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pairing: bucky barnes x reader
synopsis: no matter how much time has passed, bucky still fucks like he's the winter soldier.
cw: nsfw!!!! porn with no plot, rough sex, riding, piv (unprotected), praise dirty talk, pet names (doll, attagirl, darling, baby), established relationship, dom!bucky, choking, creampie, breeding.
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âfuck, darling,â he muttered against your lips.
you moaned into the kiss, nails clawing into buckyâs back. each thrust came harder than the last, eager to please you as much as possible. he pulls back, staring at your tear stained cheeks, drool slipping from your mouth. you were a messâunable to form coherent sentences, simply being fucked dumb, taking him whole, being stretched out to the brim as he whispers all types of profanities in your ear.
âmmfhâtaking me me so well, doll,â he murmurs, breathe uneven, messy, desperate, âgod babyâ so tight.â
âohâbuck, right there!â you cry out, a knot forming inside your stomach. his thumb started circling on your swollen clit, driving you over the edge as you come over his cock with a high-pitched sob.
âiâm not done with you yet, baby.â he says, wasting no time in flipping you over, setting you on his lap as he leans back on the plush pillow behind him. your hands pressed on his chest, and carefully, you slide down on his cock, a mewl escaping your lips, âfuuuuckkkâŚâ he grunts, âatta girl, just like that.â
his calloused hands gripped your waist tightly, grinding you against him. his lips were slightly parted, panting heavily as he picked up the pace.
bucky was pounding into you with feral force, each thrust emitting a grunt. âlook at you⌠takinâ my cock like a good girl,â he moaned, his mouth falling open even wider now. your ass rippled against his hips, filling he room with obscene sounds, each slap mixed with the squelch of cum spilling out of your already used hole, forming a thick ring at the base of his dick.
your whole body was trembling, youâve lost count of how many times you came alreadyâyour pussy dripping and gushing around him, but he never stops, just keeps rutting at the same sadistic pace.
âb-buckyyy!â it rips out of your throat like a sob, you couldnât even speak properly. back arching slightly, trying to escape his thrusts. he held you even firmer, pulling you back, âstay still.â he huffs, dragging you back onto his cock. you give stifled cry in response, âtoo much buckyâtoo much!â
his hands stretched out to your neck, squeezing it tightly, while being careful not to cause you any harm. his hips kept slamming into you with his seemingly endless stamina, each thrust drawing out a lewd moan from you, as you sputter out brainless rambles of âfuck!â and âtoo much!â.
the closer he got to his orgasm, the tighter his grip on your neck, making you squeeze around his cock. his thrusts got faster, rougher. âyou can take it, i know you can.â he encourages hoarsely, before enveloping your lips in a filthy, messy, opened-mouth kiss.
âIâm coming baby⌠fuckkkk,â he loudly sighed, pumping a few more times into you before finally releasing his hold from your neck. your cunt was pulsating, dripping with even more cum now.
âyou were so good for me, doll.â he exhaled,
before the bed started creaking all over again.
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an eligible bachelor - charlie dalton  âËâšâĄ
Uploading bc itâs the first thing Iâve written that I actually finished. Thank you to the people that replied to me on the Dying Poets Society community board as well ! Also I dunno what the fanon idea of charlie is just yet (im new), Iâm just going based off vibes, aura, and other (few) fanfics Iâve read.Â
Warning: May have used âsmirkedâ like 1000 times. Pls be nice 2 me.
xo, acantha
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Charlie Dalton was laying on his bed, smoking a cigarette while his stuck up roommate Richard Cameron wasnât there. Cameron would occasionally participate, but when he was knee deep into playing the tradition, honor, discipline, excellence student bullcrap, Charlie knew wouldnât hear the end of it for smoking in their shared dorm.Â
He had decided to skip the usual Friday evening study with the boys.Â
Heâd studied enough, he thought. Meeks had already helped him memorize all the necessary Latin phrases anyways. They now seemed to be constantly repeating a loop in his head
Amo, Amas, AmatâŚAgricola, AgricoliâŚ
All Charlie wanted to say was blah, blah, blah.
