#weirddays

had a dream of gold y exploded in the sky nothing to fear when you have reached the stars to become the sun you will burn in flames you become the light once you heal the pain the spin will come again gravity and love 2 forces to expect your heart and your brain give ! . . . . . . #mylifeisafilm #weirddays #yellow #sun #gravity #love #artedigitalmutante #psychomagicienne #mexico #montreal #canada #weirdestdaysonearth #spinning #amarillo #jaune (à Montreal, Quebec) https://www.instagram.com/p/CamimcRLb4R/?utm_medium=tumblr

#WeirdDays (at Sacred Ink Tattoos) https://www.instagram.com/p/CP04i2rJYHW/?utm_medium=tumblr

𝙰𝚞𝚐𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 🌙✨ • nunca se han cumplido primaveras, solo inviernos 🔪 • #summerdontgo #aesthetics #weirddays #selfie #selfiemirror #weirdsummer #fishnets #girlwithpiercing #alternativegirl #idontwanttobeanadult #gurl #blackclotheslover #sailomoonxcolourpop (at Montreal, Quebec) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEkFKRHJJpE/?igshid=1htihsphwttga

Everybody needs a &20 airport margarita and stale chips right? Ready to be home #bybyvegas #helloLA #travelisroughsometimes #weirddays #ragdollwilltravel #fashiononashoestring (at McCarran International Airport) https://www.instagram.com/p/CB6tsmQDrKe/?igshid=149ezc1pg7mnx

Most of my days in isolation have actually been pretty ok. Kind of boring some. I’ve eaten FAR too much. But overall it’s been ok. I’ve connected with friends more (weirdly). I’ve laughed until I physically was in tears. I’ve had more family group chats. I’ve cooked, cleaned (ok, not a lot, but some), built a hammock, caught up on podcasts, read several books. But then today happened. Whew. Today. Let’s just bullet point it. • was exceptionally restless from about midnight on • woke up covered in sweat this morning from nightmares • someone charged $4k to a credit card of mine • I spent an hour and a half on the phone with fraud people • I desperately wanted Mac and Cheese so I ran thru a drive-thru. Got home and it was about the most pitiful serving of carbs I’ve ever seen and it made me so angry I wanted to throw something (look, I like carbs) • I had someone get mad at my because I can’t do their hair and it hurt my feelings more than I care to admit • I realized my heart was racing and meditation wasn’t working • I gave up and took half of one of my anxiety pills • Had a 30 minute nap, during which I had more nightmares • Woke up on the couch, immediately rolled over and grabbed a piece of cold fried chicken left over from lunch and half sleep ate it while I got crumbs all over me • proceeded to lie there in my crumb clothes uncaring for like another 40 minutes. I guess what I’m saying is it’s a weird time. And most days are really ok in all this for me. I’ve become surprisingly at peace with the anxieties of the world. But other days I guess are just going to be weird and end with me covered in chicken grease. If that’s you, I hope you’re kind to yourself on the days when you’re not exactly crushing it. . . . . . #weirddays #bekind #especiallytoyourself #covid #covid19 #coronavirus #mentalhealth #ijustwantedmacandcheese #socialdistancing #socialdistancingproblems #upsideofpensacola #upsideofflorida #wegotthis #lifelibertyandfriedchicken #tomorrowsanewday #patience #breathe #woosah (at North Hill Preservation District) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-vS3hVjsZo/?igshid=1aia6yex1eojb

Life in flux... • Spent the morning with a group of like-minded mamas and their kinder. • Spent the afternoon outside with the dogs and Lumi, running around, digging in buckets of dirt, throwing the ball for the dogs and having meltdowns over only she knows what. • Finding this space to be especially strange lately. Feeling energy hard to contain. Finding that a kindred spirit here on IG seems to have vanished (kris, missing you, hope all is ok!). Anyone else? • Loving today’s perfect temperature. Loving the green that this season brings. • Still trying to find my rhythm in being mama and boss bitch in tandem. . . . #reallife #weirddays #mamalife #livelifeoutside #littlelumilove https://www.instagram.com/p/BzMdxxynUD3/?igshid=c658qs87sv8

It was been a weird couple of days. When something get you out of your routine it feels odd. But with this two it's always nice 🌺🌼🌷 . . . #weirddays #weird #routine #flowers #park #family #portraits #artist #illustrator #haarlem #nederland #netherlands #flormocasin (en Haarlem, Netherlands) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwhR5NPl7QS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1tgy9rvapogm2

xoxo, valvalarr