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*sits there for good 10 minutes, frozen*

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Helena Klein x fem!(MC)reader for @twoautotwo

warning(-ish): reeeally jealous, royally pissed off and possessive Helena, if that's even a warning in the end ;) and things get a little interesting towards the end. I couldn’t resist okay?! nothing overly sexual though.

so, here's my first Helena one-shot fic that a friend of mine requested! I really hope you guys enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it! so enjoy!

She doesn't like it. Not even one bit. The ways she has seen you with Alain for a week now has started to make her feel like as if she were another gust of wind passing by in your little world. There has been nearly no contact of any kind between the two of you within the days and Helena's getting tired of it. In fact, she's very much frustrated and pissed. Even now the blond sorceress is making her way through the dark halls of the crystal castle trying her best to find you. While doing this she replays everything she has seen and heard, over and over again. Every little memory of you interacting with Alain gives her a new, bigger spark to the flame inside of her that threatens to spill over to her hands, to give itself physical form. Her hand twitches, little sparks emitting from her finger tips. Her lips form a dangerous snarl as her eyes go visibly few shades darker. If she isn't going to find you soon only god knows what will happen to the next person who dares to even stand ten feet away from her and has to face her jealousy. That makes her stop for a moment, her expression still as mad as ever but now it has thoughtful edge to it. Could she really be that jealous? Of course, she could. The woman she loves has been too much alone with the man who used to be her childhood friend who also obviously has feelings for their Queen. But you're not her, no, you're (Y/n) and you belong to Helena Klein, the sorceress of the Witch Queen. With new spark of determination, she casts a spell to track you down and she quickly runs to the way her magic shows her to.

Soon she finds herself out in the gardens and she starts to wonder has her magic led her to the right place. She doesn't see even a trace of you. But then there it is. That musical laugh she has come to know all too well. But what irks her more is the deeper kind of sound accompanying it. She hears him laughing with you! Quickly hiding behind the tall rose bushes, she makes her way closer to the voices. She doesn't want to believe it, that what she sees. But it's right there in front of her. You are sitting on a bench very close to Alain and he has his arm wrapped around your shoulders, laughing like there's not even a single worry in the world. After a moment of staring at the two of you both her eyes and mouth wide open, they close. Her eyes narrow to thin slits and her mouth forms a thin line, the darkness of her coming out twice as bad than a moment ago. So much so that she forms a dark purple of aura around her, her dark magic making itself known. And boy isn't it going strong.

'How DARE he?! (Y/n)'s mine and he knows it! He won't get away with this, I won't let him!' she thinks, her teeth bared and slight growl escaping her lips. Upon seeing your and Alain's confused faces looking around for something she realizes you must have sensed her presence or maybe even heard her. Deciding to make herself known she so suddenly stands in front of you and Alain that she herself isn't exactly sure how that happened. She watches the two of you flinch before locking your eyes on her, huge surprise written all over both of your faces. She glares down at the both of you, more at Alain though.

''He-Helena, what are y-?'' still totally surprised Alain starts but he's silenced by a hiss that escapes the sorceress' lips as her aura flares dangerously. Not even second after Helena snatches you from the bench wrapping her arm around you possessively pressing her hand on your waist hard. She doesn't notice as her eyes are locked on Alain now but you look at her dumbfounded trying not to hiss at the little pain that's forming on your body, not sure if her magical aura has an effect on you. You want to ask her badly what is this all about you think the better of it. You know it with every inch of your being that it's better not to.

''You are NOT allowed to touch her, not even over my dead body. Do you understand?'' Helena hisses slowly at the frightened man, her rather quiet voice making the threat twice as creepy. Alain gulps glancing your way just for a second before looking back at Helena because she has dagger shower of a glare that pierces him through. He pales at the sight of her dark eyes and even darker aura. After he's done staring he manages small nod. Seemingly at least tiny bit satisfied Helena backs off just by a step placing her hand on your shoulder. She starts leading you away her aura slowly dying down at the same time and shoots Alain one last warning glare. After few steps, you look over your shoulder at him, giving him apologetic gaze which holds the little bit of fear you have. You know Helena would never purposely hurt you, even when she's pissed, but that doesn't make you any less wary.