So he took the rest of his day to rest, smoke a cig, read a dirty magâŚ.something to chill him out. And of course, he was waiting for you.Â
His childhood friend, you were the only person he could actually rely on outside of school. As children of two good business partners, youâd both found friendship amongst the fancy business dinners his parents and yours would host. It was safe to say youâd known each other long enough for him to call you up whenever he had the urge to, which was as often as he could.
You lived nearby and attended Henley Hall so of course heâd find any reason to bother you, asking you to sneak into his school, calling you up, or hanging out on weekends. Now three weeks into the new school semester, he needed to see you in person to have someone on the outside of Hell-ton to talk to. You were busier this year, and he hadnât seen you much since the summer in which youâd spent the majority of your time together. He was getting withdrawals.
But of course, you almost always put up with his antics. His ways of finding rebellion in conformity was the small taste of rebellion you needed in your otherwise mundane life.
So here you were, skipping through the Welton corridors trying your best not to get caught by a Professor- or worse Mr. Nolan himself. Your casual clothing, that was definitely not up to the Welton dress code for males, was covered with Charlieâs Welton coat. It wasnât cold enough yet to wear, but itâd have to do with helping you blend in when there were still boys roaming the school, settling in to start the weekend after a long week of rigorous classes.
Finally walking past the recognizable row of doors that made up the dormitories, you take a chance to more swiftly enter a familiar door. You let out a sigh of relief over making it safely, you lean back against it looking at the boy in question, who simply smirked up at you.
âLook what the cat dragged inâ He greets, a cigarette hanging from his lips like an old pirate would with a pipe.
You blow a raspberry, taking off and tossing his coat at the end of his bed. All the walking mixed with the adrenaline of sneaking into his school made you warm.
âThe cat being you, Charlie DaltonâŚThough Iâd say you remind me more of a puppy dog.â You greet back, getting comfortable in the room youâd been in many times. Tapping his leg with your fingers, he moves his legs for you to sit before laying them casually over your lap.
âA puppy dog?? OuchâŚyou wound me, darling.â He says, pretending to be hurt as he holds his hand to his heart. But his lips were curled in amusement, inciting a small laugh from you. You pat his leg again, seeming to be quite settled in.
âOkay, okayâŚso what was the emergency you were calling me about, huh? Cameron irking you again or what?âÂ
âHe usually is. Latin class is too. But,â He lets out a sigh as he puts out the cigarette on the metal headboard of his bed,âCanât a guy just wanna see a pretty gal?âÂ
He leans over to ruffle your hair and you respond with a soft giggle, smoothing your hair back down.
âYou see me far too often, CharlieâŚâ You almost blush a little at him calling you a pretty gal, almost. âYou know, my mother is actually starting to worry about your influence on me.â
It seemed youâd unintentionally spent the majority of the summer hanging out with Charlie, sometimes just a little bit past curfew. It was something your mother was not exactly keen about since it was often just you and him alone. Not proper for a young lady, sheâd said.
Now itâs Charlieâs time to blow a raspberry, it seemed to be something he picked up from you and your reactions to him.
âI am a perfectly good influence on you, missy. Maybe your mother should worry about your influence on me.â He crosses his arms over his chest as he looks at you, a dramatically serious expression on his face.Â
You both knew you had little influence on the free thinking, go-with-the-flow soul Charlie naturally was.
âSure she should worryâŚwho knows what I could put you on next. Today itâs cigarettes and pipes, tomorrow marijuana.â You act guilty, shaking your head slowly while holding back an amused smile.
âDo you actually know where to get marij-âÂ
âCharlie!â You playfully smack his arm and he laughs, raising his hands in defense.Â
âKidding, kiddingâŚâ Knowing him, you werenât entirely sure how true that was.
âOn a good note,â He starts, his cocky smirk coming back to his face. He seemed to even puff out his chest a little as he shares, âI know your father really likes me. He says nicer things to me than even my own father does to my face.â
I find yourself snickering as he seems to be extremely proud of his reputation with your dad. You had to admit, he was right. Much to your motherâs dismay, your father was constantly bringing him up at dinnertime, âhowâs the Dalton boyâ, âI heard this from his fatherâ, âsuch a bright boy that Daltonâ. You already heard from Charlie himself a lot, your years of friendship had him invading your life even when he wasnât there. Your father loved him, and Charlie used it to the best of his advantage. It was really the only reason your father didnât scold you for your summer shenanigans.
