#wizard!sherlock

John closed the door behind them.  He crossed his arms in a casual manner as he turned to Snape.  “Do I need to explain?”

Snape crossed his arms in a less casual manner -- letting John know that he was definitely still pissed about being shouted at and ordered around by his former student.  “No, he’s always used his mind palace.  Mycroft has one as well, though I don’t think his literally took the form of a palace like Sherlock’s.”

John chuckled.  “Weird, I’ve never thought about Mycroft as a student.  Jesus, he must have been a right twat.  Did he already have a god-complex then?”

No reply.  Snape continued to glare down at John, but gave no indication of an answer to his question.

The Gryffindor laughed to himself.  (He knew laughing out loud would be pushing it.)

“You’re not one for small talk and reminiscing are you?” he asked.

Again, Snape said nothing.

John sighed.  He wasn’t afraid of the former Potions Master, but he did respect him.  This man wasn’t just his old professor, he was the spy that managed to protect Harry Potter and undermine Voldemort from behind enemy lines and all while the Order -- including himself -- hunted him down and the other Death Eaters tried to get rid of him by any means possible.

For the first time since they arrived, John really took in Snape’s appearance.  He looked tired, even more so than when John was a student.  Like he hadn’t slept since the end of the war.  It was nearly 3 a.m. when they got here, but Snape was still in his day robes.  His clothing was quite similar to the ones he always wore: black with many buttons and layers.  But now there was a light, black scarf tied around his neck.  It was loose on one side, as if he messed with it a lot.  

Sticking out ever so slightly on that side was the top of a gnarly looking scar.

It may have been the only way to get them to stop bitching at each other, John thought, but he didn’t deserve that disrespect.

“Look,” he began awkwardly, “thanks for helping us with the case and all.”  He paused, looking for any kind of reaction.

Snape’s eyebrow hitched in such a way that John could actually hear “go on” in his voice despite the fact that his lips were tightly shut.

“And I’m sorry,” he continued.  “For intruding so late at night.  And for the way I spoke to you earlier.  All that needed to come out so Sherlock could focus on the case -- and not blow up your lab.  But it was completely uncalled for and I apologize.”

Snape glared into his soul until John started to wonder if he was going to be hexed.

Finally, Snape turned away and started walking towards the kitchen.  “Tea?” he called back over his shoulder.

Before he could answer, there was a knock at the door.

John’s head snapped towards the sound.  He reflexively drew his wand.

Snape reappeared at his side, gripping his own wand.  They exchanged a look.

“Do you sense that magic?” John whispered.

Snape nodded.

Another knock.  A rather impatient one, this time.

They started forwards, John putting himself in front of Snape as they approached the door.  He looked at Snape and gestured towards the handle.

Understanding, Snape cautiously grabbed it and -- after John nodded -- yanked it open.

John thrust his wand under the newcomer’s chin.

“Really, Dr. Watson?  Is that completely necessary?”

“Mycroft?!”  John stared at the elder Holmes in unabashed disbelief.  “What the hell are you doing here?”

“Well, I believe that’s quite obvious, don’t you think? Even for you.”  He tapped John’s wand, which was digging into the soft skin under his jaw after that last insult.  “Do you mind?”

John lowered his wand, gritting his teeth.

“Thank you,” Mycroft smirked.  He pushed past John without waiting for an invitation.

He looked around momentarily with a curious expression before acknowledging Snape, holding out a hand to him.  “Nice to see you again, Severus.  Long time no see.”

Snape crossed his arms again, fuming.  “Do not call me that name, Holmes.  But do explain exactly why you’re here.  Given what I’ve read of the Consulting Detective and Dr. Watson, your assistance -- though I doubt that’s what this is -- is not normal.”

He’s read about our cases? John pondered.  Has he been keeping tabs on Sherlock?

Mycroft sneered, flexing his hand as he dropped it.  As much as he hated showing true emotions, it was very obvious when his ego was damaged.

“Yes,” he replied, not agreeing to anything in particular.  “Very well.  I’ve been put in charge of making sure this case is solved and covered up in a timely manner.  I don’t believe I need to explain the severity of the situation what with three muggles having been murdered by a wizard with an experimental potion.  Things would get very messy for out kind.”

Snape breathed a short laugh.  “I rather thought it already was.”

John couldn’t help but laugh at that.

Mycroft clenched his jaw.

