but i don't want to study
hello hello my beautiful readers <33 i hope u drank enough water and are having a magnifique day!
Sorry i haven’t been updating (not like anyone was gunna read it but-) i was in florida 😛
nervously presented to you, by me, kiki
lohen x reader ff because i’m a simp :o
☆: suggestive, love bites/hickeys, lohen being lohen, slight sexual hints, fluff, likely ooc, uhhh i wrote this half awake 🫠 , mild cursing, and horrible writing skills EHE (short one as always)
indulge
Clearly, your beloved boyfriend loathed school, even if he was a top and ace student that the professors clearly despised. They didn’t even bother to hide it, and neither did you when it came to show your undying love for lohen.
So it was no surprise he also hated studying.
“N/Nnnnnnn please. Help me, I’m dyingggg,” Lohen whined, head banging obnoxiously against the desk in your dorm. You shook your head, not bothering to look up from your book, slowly almost teasingly flipped the page. Lohen groaned, covering his face with his hands, letting them slide off his pink-dusted cheeks.
“You are not dying, Lohen. So stop repeating that mantra and focus,” You counter, sighing and pinching the bridge of your nose, becoming more irritated by the second Lohen continues his bullshit.
Lohen’s mechanical pencil that was dancing between his fingers suddenly (almost irritatingly) fell out of his grip, making him more agitated.
“See? Even the pencil agrees I should stop studying for finals!” He hissed, pushing himself away from his desk, mindlessly twirling around in his seat while you were indulging in his frustration. He sighed, exhaling a second longer than intended, tapping his index finger against his thigh quietly, as if memorizing a poem of rhythms and beats.
“Lohen. C’mon. You have to study; it’s for self-discipline!” You tried, standing up and approaching him slower than time itself. Lohen kicked at the desk’s legs, showing how fed-up he was, resembling a toddler, even. “Noooo. Even my own girlfriend doesn’t appreciate my efforts!” Lohen whined, arms instinctively reaching for you as soon as he could feel your presence. As much as you wanted to kick this bastard out of your dorm, you still loved him, so you pushed that rather illogical thought out of your head, focusing on how to get Lohen back on track because he was clearly determined to reduce your brain to shambles.
“You want it that way? Then I hope you can focus now,” You snapped, plopping yourself down and onto his lap. “Such a shitty asshole you are,” You muttered, arms carelessly throwing themselves over lohen’s chair and shoulders. You inhaled his scent; mint, vanilla, cedar, that strange combination that always drove you insane.
Lohen bit his tongue, hard enough to draw blood, and reached for his pencil again, eyes fussing to be more direct. He stared at his paper, mind blank, trying to process the gibberish all of the books were throwing at him at once. Then, a rather interesting thought popped into his mind, welcoming his body to do what it suggested. You groaned aloud, grabbing your phone as your ever so chaotic friend group decided to spam.
“How am I supposed to focus while your beloved friend group is gratefully and constantly sending messages? I can hear the pings echoing in my cochlea!” He snapped, his voice lacking any true bite. You rolled your eyes and shifted, his words going in one of your ears then out the other one.
“Well, I’m sure you can deal with it, no?” You said back, fingers swiping up and down on your phone. Lohen was getting impatient, mind picturing scribbles instead of real words, then made a random calculation. His answer was (un)surprisingly correct, no matter what his answer was reduced to.
“No, I very much can't. That noise is obnoxiously loud,” Lohen continued, pencil clattering against the desk as his fingers betrayed him.
You sucked in a breath, a vein practically popping at his annoying nature. You clenched your phone and gave in, thinking that if this dude could get what he wants then he would do what you said. Hopefully. But, Barbatos clearly decided to throw your prayers in the trash because that was certainly not what lohen did.
“Okay. Fine. I suppose you can do whatever your sadistic ass wants. But on one condition; you have to study after!” You demanded, phone dropping onto the cold and still floor.
You could practically hear the way his grin widens.
“Oh really? Whatever I want?” Lohen drawls, voice thick with anticipation.
You didn’t answer and let the silence fill the gap between you two. It was rather something you dealt with almost every day, because lohen was…irregular.
“If that’s how my cecilia wants to play, then absolutely!” He cheered, pencil dangling between his fingers as his scarlet-blooded pupils tracing every small move.
“...”
You chewed on your bottom lip, slightly regretting how much freedom you granted him. Everyone on campus knows not to trust a compromise with lohen, out of all people.
Before you could take back your words, lohen greedily latched his lips onto the very spot where your shoulder and neck connected. His sharp incisors poked your skin, circling around the blooming red area as lohen’s cheeks brightened in a velvety crimson shade.
You bit your tongue, swallowing the sudden gasp as lohen’s soft tongue swirled around the ruby patch he created. The sensitive spot made you shudder, and only left lohen to want more.
Soon, he littered your collarbones to your shoulder and throat with love bites, teeth softly marking you, almost claiming you as his in a way.
You hugged him tighter, and once he finally stopped, your words were already erased.
“You didn’t have to go that far,” You whispered, cracking your neck because it hurt to turn your head too much.
“Hmmm. I say I did have to go that far. Besides, I don’t get this chance often, do I?” He muttered, smiling against your shoulder. You bit his cheek playfully, signaling not to do this again.
“Hey. But you still have to do the other part of the deal! You have to study!” You said breathily, eyes narrowing. Lohen smirked, picked up his pencil once again and started to actually use his brain on the useless textbooks.
“Fine. A deal’s a deal!”
Jkshgsgklsfgjkn brooo i was not thinking straight after i left florida and wrote this while waiting for my friend to pick me up…
I was nervous to post this cuz I might regret it…(might work on a masterlist??)

















