#wintersendofline

AWWW thank you! You just won my favorite ask.  

“This is the stupidest thing you’ve ever done, Rogers, and I told you before you can’t do it for me,” Bucky says, exasperated. 

“I gotta,” Steve replies, jaw set stubbornly. “They’ll send you to jail soon as they get the power to do so, and this gives them that power.”

I’m fine, lab’s fine, coffee’s fine. I’ve certainly been a hell of a lot worse, nothing to complain about here.

These are what I’ve got for you:

Among the Lilies (bucky is fully blind but does absolutely not need help getting around)

Sometimes he thought only the blind could see farther than the nose on their face.

Awakenings (he has to wear a blindfold around steve and thus needs some help)

Me, but from a universe where I make 90% less stupid decisions.

These are the fics most deeply rooted in mysticism, religious and otherwise, that I know of:

Postcards from Golgotha

They say that once you give your heart away, it’s never really yours again. Oh, you can take it back if you want, of course. You can try to reclaim it. But once it’s beat in your lover’s chest and his blood has flowed through it, it can never truly belong to you again, now, can it.

Or,

A story about Bucky Barnes’s heart.

Silent thunder, as of a thousand wings

 Bucky knows that he loves Steve, and he loves his taskmaster of a boss even as he gripes about him over beers after work, and he loves the dames with their red, red lips and smooth, soft curves (and he loves the guys, loves their strength and the tall, proud lines of them), and he loves old Mrs. Greene even when her rheumatism acts up and she turns mean as a wet cat. But he loves Steve most of all, and if Bucky is shackled to mindless obedience because of it, he calls it a good trade, because Steven Grant Rogers is the best person he knows. When it comes down to it, he figures his desire only adds a new dimension to a love that was already there, glowing hot enough to burn.He was sent to Earth in a cage of mortal flesh to watch over Steve, and Bucky can do no less than love him with all his heart.

The Tower 

Peggy Carter recruits Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes to fight against Baron Zemo, a man who desires the powers of the entity that has taken a liking to Steve Rogers. The Howling Commandos search Europe for artifacts with the mission to retrieve them before Zemo's Secret Empire can, but the Baron is ruthless and patient, willing to play the long game.As the world explodes into a war seeped in occult forces and lead by madmen, Bucky has to admit for his own peace of mind that he's always loved Steve Rogers and would follow him into any kind of war, no matter how strange.