“NOIRE MORALES!”  Sherlock burst into the living room, shouting in a french.

All three men turned to face him, each wearing an expression of shocked confusion.

Sherlock locked eyes with his brother and stopped dead in his tracks.  The wild look of building triumph faltered slightly.  “What the fuck are you doing here?”

John put his hands up, stopping whatever sarcastic jab formed on Mycroft’s sharp tongue.  “Nope, we don’t have time for that.  Sherlock, what is ‘noire morales?’”

Sherlock eyed Mycroft for another moment before deciding to leave it alone.  “It’s a calling card disguised as a name.  I’ve come across it a few times over the years in cases involving potions, but none of them were of much substance.  Boring stuff that took even the Ministry and its minions minimal effort to deal with.  The cases were never interesting so I never followed up on them, though I always believed that those cases were just a warm up.  Just practice.  I shared this with the Ministry and they assured me they’d keep tabs on it.”  He locked eyes with Mycroft once more.  “But clearly they have not.”

For the first time ever, Mycroft did not take the opportunity to bite back.  Quite oppositely, he was listening intently and seemed to agree.  “It makes sense,” he said.  “But are you sure this is the same person?”

“Yes.  From what Snape told us about Margery Kentworth and this potion of hers--”

“That potion is the doing of Margery Kentworth? I knew she should have been dealt with sooner.

Sherlock gave him a pointed look.  “Do you mind?”

Mycroft held up his hands.  “Sorry.”

Rolling his eyes, Sherlock continued, “She’s cruel and cares little for the lives of others.  However, she’s never actually killed -- at least, not that we know of.  The major commonality in the Noire Morales cases was that that was the name the attackers gave as their supplier.  There was only one other that I suspected to be by the same potioneer with no middle-man, but it was fairly harmless.  Not interesting at all.  I passed on the information as well as my theory, but did not pursue it.

“That potion is far more refined than the original scribbled concept that you showed us, Snape.  But it still isn’t perfect.  Meaning, it’s better from improved general skills, not from actually practicing the potion itself.

“You said Kentworth’s motivation was to alleviate boredom.  What if she got bored of testing minor illness potions and selling them?  What if a client asked for a potion to kill Muggles, and she was finally so bored that she agreed and decided to recreate her school-hood brainstorm to see if it would actually work.

“It even fits the name.  ‘Black Morals.’”

  A shiver ran down John’s spine as they appeared on a dark, empty street that had nothing to do with the frosty air.  He could feel the ancient, dark magic permeating this place in his very core.  Any wizard that stepped foot here would have to have felt that horrible things had happened here, even if they’d never heard of it before or stumbled upon it by accident.  It wrapped around them and made its presence known, like a heavy, weighted blanket -- but without the comfort.

  And yet, it looked so normal.  By all appearances, this was just a quaint little Muggle village, no different from any other modern country village.  Street lamps broke up the grey darkness of the pre-sunrise hour with warm light.  Cars dotted either side of the street.  Every house could see around them was old and obviously full of history, despite evidence that they were well taken care of.  They clearly showed that the locals had pride in and loved their village.  A few of them even had Christmas lights up already.

  But John could not shake that eerie, haunted feeling.

  “You can feel it, can’t you?” Sherlock asked, having observed John’s discomfort as he took in his surroundings.

  “What?”  John knew exactly what he meant, but he needed Sherlock to be the one to say it.

  “The dark magic,” Sherlock breathed.  “A lot of it.  It’s often the first thing wizards notice when they come here.  Not all wizards, mind you, but most.  The first time I came here, it was all I could do to focus on anything other than the oppressive evil that lingers in the atmosphere.”

  Snape, meanwhile, was visibly becoming more agitated.  His knuckles were bright white from the way he was strangling his wand.

  Noticing his unease, Sherlock set off at a controlled, brisk pace.  “Come,” he said.  “We’re only a few streets away/”

  John and Snape fell into step on either side of him.

  “The Potters’ murder wasn’t the only thing that happened here, was it?” John guessed.

  Sherlock cut his eyes towards Snape for a split second before answering.  He expected a reaction to John’s blunt words; yet, he wasn’t surprised when he saw none.  “No, it wasn’t.  Several things have happened here.  For instance, this is not only where Dumbledore grew up, but Godric’s Hollow is also where he first fought the dark wizard, Gellert Grindelwald.  During which, his little sister, Ariana, was accidentally killed in the crossfire.  Both were using dark magic -- including The Killing Curse.  Whether he ever figured out which of them killed her, no one knows.  At least, not to my knowledge.”  He looked to Snape, wordlessly asking for confirmation or correction.