                                                        *~O~*

Days have gone by slowly. Now it’s you who is getting frustrated. Not only because Helena made it perfectly clear you’re not allowed to pretty much interact with other people couple of days ago but you’ve spent most of your time in your room. Or Witch Queen’s room. Whatever, it’s not like it matters. You’ve also noticed how much more… needy and bossy Helena has gotten during these past days. You can’t help but wonder what’s gotten into her. Well besides her obvious jealousy. Has she always been like this and you just didn’t notice? Was it something you did or said? Now that you think about it after she was done taking you away from Alain she mentioned something about there being no interaction between you and her for a week and she’s tired of it. Feeling a little guilty you try to think it still doesn’t justify her behavior. You love her and only her but you need some space sometimes. Now that’s even more impossible task. Unless she has some really important things to take care of she clings to your side almost 24/7. You enjoy the closeness in a sense but still… And you know better than to start arguing with her, not only would she always win you over somehow but she can also easily over power you, both physically and magically. You sigh as you lay down on the bed on your back, wondering what you should do about this. You love her, you really do, but this is getting too ridiculous. But this could end very badly if you start a fight but you’re not exactly sure what else there is that you can do.

‘What am I to do?’ you think desperately, running your hand through your dark brown hair. Just then you flinch slightly as you hear a knock on the door and door opening right after.

‘’Oh, I’m sorry, love. Were you sleeping?’’ familiar voice asks from the door way. You turn enough so you can face her immediately met by calmness. Whatever it was she were doing it seems to have calmed her down. For the most part, anyway.

‘’No, I was just laying here, don’t worry’’. She smiles at that but it mostly peels off as soon as it came. Strange.

‘’Let’s go down to dining hall, the supper is ready’’, Helena says softly and you can tell there’s only small of a smile on her lips remaining. No more of that all too satisfied grin she had before. Wondering what’s gotten into her you sigh so quietly you barely hear yourself and you just nod before getting up. You walk over to her quickly and after Helena’s done shutting the door she places her hand on your lower back, leading you down the darkened halls. A minute or maybe two passes by in complete silence, it still feels like forever so you can’t tell, before you hear the soft angelic voice you’ve come to love.

‘’I… You know I still love you right?’’ the sorceress asks a little blush tinting her cheeks. You look at her surprised not expecting to hear that. But you’re most likely right to assume this is just her way to apologize. Before you can as much as move a muscle on your face you hear really faint murmur of a sorry. It’s so quiet you swear you would have missed it if you hadn’t been this close to her.  As much as you’re still mad at her you still just got to love this little peace offering. You can’t help the smile, a bright grin that makes an appearance lighting up your whole face. You take couple of steps to your side, away from her. She gives you confused and a little worried look but it’s soon her turn to be surprised as you suddenly link your arm with hers and you smile up at her, just tiny bit brighter if that’s even possible.

‘’As much as I don’t appreciate your behavior during the past few days I forgive you. And by the way I love you too’’, you tell her your own cheeks lighting up just little bit and you lean up to peck her cheek. You lean closer to her when you start walking again. You don’t see it but you can feel the fond, happy smile she’s sending your way. And you’re proven to be correct as you feel a soft kiss on top of your head. Trying not to get all giddy you continue your way to the dining room happy to have your lover on your arm.

When you arrive to your destination there’s party on full swing. Well for Lennox at least. The brown haired man somehow has managed to get himself drunk from wine already. This makes you a little uneasy because he somehow manages to be even creepier now. The familiar touch on your arm reminds you you’ll be safe if something is to happen. Smiling a little at that you make your way to the table. That’s when the men finally take note of you.

‘’Ah her majesty has arrived! Pleasure as always!’’ Lennox slurs raising his glass your way. As much as you feel uneasy you try to keep straight face and ignore him, turning to others.

‘’What are we having?’’.

