#wtfdreams

Pretty sure I traumatized myself with a vivid dream, literally the worst nightmare of my life and that after dreaming of being shot repeatedly and feeling a lot of pain 🙃

I had a dream i was driving in a car and turned onto our street. Jeffree star is then standing on the foot path i start screaming and i get out the car. I then go “Jeffree fucking star”. We then hug. we then go walk to his house he’s just bought and we start talking. I say “i was just watching you meeting fans on youtube earlier and thought that will never happen to me”. He then replies with “you’re fucking with me right”. I then say “no I’m not fucking with you” I then say I’m going to go up to my house to go get my phone so i can take a picture. I walk in to the house, pick up my phone and wake p up coz shes on my floor asleep and i say “Jeffree star is out the front. I run out my room and mum says “ur not seriously taking a photo in that”. I get changed then run outside where it is already night time. I look around for jeffree but i cant find him. Mum then grabs me and takes me to an eating disorder clinic where we are sitting at a table and there is a bowl of avocado in front of me. Mum then hugs me and leaves. I start screaming and crying my eyes out saying “no, I’m fine, I don’t have an eating disorder, let me go home, i cant be without my mum, don’t leave me here”. I look down into the avocados snd just cry my eyes out.

Just had several dreams I attempted to kill myself...

I had a dream that I was in an eating disorder treatment centre and was being force fed. No doctor had come in to check on me in a while and I really needed to pee. I pulled out the Food tube and went to the toilet. I threw up then peed. I walked out the toilet and washed my hands. I then looked up at my body in the mirror. My jawline was sharp, my collarbones were super prominent and my eyes were dark and sad. I looked down at my wrists and they were so tiny. I looked up at the mirror again and whispered to myself “wow I’m sooo skinny”. The clinic was connected to a university so people being treated in the clinic could do their uni. It was mostly an arts uni and there was a drama auditorium that looked the same as the one at my school. I then walked out the toilet but couldn’t find my way back to my room. I turned the wrong way out of the toilet and ended up in the uni. I ran through the drama auditorium and went out the back. My ward was grouped there and the nurses were trying to find me. They see me then grab me and I’m screaming trying to get away. They then sedate me and I wake up again in the ward.

I had a dream I was in the city. Everyone was angry and me and I had to hide. I was getting on a bus when I see my cousin. He’s chasing after me and we get on the bus together. I don’t have any money for the bus so I pretend to scan my smartrider. The driver goes “are you sure that worked young lady?” And I was like “yea” I then connect to a wifi and tell mum to pick me up from L shops. I manage to jump off the bus and my plan was to run and lock myself in the girls toilet in the shopping centre. He had noticed I got off though and followed me. I am then transported to school. I run in the hallway and into mums old office. I lock the door and start crying. I ask another of my mums colleagues where my mum is. She doesn’t know and everyones getting ready to leave. Mum then runs through the door and I run up to her crying and give her a hug. I tell her someone is following me and we need to get home and lock the doors. I am then transported to a strange house. It has lots of sick kids there with bandages around their heads with most their bones exposed with no skin. I then was grabbed by a women who was about 20 and she grabbed two other kids. We went into a room and there was a dude masterbating to porn on a laptop. I saw his entire dick but he didn’t notice us. We ran out of that room and we went into another room. I kept looking around making sure no one here that was my cousin trey. She hid us under a bed and told the headmistress of this orphanage that she would take care of us three. It was extremely compact under this bed and I would be stuck there for 2 weeks with no food or water. The 20 year old did sneak water for us to drink and spilt some on us to cool us down.

I had a dream that a microscopic spider got into my liver and game me cancer and type one diabetes...