#washmeclean

#Cloakaversary 1 year ago at midnight, I was given my Black Card, and entrusted with the secrets within.🕯 Matthew and I were hoping to be back there tonight, but even still, our hearts and souls are with the family. #astralprojection #bathtimemeditations #washmeclean Until next week, @xcloakanddagger family, we dance in celebration.💋🦇🖤 (at Los Angeles, California)

(Et enfin… ) It gets a bit disillusioning when I think of the learning curves, and humility moments, and could-have-beens that I’ve had to haul through to get here. Doubt is a menace. But honestly, well, I guess I struggle between me at my best (eclectic, wide-ranging, profound) and me at my worst (loosely conceived and inaccessible or underwhelming). My ear and mind have been set, but my fingers and larynx have taken their time. Even the former took their time to grow though too. Interestingly I feel the visionary aspects have long been, though ever-evolving… and ever being distilled. Like a metamorphosing sculpture block. Lastly, guilt is a plague and the errors and more miscreant moments of my past, they can shackle. But I really do find that good in me is worth living for, and that I can choose every day to live in self-inflicted infamy or break the mold and walk ever toward redeeming like the rest of us seem to. I’m here and I know that I have required healing and growth. But I am thankful that I have sought it in the first place. (Photo of Yoruba words that my Mom taught me yesterday evening.) #honesty #selfrespect #forgiveness #guiltyconscience #washmeclean #soulsanctified #yoruba #nigerian #naija #disillusionment #transvoice #bigproject #albumrelease #selfdoubt #happiness #choosejoy #patience #bygracethroughfaith (at Asbury Park, New Jersey) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cj1hrf0NpOc/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

Esther's Church hat. //#prayertime #washmeclean #hermanus #westerncape #readyforchurch #thisissouthafrica 🇿🇦 🙏🏽 (at Hermanus, Western Cape) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrdkK9vFpf3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=d9nbawqivdx8

I am everywhere, infusing everything. . To find me, Become absorbed in intense experiences. . Go all the way. Be drenched in the energies of life. . Enter the world beyond separation. • The light of a candle reveals a room. . The rays of the sun reveal the world. . So does the Divine Feminine Illuminate the path to me. • • • #cleansingrain #rainfeelssogood #pachamama #washmeclean #cleasemysoul #divinefeminine #bethelight #shinebright #ivegotmygrooveback #bostonyogi #yoga #yogateacher #yogastudent #alwaysremainteachable #blackandwhite #daisyfaceflow #showmeyourdaisyface #growwiththeflow #findyourflow #followyourheart #love #light #vulnerability #raw #real #banterverses #theradiancesutras (at Boston, Massachusetts) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnovI49BUjD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=96aomd2piij8

There ain't enough water to wash me clean from all I've done and what I've seen. There ain't enough land for me to run from who I am and who I've become. There ain't enough sky for me to fly away from what's behind these eyes. 🌲 #washmeclean #appalachia #mountainlife #curaheemountain

What we do in the shadows, we cherish with the upmost secrecy. Just know that tonight is much needed, and I plan on getting wet, in many ways..💦🕯🖤 #pluviophile #washmeclean #cleansemysoul 📸Photo by:@malevolenttoaster📸 (at Cloak & Dagger)

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