From there evening has gone by smoothly. As smoothly as it can go in company of drunk Lennox. You have no idea what he’s talking about half of the time but you try to endure it and just eat in peace. It isn’t that much of a bother until he starts to… uhh flirt with you? At least you think that’s what it is. His lines are really lame and as mentioned you’re not even sure if it’s supposed to be flirting. Your eyebrow twitches as you are ready to punch him if he won’t stop soon. That’d be a bad mistake as Helena isn’t here at the moment, she suddenly needed to go arrange some urgent matters, and other generals can’t seem to get hold of him. In fact, you wonder why they haven’t taken him away already. Does Lennox become more dangerous drunk or something? Now you certainly hope not and you’re not willing to find out. You just hope Helena will get here soon. Or is that really good idea either? Lennox suddenly starts leaning closer and you instinctively lean back disgust clear on your face but that doesn’t seem to stop him.

‘’My queen, what about you and I move to discuss… business, to somewhere more pri-‘’.

All of a sudden Lennox flies on his back on the hard stone ground with loud thud thanks to some invisible force, his remaining wine staining his clothes. Shocked you look behind you only to discover Helena standing at the doorway her hand drawn forward. Few sparkles of magic still dance around it and her expression is that of a furious killer. Your eyes widen slightly more and you gulp silently at the sight of forecast of murder in Helena’s eyes. If the situation weren’t what it is you have to admit you’d find those type of eyes oddly sexy.

‘’Stay away from her, you pathetic excuse of a drunk!’’ Helena screeches surprising everyone but herself and she makes her way quickly in the room. The men but Lennox take an automatic step back while you’re frozen where you stand. As much as you could expect that, that was still unexpected. Does that even make sense? Doesn’t matter, you need to get to her before anything else happens. But as always Helena is way ahead of you and gets to it first. As she stops few feet away, with quick flick of her wrist you’re suddenly pulled close to her and your head ends up against her chest, her hand holding your head down. Why does she need to do these things in these kind of situations, you can’t help but wonder.

‘’If I catch any of you anywhere near her, even ten feet away, I will burn each one of you until there’s not even bones left! Do I make myself clear?!’’ her threat comes out as a louder screech which makes you flinch a little as well. The heavy silence falls, the men looking like they had been frozen from the inside on where they stand. Or lay in Lennox’s case. You feel her hand falling on your arm over your shoulders giving it pressured squeeze. She forces you to move so you predict she probably accepts the silence as an answer. You can feel the total confusion starting to take over the air in the room and you must admit, as much as you appreciate Helena’s help with Lennox you still can’t help feeling confused yourself.

‘’H-Hey, Helena. What are you-? Helena? Helena?!’’ but your calls for her attention go to deaf ears and the next thing you hear is loud thud of heavy doors slamming shut behind you.

Before you know it you once more find yourself in your room and hug yourself just a little when Helena lets you go long enough to lock the door and she puts a spell over it. As much as you fear what’s going to happen next you can’t help the heat making itself up to your face, your thoughts running wild.

‘’H-Helena, I know it looked bad-’’, yet again you’re not allowed to finish when you’re suddenly taken by your arm and pushed against the wall to the left from the door. You gasp at the sudden feel of solid surface behind your back and then your front registers something much softer. You’re surprised that even when rough she somehow manages to be so gentle, as if still afraid that she’s going to break you. It’s rather sweet when you think about it. Even when mad she never wants to truly hurt you. You look up at her as she takes your chin between her fingers making you meet her gaze. Suddenly it’s nearly impossible to breath under her blazing gaze. The wanting, jealousy and some dark edge mix together beautifully in her already deep blue eyes, reminding you of the beauty of deepest seas. How can she manage to be beautiful even in these situations is beyond you. But you don’t mind the view, not even the least.

‘’I don’t like it when you’re close to them, I should bring them pain for getting anywhere near you’’, her growl brings you back from your trance even though you don’t break the eye contact even for a second.

‘’It’s not like I can exactly avoid them’’, you point out, not sure if you regret it now because her eyes went slightly darker.

‘’They don’t deserve your presence. Only I am allowed to worship you the way I do’’, her voice has gone lower now with slight hint of danger but it makes you shiver more than anything, especially as you finally register how close to you she actually is.