âIâve heard, Charlie. Trust meâ You chuckle to yourself just thinking about it, but you both knew exactly why. âIâm sure he thinks that the more he hypes you up to me, the more likely Iâll be to swoon for you.â Â
Charlie lets out a chuckle with that, but anything relating to swooning had him back to his cocky act quite rapidly.
âLike I need him to hype me up, I know you swoon for me everyday darling. Who can resist all of this.â He puts his hands behind his head as he leans against his headboard, lifting a brow and smirking.Â
The smirk was an ever present characteristic of him, since the moment heâd turned 15, he seemed to have mastered it. It amused you, probably his most charming characteristic.
âOh, Iâm swooning right now.â You roll your eyes before pretending to swoon, lifting a hand to fan yourself from his swoon-yness. That gets him laughing, the way youâd play along with him. He realized a long time ago that you didnât realize how charming you were, but it was fine with him, only because that meant he got to appreciate how natural you were at it in secret.Â
His laugh fades out, instead staring right at you. His smirk appears on his face yet again, an air smugness in it.Â
âI guess your fatherâs plan worked after all then.â
The plan, both your fatherâs plans actually. Theyâd been scheming since they realized how close youâd gotten, which for fathers was actually not too long ago. Probably a year now.
âAh, yesâŚturning you into an eligible bachelor in my eyes.â You snort amusedly, your eyes diverting from his own before the butterflies begin fluttering in your tummy.
It had become no secret to you and Charlie that your dadâs had been planning for a âunion of familiesâ, when youâd eavesdropped on them talking after a dinner party. They were good business partners, and longtime friends. With their children already being so akin to each other, it seemed the light bulb had gone on in their heads.Â
But you knew Charlie.Â
While he went along with what his father wanted, he only did it because he had to. Wellton, an ivy league future, business school. You knew that deep down, he wished to do something he wanted to do. Figure himself out, be a teen. Seize the day, as his new teacher had told him on the first day of his class.Â
While you played around with the idea of being future Mrs. Dalton in your head, a thought formed from a crush that had been deeply stuffed away in your heart since youâd found out about your fathers plans. The inkling of anxiety over that plan told you that he secretly hated the idea of being pushed onto you. Maybe not because of yourself, but because it was yet another thing written into his future by his dad.
The last thing you wanted was to continue denying him a chance to write his future for himself, even if it meant pretending you werenât on board with the expectation youâd both wed each other. Allowing it to continue being something you joked around about.
âWell, babe, I already am an eligible bachelor.â Giving his signature smirk, he puffs out his chest again and runs his hands through his hair dramatically, looking suave.Â
This makes you laugh softly, but quickly your smile falters as you keep thinking about it. Charlie, being more perceptive than one would expect, notices this and nudges you softly on the shoulder.
âWhat? Am I that terrible of a possible husband?â He says jokingly, trying to keep up the playful atmosphere.
You chuckle lightly in response, trying not to ruin the mood. âNo. Youâre notâŚyouâre a good friend, Charlie.âÂ
The atmosphere still seemed to change at your genuine compliment, Charlieâs own heart seemed to bloom, and he didnât know what to do with that. He had never known what to do with it, pushing down his own feelings with the same idea that you didnât want to be with him.Â
Funny, since he was the one to flirt with you first, constantly trying to get your attention. He loved having your eyes on him, and only him.
He mustered a playfully toned comment.
âYou make me blush.â He says, giving a much more authentic smile to you with a hand to his heart. Truly, it had skipped a beat. Knowing you saw him as a good friend was good, even if he wished it was more.
Silence seemed to fall between you, a comfortable one it seems as you lean your head back on the wall. Both of you seem to ponder it, the thing. But none of you knew what to say.
Finally, youâre the one that speaks up, âHow would you feel if our dads plan worked?â
Another beat of silence.
âI know you donât like doing what your father wants you to do, what he plans for you.â
Your eyes dart Charlieâs face, searching for an answer. He was looking at you pretty intensely, seeming to ponder the idea more deeply.