  God, you’re such a Ravenclaw, John thought.  In your thirties and still teacher’s pet.  He suppressed a chuckle.

  Snape shrugged.  “He never really spoke about it.  Maybe a murmur here or there towards the end when he knew he was dying from the curse on the Gaunt Ring horcrux.  He became obnoxiously sentimental and forlorn, then.  For the things that mattered to him, anyways.”  The last sentence was spoken through his teeth.  He shook his head briefly to regain composure.  “But I never heard him specifically say he learned the answer to that particular mystery.  I don’t think it mattered to him -- he blamed himself, either way.”

  Suddenly, something Sherlock said earlier clicked in John’s head.

  “Hold on.  You said, ‘the first time’ you came here,” he said, frowning.  “But you’ve never mentioned Godric’s Hollow to me.”

  Sherlock paused before answering in a forced tone.  “Neither of us speak much about the war.”

  Snape almost stopped dead in his tracks.  “Why were you here during the war?” he demanded, sounding mostly bewildered, but with a definite amount of concern underneath as well.

  Annoyed that the subject was not going to be dropped, Sherlock sighed, glaring at the street ahead as they continued walking.  “Lu- Lupin sent me.  For the Order.  He’d heard of a strange disturbance here in a brief story on a Muggle radio, just in passing, and then nothing else about it.  Obviously, he was familiar with Godric’s Hollow, given his friendship with the Potters.  It struck him as odd -- he never believed in coincidences.  So, he sent me to check it out and told me not to say anything about it to anyone.  He thought it might have something to do with what Harry Potter and the other to were up to.  As protecting Harry Potter was the highest priority for the Order, even though we had no idea where he was or what he was doing, I was to cover it up if I found any evidence of them.

  “Immediately upon arriving, I could sense Potter and Granger’s magic as well as a lot of dark magic -- both old and new.  I followed it to a house that had clearly been a battleground, where I did find evidence of both Potter and Granger -- and Bathilda Bagshot’s horrible mangled corpse.

  “After sending a Patronus to- to Lupin to tell him what I found and to ask for assistance, he sent Mycroft and we covered it up.  Besides a debriefing with him when we returned, we never spoke of it again.”

  All of this was spoken at a rapid fire pace.  Normally, this speech pattern was because his mouth was trying to keep up with his brain.  But this time, it was different.  This time, it was more like he needed to get the words out as quickly as possible.

  John and Snape reeled from this flood of information.  Neither of them knew how to respond, but they wouldn’t get the chance to figure it out just yet.

  Sherlock signaled for them to be quiet as they turned a corner and went to the second house on the right.

  Kentworth continued to scream at Sherlock as the Aurors made the arrest, calling him -- and John, Snape, and Mycroft -- every insulting name there is...and more.  He ignored her.

  “You’re looking for Amadeus Klint,” he told Mycroft, talking out his mobile and texting him everything they’d been told in detail.  “No doubt he’ll squeal like a pig the moment you pick him up, if he doesn’t turn himself in first.”

  “Why don’t you just write it all down?” Mycroft sneered as his pocket buzzed, prompting him to pull out his own mobile.

  Sherlock rolled his eyes.  “I just did.  Don’t pretend you’re not addicted to your mobile or prefer its convenience.  There’s no bottle of ink rattling in your coat either.”  He tapped on another name and paused, thumbs poised.  “What information should I give Lestrade?”

  He was still still speaking very fast.  His part -- the interesting part -- was over; he’d solved the case.  The rest of it was boring and tedious, and took away from the time he could spend looking for a new case.  As always, the faster he passed off this case, the better.  For everyone.

  “The name, that I’ve ordered the arrest, and that I’ll contact him later today to give him later to give him what he needs to take credit for the arrest.”

  Sherlock’s thumbs flew as the older Holmes spoke.  Without another word, he walked out of the house as he hit send and returned the mobile to the pocket of his trench coat.

  John nodded briefly to Mycroft before following Sherlock with Snape right behind him.  When they fell back into their paces on either side of him, he abruptly grabbed each of their arms and Disapparated.

