You always knew I was gonna go out before you right? You knew I couldnât keep up with you, maybe as kids but the life I ran after that was hard on me. You just seemed to get stronger, donât really know how you managed that but you can get it right now in writing that I was jealous.
The best thing I ever did was to get you back, I hope you know that. If you didnât come back you never would have met the twins, you never would have gotten to meet everyone I loved. Everyone I loved got to meet you, the brother that I loved more then anything. You coming back was my greatest achievement, and Iâd do it all again even if there was a chance that you never would have cared about me again. I donât understand a whole lot about the worlds youâve encountered, but I hope thatâs common around all of them.
I also hope that itâs common that we stayed together. I hope one pair of us stayed together long enough.
In case I never said it enough I love you, youâve always been my best friend and twin brother even when it didnât seem like I cared. I always cared even when I told you I didnât.
Iâm also sorry for leaving you so soon. After everything, after always leaving you behind I left you to whatever the hell happens when you die. Please try not to follow me to soon or Iâll kick your ass personally.
Iâll say hi to Ma for you.