‘’Y-You know that I wouldn’t have it any other way’’, you mutter quietly enough for her to hear, heat rushing to your face. Your breath hitches in your throat as you feel her pressing your back against the wall more. Well this just got interesting. And you can see she agrees for a satisfied, little twisted smile forms on her lips her whole presence screaming hot. Seemingly trusting you won’t turn away she lets go of your chin and places both of her hands on your shoulders. The grip isn’t tight but there’s enough pressure to hold you on place. You blush like as if someone had taken bright red paint and had painted your face, the heat emitting from it like from a heater. Low chuckle rumbles in the sorceress’ throat as she leans tiny bit closer.

‘’Remember, darling. You and everything you are’’, she whispers huskily getting closer inch by inch:’’Belong to me’’. The little remaining distance is closed and her lips press on yours a little rougher than you thought they would. She’s still as soft as ever with you but soon you don’t take note of that either as hungry demands of your lover make you focus only to the kiss, making you eager to ask for more. You actually find yourself not minding this at all, even with all the attitude Helena has given you, not to mention to others even though they kind of deserve it. And you do admit, you could get used to this.

Helena Klein x fem!(MC)reader for @thealehazeleyes warning-ish: more of, even though milder, jealous Helena. slight angst but sweetness overload! phew, finally done! I’m really sorry this took so long to write! but since I wasn’t given much of a plot to work with it took me a little more time. but here it is! and I hope you all enjoy it!

It’s a beautiful day. Well as beautiful as a cloudy day can get. But even during biggest lightning storms there is one thing that lights up Helena’s day like moon and stars light up midnight sky. She doesn’t understand why but you are her reason for every smile she gets, every giggle that threatens to escape past her lips. Just every emotion that gives her this warm feeling inside. She’s not used to it, far from it. After all her queen made sure she’ll never know the feeling of love and being loved. But when you entered her world you flipped it upside down. It confuses her greatly, not just the fact that someone sharing Witch Queen’s face could be so different. Ever since your arrival she has been trying to process how your world of thoughts works and she’s been having an extra eye on you to call out your bluff the moment you let your guard down. But she has found none as of yet and that is annoying her a lot. She is almost certain any moment now you are going to drop your surprisingly good disguise and tell Wolfson and his grew to attack them. While so, she also truly wants to believe in your kindness, to hold on to that little sparkle of hope to have this feeling stay. No matter how much she tries to tell herself that the Witch Queen wouldn’t approve of it, that she doesn’t need it, she still has to admit she in fact likes it. All thanks to you.

Helena is just about to pass one of the huge windows on crystallized hall when something catches corner of her eye. Curious she walks closer to it and she sits on the cool windowsill. She sees you together with Alain both of you sitting on the garden bench among the spiked flowers. Her eyes narrow immediately, the dark feeling she has come to know returning to her very core. She doesn’t know why would she ever feel this way but seeing you there, laughing with Alain irks her so much that she wants to get down and sweep you away. And the fact that he used to be your childhood friend makes matters a lot worse. Of course she has been hiding it as well. After all it’s inappropriate to go after the queen if she has already decided otherwise. But it doesn’t mean the attention you seem to give Alain goes unnoticed by her. Oh no, the complete opposite and how she wishes it were her you had your eyes on. She slaps herself lightly to awaken herself from the daze. No, this is not right. She shouldn’t be even feeling this way. She shouldn’t feel… jealous of her own comrade. But oh, how she does. Even though more slowly, Helena started picking on jealousy whenever she’d  see you and Alain even glance at each other and she wishes she knew why. In fact, she does know, she just doesn’t want to admit it. And there’s the fact when the Witch Queen is back there will be no room for… love. You’ll be most likely disposed of anyway once the queen returns. That thought always brings her a bang of thread and her will to protect you awakens, and this time isn’t any different. With those feelings present again as well her build up anger flares just a little bit hotter.