~ ~ ~

  “DAMMIT, SHERLOCK!  I told you not to do that without warning people!” John complained in a tone that said this was definitely not his first surprise Apparition.  He held his hands on either side of his head while the world slowly stopped spinning.

  “Sorry!” he replied, exasperated.  “I honestly meant to...this time.”

  “Well, you didn’t!”

  “Evidently….”

  Snape, meanwhile, had regained his equilibrium a bit faster than John, though he was no less annoyed.  But, deciding John needed no help in scolding Sherlock for his lack of etiquette, he, instead, took in his surroundings.  He took in the drab alley they’d appeared in, the harsh light of the street lamps offset by the dim rays of the rising sun that found their way between tall buildings, and the hellacious cacophony of noise.

  London.

  “Is there a reason you brought me to this dreadful city?” he asked, nose wrinkling as the smell from the banged-up alley bins reached him.

  Sherlock nudged a now sure-footed John forward to lead the way back down the street they’d taken so many hours.  “Yep, tea.”

~ ~ ~

  Discarding his coat in the general direction of its hook, John stumbled into the kitchen to make a pot of ungodly-strong coffee.  Sherlock and Snape hung up their coats (Sherlock pausing to pick up John’s and hang it properly) before dropping into the two armchairs.

  With an absentminded snap of Sherlock’s fingers, flames flickered up and steadily grew in the fireplace.

  Snape took careful note of this as the detective closed his eyes and finally relaxed for the first time in over a week.

  “You know,” he said in a calculated tone, “I was wrong about you, Holmes.”

  Sherlock’s eyes shot open, brows furrowed and nose scrunched, unsure of what he’d heard or if he’d even heard Snape correctly.  In the kitchen, John dropped his sugar spoon.

  “What?” Sherlock managed nearly a full minute after the word formed on his lips.

  Snape rolled his eyes.  His body was tense, clearly uncomfortable with what he was about to say.  But he powered through.

  “I was wrong,” he repeated, still using the same tone.  He caught Sherlock’s eye and held it.  “We saw an absolute waste of talent tonight.  You’re not it.”

  John saw his own shock on Sherlock’s face -- and so much more.

  “Oh-ho! You’re awake!” a cheerful voice exclaimed accompanied by the clattering of her tea tray.  “I was sure you boys would have been to bed by now.”  She stopped when she realized it wasn’t John sitting across from Sherlock.  Recognition nearly took her breath away.

  Sherlock jumped up to take the tray from her, placing a chaste kiss on the top of her head.  “Thank you, Mrs. Hudson,” he said, more for the timely interruption than the tea.  “You’re a lifesaver!”

  Collecting herself, she giggled at the rare show of affection.  “Oh, Sherlock!  I’m sorry, I didn’t know you’d brought home company.  Shall I get another cup for you, Severus?”

  At this point, our eyebrows may as well be stapled together, John thought, once again seeing his confusion and shock mirrored in Sherlock’s features.

  “It’s alright, Mrs. H.,” John answered for him, brandishing the coffee mug he was stirring (with a new spoon).  “I’m good.  He can have mine.”

  “Alright, dear,” she said.  She dropped a cube of sugar in one of the tea cups and splashed in some cream.  “I hope you still take your tea the way you used to,” she added, handing it to Snape.

  “Um, yes.  Thank you,” he managed.  A defensive scowl was setting in, almost like a reflex.

  “I know I’ve said it before, dear,” she chastised him, “but it wouldn’t kill you to smile once in a while.  Honestly, Severus, I would blame you for Sherlock’s moods -- if I didn’t know his brother.  Compared to Mycroft, Sherlock’s a bit of a peach, really.”

  Laughing to herself, she left the apartment.

  The three men stared after her in bewilderment.

  “Will she ever stop surprising us?” John asked Sherlock.

  “God, I hope not.”

  Silent tension hung in the air like a heavy winter blanket; Sherlock felt like he was suffocating under it.  He looked between John and Snape, withing for one of the to just fucking say something!

  John was clearly trying not to react too strongly to this new information.  (After all, Sherlock’s history of addiction was no news to him -- though the details many have been kept vague.)  But his subconscious habit of fidgeting his thumb over his white-knuckled fist gave him away to his all-too-observant friend.

  Snape, on the other hand, simply stared at him with an expression of pure shock that only made the room seem more stifling.

  Getting Snape to show any kind of true emotion was difficult and cause for concern, but this...this was completely new territory.

