#whatigothrough

Does anyone go through the same shit or do anyone go through the same shit?

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after running places all day I park my car in the driveway and unlock the door to the place I call home. Opening it, I throw my shoes off to the side and lock the door back to avoid strangers coming into my house during the night. I then drag my body into the kitchen to get some water to take my pills with. After a big gulp, It's gone. I then turn all lights off and head to my room, slowly climbing the stairs. Trying not to fall down at the spot. When I arrive upstairs I begin walking to the bathroom and undressing. I run the hot water, close the door, and step in. The water is hot but not that relaxing. I sit down in the shower and feel the droplets hit my back at a fast speed. After a while I begin to drift off, But the water turns cold so I finish up and get out. I dry myself slowly but stop in the middle of my session. I look down at my feet and my eyes begin to feel heavy. 'I don't have the energy to finish..' I mumble. But, I do. And I finish my bedtime routine and climb into bed. After getting comfortable, I feel as if I'm sinking into my bed. My breathing has slowed. I'm not calm nor happy, Just tired. I feel as if I'm going to die from exhaustion. • And then, I drift off.

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-BTN 

What I say: "You seem so uninterested in our friendship therefor bye" How I feel: "OMFG TALK TO ME RIGHT THE FUCK NOW."

No but seriously…like calm your tits, sit down and have yourself a nice big cup of “shut the fuck up”. That's how I feel about 98 percent of everyone I know.