‘’What are you doing to me, little girl? What are you planning?’’ she asks no one, not that there’s even anyone to answer. She curls her fingers to a fist on her lap as her hard gaze keeps following your every move. This all is so maddening. So much so that she thinks she has gone insane the very least. All of the confusion, jealousy and… compassion, as she’d word it, has brought her to the point where she doesn’t even know what to do with you. Even more importantly what to do with herself. Frustrated sigh escapes her lips before she takes a calming breath. This isn’t the moment to let it go loose. She needs to concentrate on her one and only goal at the moment. Yes, that’s what she needs to do. Just concentrate on the future yet to come she’s been so hungrily waiting for. But then why does it feels so wrong?

She watches Alain stand, probably suggesting you two get back in to the castle. Seeing you shake your head no makes her jealousy ease somewhat, even more so as the man finally nods and leaves you alone on the bench to take in the garden’s beauty. While feeling happy about Alain finally leaving your presence she doesn’t move, she keeps sitting still and watching you as seconds turn to minutes. She could stare at you for hours and she’d never get bored. You’re just so magical, in your own sense. A siren whom only needs to smile and she has everyone already under her spell. Just what she wouldn’t do to be the cause of that smile. Suddenly something hitting the window catches her attention. A rain drop? It seems it’s about to rain soon enough and judging by the clouds it’s going to come down heavy and dreadful.

She sees you shielding your head with one arm, the pour down is probably starting sooner than she thought. Without realizing it she waves her fingers in front of the window creating an invisible forcefield above you just a second before the rain starts coming down as a heavy shower. She watches you look up above your head totally confused and once you realize you have a forcefield above your head you try to look for the source of the magic. Helena bites her lower lip slightly, wondering to herself what is she doing. She cares only about getting her queen back and nothing else, especially of some strange girl that popped out of nowhere and just happens to look like her queen. Okay maybe a little but no more than that. Right?

Her eyes widen slightly in surprise as she suddenly registers your grey eyes staring up at her. She can’t help a smile as she sees you waving slightly and smiling at her, grateful and bright, before running back in to the castle’s walls. Helena makes sure to drop the little spell as soon as she’s sure you are under at least some kind of shelter, smile still remaining. Suddenly she scoffs and shakes her head. No, she can’t let you do this to her. She is loyal to her queen and her alone. She can’t be changed, there’s no way. Then why are you doing so good job at it? Helena runs her hand through her hair looking back out, her eyes reflecting all the crippling emotions going on in her mind. She leans her forehead against the cool surface of the glass, her eyes closing tight.

‘’Whatever am I going to do?’’ she whispers to nothing, the quiet echo of empty hall being her only answer.

                                        ~*~O~*~

Another day of confusion, another day of unsorted feelings. Helena scoffs as she rubs the corners of her tired eyes while continuing her journey along the long halls. She didn’t get much sleep last night, all she could think about was you and what to do with this… situation. She still has to come up with anything clever, still refusing to believe she’d have any feelings towards you. You’re not her queen, recently she noticed, not really even in looks. Her queen is all way cold and ruthless while you are-.

‘’Warm and gentle’’, she says quietly almost in actual awe. Her eyes widening, she stops on her tracks shaking her head. Helena silently curses herself for letting such words slip past her dark painted lips. She needs to concentrate on the task at hand: forget about whatever this is and get her queen back. Only if it were as simple as she makes it sound. Sighing she decides she needs some fresh air and her thoughts back on her queen. She looks out of the window meeting her answer and likely savior behind the painted glass. The rose gardens. Smiling slightly, she calmly continues her way, anxiously waiting for some comfort from the tall flower beds. When Helena finally reaches the gates to the garden she stops for a moment to listen. She hears a sweet humming sound that hasn’t graced these gardens before. Frowning ever so slightly she makes her way stealthily towards the sound. When she finally looks around the corner her breath catches in her throat her eyes widening slightly. She sees you moving around by the roses, the soft light emitting from the white flowers making your whole appearance shine more brightly. As you stand in front of a tall wall of leaves your angelic humming stops just for a moment. You lean closer to the roses to breath in the sweet scent of them, a content sigh escaping your lips. Helena blushes slightly as she stares at you awestruck. Every move that you make, every little sound that manages to get through doesn’t go unnoticed by the sorceress. Helena is absolutely drawn in by you, her whole world now focusing just on you. Your siren’s spell has done it again, she is absolutely awestruck, your humming tempting her to get closer. But before she can take even one step the spell is broken once more by her sheer willpower. Helena looks down biting her lip, her eyes narrowed a little sadly and frustrated. Why of all times you had to be here? Why some higher power wants to test her like this? Then again, she’d rather have you here than anywhere near Alain, or the other generals for that matter. She makes her decision; instead of mobbing around here she needs to do something else. Destroying few practice dummies should do the trick. She straightens her posture and takes a deep calming breath, giving you one more glance that is supposed to be the last for today. Just when she’s about to turn on her heel you turn around and your eyes lock with hers. Well damn it.