  Sherlock had seen him angry -- even furious -- countless times.  Annoyed and sadistically entertained were also up there.  But those were rarely displayed without regulation and to see any emotions more personal or sentimental was almost unheard of.

  All those years serving as Dumbledore’s spy, keeping his guard up and cover secure, had drilled him into a lifestyle of constant self-preservation.

  But, now, it was like he’d completely forgotten how to wear that hardened mask that had become so ingrained into his very being.  Sherlock didn’t know how to handle that, and -- obviously -- neither did Snape.

  “First time?” Snape tentatively asked, like he’d spent the whole period of silence debating with himself whether or not he’d heard Sherlock correctly and hadn’t reached a verdict.

  Sherlock shuffled his feet, still looking like a scolded child.  He nodded minutely. “Yes.”

  John watched on as the full gravity of what Sherlock was saying hit Snape.

  “How many?”

  Sherlock hesitated before answering.  “I’ve overdosed a total of 4 times, alright? Now can we, please, get on with the case?!”

  Snape nodded curtly, looking completely gobsmacked.  He clearly had more to say on the matter, but -- to Sherlock’s obvious relief -- decided against it.

  Without another word, Snape stepped forward and unrolled the parchment scroll on the table again.  This time, however, he left enough room for Sherlock to stand beside him and read it.  The latter studied him for a moment before stepping forward to examine the parchment.

  John leaned over the table to read it as well.

  “It’s almost the exact same list,” Sherlock exclaimed, a look of disbelief pulling his features together.  “Where did you get this?”

  “From a student,” Snape answered.  “Margery Kentworth.  Brilliant and gifted student -- at least at Potions, anyways.  And one of the nastiest Hufflepuffs I have ever met.”

  “How do you mean?” John asked.

  “Kentworth liked to experiment when she decided she had nothing better to do with her time,” Snape explained.  “She quickly realized -- as did the staff -- that she had a talent for creating stable, effective potions.  It started rather harmlessly, I suppose, with healing potions for minor abrasions and ones that did things like dye almost all of the Gryffindors’ hair green in her third year.  But she quickly became bored of those.

  “It was only her fourth year when she poisoned a student for the first time.  However, the young man -- a Ravenclaw Second Year, if I recall correctly -- only got something like a flu and we could not prove it was her, though we all knew it was.  Despite our arguments for it, Dumbledore refused to expel the little psychopath without evidence.  You would have thought she was a Potter for the way he turned a blind eye to her actions.

  “Two more students were poisoned before she quit school after her fifth year.  Again, we could never prove it was her, but the condition of her victim was worse each time.”

  “Do you know what she did after Hogwarts?  Or where she might have gone?” John asked as he finished his notes on this new information.

  Snape shook his head.  “No.  I suspect Dumbledore did -- the Dark Lord, as well -- but I never heard anything about her again.”

  John added this to his notes, then turned to Sherlock.  He frowned.

  Sherlock was staring into deep space, his fingers steepled in front of his face.

  He knew that look.  

  “What is it, Sherlock?” He mentally kicked himself for sounding like a Muggle cartoon character.

  “I’m not sure,” Sherlock answered in a distant voice.  Abruptly, he snatched up the parchment, scanning it several times before blurting out, “I need to go to my mind palace!”

  John knew better than to even reply in acknowledgement of this statement.  He walked towards the door and opened it. 

   “Come on, Snape,” he called back, stopping a very confused Snape from talking to Sherlock.  They exchanged a look.  John jerked his head towards the living room.

  Understanding, Snape followed (though he did not look pleased by John giving him more orders).

  They left as Sherlock perched himself up on a stool, steepled his fingers again, and closed his eyes, disappearing into his mind palace.

  They appeared in a small clearing in the middle of a dense forest.  The ground squelched beneath their feet as they looked around, getting their bearings.  Thunder rumbled from somewhere nearby in the dense darkness.

  “Where are we?” John asked, trying to squint through the trees.  He clutched at his queasy stomach with one arm.  He hated Apparating and usually insisted on a broom.  But, given Sherlock’s current mood, he didn’t think complaining about it completely necessary.

  Sherlock was still fuming from his conversation with the elder Holmes.  He stood still, looking around as his eyes adjusted to the dark.

  “Wales,” he replied.  There was still an edge to his voice, but he was obviously trying to calm down.  “After the war, Snape was exonerated thanks to Harry Potter’s testimony that he was indeed working under Dumbledore’s orders.  However, there are still many on both sides that aren’t too pleased with him.  McGonagall offered him his old position, but he refused -- both because he loathed the job, as you probably well know, and because he knew parents would be furious.

