:56

ええ、その思考こそが証明でしょう。 貴方はもう人ではないのですよ。

Yes, that way of thinking proves it, doesn’t it? You’re no longer human.

1:58

死を恐れるのは、 この世を陥れるために生まれた悪魔の考えでしょう。

Fearing death is the thoughts of a devil born to trick this world, is it not?

1:59

大丈夫、私が貴方を救ってあげますから。

It is alright, for I am here to save you.

2:03

貴方はもう命ではない。 貴方はもう人間ではない。 貴方はもう何も間違えることはない。 貴方はもう逃げられない。

You are no longer alive. You are no longer human. You can no longer do any wrong. You can no longer run away.

2:06

主よ、我らに愛を。 哀れな迷子に救いを。

O Lord, grant us your love. Grant us pitiful lost children your salvation.

2:56

ねぇ、貴方が最期に聞くのが私の声で良かった。

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Hello there, young lady, where are you going?

In this glowing twilight, are you lost in a trance?

You know, lately I've heard some bad rumors around here.

You should turn back now while you still have the chance.

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Hey now, young lady, tell me what is wrong?

I'm sad that you keep ignoring me like that.

Look into my eyes, I'm the reason for this chilly air,

If you keep going now you won't be able to go back.

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I'm really surprised that you're not surprised at all.

I wonder what's the reason behind those empty eyes of yours?

A human and a creature alone in the twilight–

“I want to disappear from this world.”

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Well then, how about we curse your terrible life while we fall

All the way down

To the fiery pits of Hell!

The loneliness, hating, loathing and envy, all of it–

We can't leave it in this world and bid it all farewell,

But if you become like us, love your pain and learn to laugh in the face of fear, then I'm sure

That you'll no longer feel like you might want to disappear.

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Come on, young lady, shouldn't you be scared?

By now, anyone else would be trying to run.

You're making this really difficult for me,

How can you be so calm even though now you can't go home?

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Even the Eight Great Hells seem like nothing more than a carnival,

It's as if you haven't realized what will come after this.

Saying “let's move to the next,” you take my hand with a smile,

“The outcome of Hell is up to us two, isn't it?”

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So, we'll laugh at our awful lives as we have a good time,

A test of courage

In the fiery pits of Hell!

Counting one, two, and three and four, just like that,

The kind of fun that's only where the dead will dwell!

Why don't you fall down here with us? Ah, no. I shouldn't say something so profane,

But, you know, if you did, you'd never feel alone again.

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Now, we've reached the crossroad that separates here and there.

Well then, this marks the end of our little tour through Hell.

Once I let go of your hand, you'll be reborn to your next life,

And then, I hope you'll be happy–

No, just kidding.

Go on, get out of here.

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“That's fine! I don't care if I can't be a human anymore!”

You pull my hand and I feel my heart skip a beat.

“The loneliness, eternity, and everything in this world–

It all exists just for the two of us to eat!”

If only I can keep on seeing you smile, if only you can keep staying by my side,

Then I will never again feel like I'm all on my own.

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