‘’Oh Helena! Hi! I didn’t see you there. Would you like to join me?’’ you offer with a smile. After a moment’s hesitation Helena finally nods making you beam at it. She grows nervous upon seeing it, trying her best not to show it as she walks up to you. The two of you sit down on the bench, both of you on either side of it. Awkward silence falls, neither of you sure of what to say. This continues for a moment longer until you decide to break the silence.

‘’So… What you’ve been up to?’’.

‘’Uh, nothing much’’, Helena starts out slowly:’’I thought of practicing more on few of my spells. I haven’t exactly mastered them.

‘’Really?’’ you ask your voice filled with surprise:’’But I thought you were plenty strong with magic’’. Helena can’t help the chuckle that makes its way up her throat, a smile forcing its way on its place. The surprise and little confusion on your features is just too hard to resist.

‘’I am plenty strong but there is still all kinds of magic that I haven’t managed to master yet’’, she answers simply, holding both pride in her abilities and excitement for learning something new. That makes you smile and you scoot a little closer to her.

‘’Can I watch when you practice? I don’t think I’ve ever seen you practice yet’’, you tell her, hope clearly shining in your eyes. Helena looks taken aback, seemingly not expecting you to ask such thing. She knows you’ll be a big distraction so she should say no. Then again, she should be able to work her spells even under highest of pressures as her queen has been teaching her.

‘’Um I suppose, yes’’, she says before she can stop herself but the light sparkling in your eyes makes it totally worth it.

‘’Thank you so much, Helena! Can’t wait!’’ you beam at her. The sorceress blushes softly as she looks slightly away. Okay, this is going better than she expected this to go. Wait what is she thinking?! Of course it’s not! She came down here to forget about you but instead here she is, sitting right next to you and talking to you and whatnot! How if ever she wishes she could make the earth swallow her.

‘’Helena, are you okay?’’ you suddenly ask, worry lacing your voice. She looks at you a little surprised, realizing her displeasure must’ve been visible on her face to cause you to look at her with such worry.

‘’Oh. Yes, I’m just-‘’, she begins but she stops when she hears slight movement in the bushes further away at the edge of the forest. Snapping her gaze right at it, she in one quick swift move gets up to stand and moves right in front of you, having her blades at ready. With narrowed eyes, she looks around everywhere where eyes just reach, not seeing any source that could have caused the noise. But she knows someone, or something, is out there and she’s just about to find out what.

‘’Who’s there?! Show yourself!’’ her commanding voice booms mightily around the area scaring a few birds. She sure can be powerful even though she doesn’t raise her voice that much and you find that highly impressive. Not long after more rustling is heard and the creature in the shadows makes itself known. It’s… a fox? But not just any fox, instead of usual red coat it has beautiful silky silver fur, reminding you a lot from winter. It cutely sniffs the ground before it locks its black button eyes with Helena’s deep blue ones. After long staring competition between her and the animal Helena realizes whom it belongs to. The sorceress loosens her stance, scoffing at the silvery creature:’’It’s just one of Jinhai’s pets’’. You’re surprised Jinhai would have an animal of that kind as a pet but then again foxes are beasts too in a sense. Helena turns her head slightly as she hears something moving behind her but when she sees you she calms down completely. She still doesn’t understand how you are able to do it but something about your presence just does it to her. Slight redness taints her cheeks when she finally realizes how close you stand next to her, your sides almost touching. She studies the studious look on your face, finding it extremely cute. Cute? No no, she can’t be going there, she just can’t. Just when Helena’s about to look away, embarrassed, you catch her attention by breaking the fallen silence.

