#whatever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is nooot the economy to be quitting my job in but its really tempting!!!!!

anyone else get really depressed reading about their child self as described in their diagnostic reports. like i had no friendships that werent made for me by my parents. and i was just sort of lost and scared all the time and i didnt understand why i was so different or why people didnt like me. sometimes nowadays i think im faking the autism cause i feel normal and then i go outside and feel like an escaped zoo animal. and im like oooohhhhh. yeah. developmental disorder. i forgot i have weird little freak disease and i only feel normal because its all i’ve ever known.

i miss her so much