This is the first time youâve seen Charlie seem so serious, and he was with reason. He knew what you meant to say, and itâs something he had thought about since the summer you two had shared ended.
Would he mind if you had fallen for each other, outside of your fathers pressure?Â
Charlie grabbed the pack of cigarettes laying beside him and opened it, and placed one in his mouth. Though he didnât light it up, it was more of a comfort thing. He was never one to be so serious, and this was both your feelings you were talking about. The last thing he wanted to do was say the wrong thing.Â
And honestly, he adored you. More than he could ever say. Why else would he want your presence so constantly?
He hummed for a moment before speaking.
âI donât like doing what my dad wantsâŚâ He admitted, his voice seeming quieter than usual as he takes the unlit cigarette out of his mouth. âBut honestlyâŚthis is the first time I feel like I wouldnât mind. Honestly, itâd be more of a personal decisionâ
His smirk returns, this was his way of seizing the day. He didnât want to waste time going around the topic any longer when he knew deep down that you were the only girl heâd ever thought about, as flirty as he was generally. His gaze returned to you, And he was happy he did, because his answer had made your cheeks turn pink. You seemed almost flabbergasted by his answer.Â
Heâd willingly be with you.
âYou wouldnât mind?â You seem almost confused, but he seemed all too casual about it now that heâd seen how adorable you looked at his honest answer.Â
He was choosing honesty today.
âI wouldnâtâŚIâm eligible, your father likes me, youâre a pretty girl.â He lists off, seeming sure of himself. He adjusts himself, removing his legs from your lap to scooch closer to you. His hand reaches up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear and your heart seems to flutter out of your chest. His heart did as well, but he was much too suave to let it show.Â
âSeems like a winning hand to me.âÂ
It seemedâŚlike his actions left you speechless. You were able to speak eventually, cracking a small smile.
âSeems like the winning hand was our fatherâs, in the end.â You say in a jokingly sardonic way, chuckling softly.Â
âAnd the losing hand of your mothers.â He snorts right back. âPoint is, I win in some way or another.â
He couldnât help himself, he really couldnât when it seemed like the perfect moment.Â
Damn it Charlie, just do it, he thought before leaning in to steal a soft kiss from you. Heâd always wondered if the gloss you wore was flavored. It smelled of cherries, and as he learned- it tasted like it, too. The kiss was surprisingly tender, his hand still on your cheek. You eventually collect yourself enough to kiss back, your heart soaring. It was too early for a full blown make-out session though, so you both pulled away after a few moments.Â
Dalton felt way too smug with himself about it, very proud of his ability to be assertive for once, after almost two years of crushing on you. You, on the other hand, could only give him a shy smile and looked away.
âI did not know this was how this evening would goâŚâ You admit meekly, unable to meet his eyes after the kiss you shared.Â
âThat weâd seal the deal of you becoming Mrs. Dalton? Honestly, me neither, butâŚâ He shrugged, his hand going to your chin to force you to look at him, âCarpe diem.âÂ
He leaned in again, but this time almost full blown tackled you into yet another kiss. Albeit, it was much more passionate than the first time. You couldnât help but get lost in it, wrapping your arms over his shoulders, letting his hands into your hair to hold you in place.Â
Youâd have to find a way to thank Mr. Keating for this moment of carpe diem sometime, but you didnât have a chance to process the pondering on that at the moment.
It was the most magnificent moment.
âDalton- everyone is asking why you- oh!â
Pulling away with eyes wide and cheeks red, you look to the doorway to see someone who was equally as red-faced as his hair.
âDamn it, Cameron!â Charlie tossed his pillow at him, standing up to push his back out of the door, âWeâre having a moment in here, please!â
He closes the door behind him, looking back at you, you were still in complete shock over being caught.Â
âI think thatâs my queue to head home, Charlie.â You say sheepishly, chuckling in embarrassment as you get up and begin putting his coat back on. The sun could be seen as it was beginning to set outside the small dorm window anyways.Â
Charlieâs little heart almost stopped beating, he wished to spend more time with you after this new development of your relationship. And his want was a lot, with how clingy he already was. But you were right, Cameron had ruined the mood enough. He mentally cursed Cameron even more.
