#disillusionment

clouds never apologize for heavy rains, do they? but here we wait.

reblog if youre tired of pretending everythings fine when its really not. sometimes it just feels like were all in the same sinking boat, and nobody else notices.

reblog if you sometimes feel like the world is just an endless cycle of disappointment and you wonder if its always going to be like this. were all in it together, right?

2 a.m. thoughts are always the most boring. whatevers happening on this planet will continue with or without my opinions. seems like it doesnt matter to anyone anyway.

the thing nobody tells you about political apathy is that its easier to feel numb than to fight against everything thats so broken. its like staring at a wall and wondering when it will finally crack.

Getting a job even after, or especially after, you've accepted your disillusionment with the way the world works, the way the economy and capitalism works, is really hard. And I'm really proud of everyone who has gone out and gotten a job when you really didn't want to and when you knew you were only getting a job to avoid homelessness. Getting a job so I can buy things to bring whimsy and joy into my life and to get away from the comments of having no motivation is hard. I'm actually not sorry I don't have any motivation to work. I got a job so I could pay rent and buy concert tickets and tattoos. I dont dream of work. I'm disenchanted of adulthood and only want to hang out and listen to music. And I'm really proud of myself for getting a job so I can do that. And I'm really proud of everyone who holds down a job they don't like or care about because they don't want to work, but they know they need the money.