#wlwyearning

her other hand grazed my cheek and settled under my chin as she pulled my head towards hers. “yeah, we are.”

desire shot down to my core when our lips met and my fingers tightened around hers. not the only thing that tightened. and i tried not to moan into her mouth as her tongue parted mine, oh fuck. “oh fuck” i gasped when we pulled away, both of us breathing heavy.

my hand was still in hers.

me acting innocent like i dont need her body pressed against mine

me acting innocent like i dont want her to push me against the wall by my neck

you’re the only one who makes me feel whole.

in your absence, i unravel,

slipping back into the void of my worst habits.

i’m spiralling towards numbness again,

unable to bear the weight of this reality.

I need you like the earth needs the sun;

without you, I am empty, dull, lifeless.

you are my light, my warmth, my reason;

the force that keeps me going.

but even the earth can only survive

so long without the sun.

and so I wait,

always waiting

my sweetheart,