âFine.â He let out an exasperated sigh, but then quickly put on a satisfied smirk on his face, grabbing you by your sides, âBut weâll finish this another time, future wife.âÂ
That made you laugh, leaning up to give him a kiss on the cheek. Youâd done it once or twice before, and after the kisses of today, they still felt extra special.Â
âIâll see you later, Charlie.â Putting the hood of the coat on, you slipped out of his room ready to sneak your way back out of Wellton...the things you did for this boy.Â
Charlie was sure youâd taken his heart with you⌠and for once, he was happy his dad had already pre-approved of you as part of his future. Heâll take business school if it means heâll get to take care of you comfortably.
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âI went in- and they were all over eachother- andâŚ!â
Charlie Dalton was determined to strangle his roommate as he walked into the dormitory lounge.Â
âCameron.â He said through grit teeth as he walked up to the group. Apparently, Cameron was already spilling about what heâd seen in their dorm to the rest of their friends. Way to keep his business private.
Everyone was already teasing him about it, making smoochy noises, and holding him back from an expulsion waiting to happen.Â
âOh shut up Knox, like you donât want to make-out with that Chris girl.â The boys all laughed at this, Knox seemed to shut up real quick though (it was true).
âSo, what did happen with her Charlie?â Asked Neil, who patted him on the shoulder in a proud manner. He of all people had seen the development of this crush over the years.
âHehâŚâ Charlie couldnât help the smugness to come back, the feeling of her lips still lingered on his and it made him feel like a real man.
âWhat can I say boysâŚI siezed the day.â
The boys gave him sounds of cheer and pats on the back, impressed by him taking Mr. Keatingâs message so deeply into his heart.Â
âAre we still studying trig-?â
â-You donât get it, do you Cameron?â Charlie rolled his eyes.
Imagine seeing Michael in the hospital for the first time after the Pepsi accident and spending time reading to him as he recovers.
This one is based off of an imagine request by @fandomsarefamily1966 but when I began to write it, it was less about reading stories (as requested) and more about seeing him for the first time, but, I think it's beautiful this way, too đĽšÂ
Inspired by the events following the Pepsi accident - so there is mention of hospital and his burn but nothing graphic so it should be okay. Just letting you know!
I am also very tired and 100% know the tenses are not perfectly aligned throughout but that doesn't matter in a one-shot right lolol
Enjoy!
Michael had been injured - very badly. The worst he ever had been and the worst you had ever known of someone so far in your life. You cried when you were told he had been badly burned during the commercial shoot. You waited with his family in the waiting room for hours and hours, hoping for some sort of miracle or positive outcome. When the doctor finally arrived, he said Michael was in stable condition but there would be a long road to recovery ahead. You breathed out a shaky sigh of relief.
âHe does not want visitors yet,â The doctor said.Â
Two days later, you received a phone call from Michaelâs mother, Katherine. She tells you that he is in a lot of pain but he wants to see you.Â
âYou always know how to cheer him up. Could you come, please?â she asked.
âOf course, Mrs. Jackson,â you replied.
That night, you entered the hospital through a special door for visitors of those higher in status in the hospital. They checked you in and gave you a special badge and lanyard that you were to wear around your neck. You slipped it over your head carefully.
âHeâs in room 403,â the nurse said. You gulped and nodded. You turned to your left and walked down the darkened hall. As you approached his corridor, you saw Bill resting out front of his room. Your footsteps were quiet, but not quiet enough. Bill opened his eyes and sat up straight. When he saw you, he smiled.
âHey, (Y/N),â he said.Â
âHello,â You said with a rattled voice. Bill nodded.
âI know. This isâŚmessed up to say the least. That boy donât deserve thisâŚ,â he said. You shook your head.
âNo. He doesnât,â you say. Bill stood up.