‘’You know, I think it’s very beautiful’’.

‘’Beautiful?’’ Helena voices her confusion raising her eyebrow curiously. She raises it more as you suddenly look the other way slight redness finding its way on your face as well.

‘’Y-Yes. It reminds me of you’’, you admit trying your best not to let the blush show. Helena gets startled, not expecting those words to leave your lips. Very visible blush decorates her cheeks as she’s frozen on where she stands trying to register what she just heard. Did she even hear you right? Helena feels more heat rushing to her in waves the more she thinks about it, her brain trying to understand these feelings. Surely you, her for now supposed queen, don’t find her attractive? No, she must have heard you wrong, she must have. Helena looks away trying to form an intelligent sentence before saying a word but she finds herself unable to.

‘’It’s an amazing creature. Mysterious, sleek and absolutely beautiful’’, you break the silence with an absentminded edge to your voice. Helena’s eyes widen and she quickly turns your way, her eyes searching your face, trying to find anything that shows any sign of a lie. But she finds none. And now she can’t turn away. That dreamful edge you have has completely captured her attention, her eyes and mind focusing on you and you only, everything else disappearing from all around her. Suddenly she’s brought back to earth as she catches you moving quickly to your side to face her, nervousness very much clear on your every feature. Even in your forever cute smile.

‘’Oh, and thank you for saving me, my sorceress in shining armor’’, you say quickly leaning in and you peck her cheek before running off to the safety of the castle before your embarrassment can show. You leave Helena there frozen on place, the color of her face leaving even brightest of tomatoes pale in comparison. She doesn’t register a thing that goes around her, her mind completely shut down. Absent mindedly she walks over to the bench sitting on it once more. This can’t be happening, this so can’t be happening, her mind tries to tell her. She tries to think of each and every scenario that could prove this to be a cruel joke, or at least a dream. But she can’t convince herself so, not with all the proof there is right in front of her. Her hand slowly moves to her cheek, over the spot that you kissed. She can still feel your soft lips against the surface of her skin, the gently touch lingering on it like a ghost. A little smile starts tugging on her lips, a dreamy smile slowly making its way on them. Suddenly everything seems so much clearer, all of the doubt leaving her be. Helena chuckles softly at the thought, at the chance of her being in love with you. A happy sigh escapes her lips as she leans back to look up to the sky, speaking with small voice.

‘’Yes, whatever am I going to do?’’.

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*shuts everything and just sits there, starting to shake*

....

*decides to walk an kilometer to a lake and to a cliff next to it*

*stands there taking an deep inhale*

*screams with all of my might*

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has anyone else noticed how our forever lovely queen and knight in shining armor, Helena Klein, is in fact like fusion of Bellatrix Lestrange and Narcissa Malfoy that was made into a 2D character?

no? well let me tell you why!

Bella&Helena: - both are crazy ass witches, at least at first sight. - both holding even more crazy devotion to their master/mistress. - Helena is pretty much Witch Queen’s right hand woman and Bella IS the right hand woman of Voldemort’s. - quite obviously: Helena has same first name as Bella’s actress (I love both Helenas xD)

Cissy&Helena: - long blond hair and blue eyes (at least in the books, right? …please don’t eat me for asking ;^;) - nickname: ice queen (well fandom pretty much gave that to Helena and I know Cissy’s been called that at least in fanfics) - despite it all, the sweet and protective side they have for the one they love: they both have that one person, or two, they love unconditionally while the rest of the world is their enemy. for Cissy that’s at least Draco and for Helena that’s probably still Witch Queen and MC, but I believe MC is going stronger!

like after reading that don’t come and tell me you don’t see what I suddenly realized! Helena is too much like those two favorite witches of mine that I can’t unsee it anymore! well I dunno if I even wanna unsee it *insert evil smirk here* >:3 enjoy your time with this thought and let it sink in~ now excuse me, I have some serious fangirling business to attend to.

so I’m in a group where we draw/write/glue pictures of empowering things on a wall(paper) every friday.

Helena Klein is empowering.

end of discussion.