  “It was decided that the best thing was to relocate him to somewhere no one would know who he is and the location would be kept secret.  I helped Mycroft and others in the Ministry to set it up.  As well as to escort him there.”

  Finally spotting the landmark he was looking for -- a star-shaped scorch mark in an ancient looking oak tree -- Sherlock moved towards the path he knew to be exactly twenty meters past it  “This way, John,” he said quietly, looking back to make sure the other was following.

  John stuck close, constantly looking around and taking in everything his limited range of vision would allow.

  Neither spoke as they made their way towards the path.  There were limbs and rocks everywhere on the forest floor, making it necessary for the two Londoners to concentrate on their footsteps.  Each tripped once or twice, but managed to get to the path without completely wiping out.

  Sherlock immediately pivoted left down the path, settling into a brisk pace.  John noticed that he was falling into autopilot in the same manner as when he walked to his favourite  chip shop or back to Baker Street from Scotland Yard.  Sherlock had clearly walked with path countless times to the point of setting it to muscle memory.  More importantly, he had kept the information logged in his mind palace.

  He knew he would come back someday, John realized.

  An owl hooted from a high branch overhead as they veered to the right with the bend in the path.

  “I’m guessing this is a primarily Muggle village if nobody knows Severus Snape has been here all these years,” John observed.  He squinted at the path he only knew was dirt because he could feel it beneath his shoes.  “And why we can’t use our wands to see where the bloody hell we’re going.”

  “I know where I’m going,” Sherlock snapped.  He was still a bit touchy after his conversation with Mycroft.  Hearing the harshness in his tone, he gave John an apologetic look he hoped he could see.  “But, yes,” he continued in a much nicer tone.  “It’s one of the reasons this area was chosen to hide him away from the Wizarding World and allow him some of the peace he’d never been permitted before.”

  His choice of words were odd and specific.  Something in them hinted towards, what?  Familiarity?  Sympathy, even?  Sherlock wasn’t exactly the type for sympathy.  It’s an emotion he’s learned quite recently and he’s still not very good at it, though he tries his best when it concerns one of the few people that managed to get close to him.

  So why did it truly sound like Sherlock felt sympathy for his old professor?

  Sherlock knew John registered this accidental slip of emotion by his silence.  He waited for John’s understandable amount of questions, but John said nothing.

  After snapping his head to look at Sherlock in mild shock, he focused his eyes back on the trail in front of him.  He definitely had many questions, but this was not the time for them.

  Sherlock breathed a quiet sigh of relief.

  “How much farther?” John asked after a few moments of silent hiking.

  They had finally broken free from the dense forest and were now staring around at the rolling green hills.  Well, they assumed the hills were green.  The cloudy, moonless night made the fields almost as suffocatingly dark as the forest.

  Sherlock pointed towards the far end of the field to the east.

  A small cottage, partially tucked into the trees where the forest continued, dented the monotony  of the darkness with a soft, warm light coming from a downstairs window.  It was the only light in the area.  Not surprising, given it was well after midnight and most sane people were in bed.

 “Still nocturnal?” John asked rhetorically, referring to the former professor’s reputation as the “dungeon bat.”  “Maybe those rumours are true.  Maybe Snape is a vampire.”

  Sherlock rolled his eyes, sighing far more audibly this time.  “Don’t be absurd, John.  Snape is not a vampire.”

  John stared at him as they walked.  Sherlock definitely knew more about Snape than most and certainly more that he’d ever let on.

  “Are you going to tell me how you know him?” he asked finally, knowing it’s often best to be direct with Sherlock.  “And don’t be a smartass and say he was your former professor,” he added, cutting the other off from saying exactly that.

  Sherlock stopped as they reached the gate to Snape’s front garden.  He hesitated, clearly nervous about how John would react.

  John saw this in the warm light that just barely reached them.  It worried him.  Sherlock always trusted him, but now he looked almost scared to.

  “He--”  Sherlock stammered.  He took a deep breath that increased John’s concern.  “He looked after me in school.  And a bit right before the war properly kicked off.”

  John opened his mouth to ask what that meant, but closed it again when the door to the cottage suddenly swung open.  Both started and looked towards the lithe man standing in the doorway.