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⊹elain x rhysand⊹

Paul-Albert Besnard (1849–1934), “Possession”

etching, 1900

Which is more fun? Video responses hands down! 💯 The thing about the video responses is that they're hard for me to make sometimes because I pass out and twitch so much. I'm not very confident with the things that my body is doing at times plus weakness can be a lot.. I try to be as clear and presentable as I can be on my videos.. Sometimes I have to retake them like 4 times. The typing definitely has pros and cons for sure.

Pros to typing: I can be more concise with my thoughts, I have time to remember what I was going to say, I don't have to answer in under a minute and 20 seconds or edit a lot out to post. A lot of the time I'll use voice to text and then I'll go back and proofread (this saves a lot of time because I'm dyslexic and have slip ups every now and again where all put letters reverse or so jumbled up that I can't even understand what I was trying to say let alone the autocorrect 😅)

Cons to typing: The aforementioned dyslexic issue, forgetting in general (I often have to go back to what the question originally said, read through what I've already typed, and then continue with what I was going to say.) and sometimes I simply can't think to type and I'm not sure why.. It's not that I don't want to I legitimately can't get my brain to work with my hands. (I'm not a doctor but I believe this is due to the functional neurological disorder and whatever neurological issue(s) I may have)

For instance, I make videos while I'm modeling and I intend to post them that day or close to it.. But I forget and never end up having a chance to post it. I don't know if I did that with this video or not but yeah.. In case I did, I figured this was a perfect place to leave it 🤷🏻‍♀️ haha 🙃😅