âGo on ahead in. I know heâs been asking for you,â he said. You nod.Â
You hesitate for a moment as you approach the door. You grab the door handle. As you peered into the window of the door, your chest dropped into your stomach as you viewed the state Michael was in. You held your breath as you pushed the door open. You walked in and looked around the door. Michael seemed to be sleeping. You then closed the door behind you as you walked over towards the bed. You stood back a few feet as you looked down at him. The top-back portion of his head was wrapped in white bandages and he had an IV with pain medicine dripâŚdripâŚdripping down. You cover your mouth with your fingers as tears welled into your eyes.Â
âJesusâŚ,â you uttered. This was a bit louder than you anticipated as Michaelâs eyes opened. He blinked and moved very slowly. He sniffed as his eyes focused. Then - he saw you. A very small smile broke out on his face.
â(Y/N),â he said groggily.
âMichaelâŚoh, my fucking god,â you said.
âHeyâŚdonât cuss, please?â he asked.
âI am so sorry. I justâŚI have been worried sick. And seeing you like thisâŚohâŚ,â you wiped your eyes. You walked to the side of the bed near the guest chair. You looked down at him.
âWhat on earth are they giving you?â you asked as you looked at the IV.
âProbably morphine,â he mumbled. You exhaled softly. You didnât really like the sound of that. But you nodded and sat down on the chair next to him. He had enough strength to turn his body and look over at you.
âYou donât need to be here. I know itâs hard. But, I wanted to see you,â he said.
âDonât worry about me. Iâm here. Iâm always going to be here. I told you that before,â you say. Tears now welled in Michaelâs eyes. He sniffled and nodded.
Then, he reached his hand out for yours. You leaned over and took it gently.
âDo you need anything right now?â you ask.
âYes,â he said.
âCan youâŚcan you read me some stories?â he asked. Your heart nearly melted at the child-like nature of his question.
âOf course, honey,â you replied. You looked up and around, seeing a stack of books on the table in the corner. You stood up and walked over to it.
âWhat are you in the mood for?â you ask.
âAnything,â Michael said.
âHow about old reliable?â you ask, lifting up his beloved Peter Pan book. The corner of Michaelâs mouth turned into a smile. He nodded. You smiled in return and walked back over to the chair. You sat down, made sure he was ready, and then read him his all time favorite story. After you finished, you saw Michaelâs eyes were nearly closed again. You smiled faintly and stood up. You leaned over and kissed his forehead with a small peck as to not hurt his head.
âGet some rest,â you say.
âI will. And (Y/N)?â he asked in a sleepy tone.
âHmm?â you reply.
âStay the night? Please? I donât want to be alone,â he said, trying not to cry. You took his head gently and nodded.
âOf course. I will see you in the morning,â you say. You let go of his hand and walked back over to the chair. You put out the footrest and used your coat to cover your legs. You watched Michael sleep for a little while, checking his vitals on the screen before your eyes burned. You then closed your eyes and drifted off to sleep, keeping your promises to Michael.
what happens when your teasing gets kyle to the breaking point?
When you first announced that sex ban to Kyle, he thought he had it in the bag.
I mean, really, how hard could it be? Heâs not some type of animal. Only wild beasts would go berserk over the need for intercourse. Youâd put him in this position so that you could see how long itâd take before he broke, and that was further reason for him to stand his ground. He was a mature, adult man who could rein in his desires and go without for a while. Non-sexual intimacy should be enough.
Turns out those wild beasts might've been on to something.
Days 1-4 went by easily. Work and other responsibilities kept him distracted, and even though he couldnât fuck you, cuddles and kisses were still on the menu and he took great advantage of that. The only thing that reminded him there was a ban in place was having to actually wear the PJs he had in his dresser, instead of letting himself fall asleep in the nude after making love to you like he used to. Â
Maybe he couldâve kept a few more days of that peaceful scenario before the reality of it came crashing onto him, but a misplaced bragging comment on his part during a conversation about how youâd probably give up on the ban before he did dialed the difficulty up to eleven. That was the only way he could justify the amount of teasing that youâd decided to bring forth in the following days.
From Day 4 onwards, you appeared to have taken a liking to roaming the house in nothing but oversized T-shirts, giving him glimpses of your ass whenever you bent down and letting him know you werenât keen on panties these days, either. Those damn athletic skirts for the gym that always had him paying too much attention to your squats and too little to his own sets were equally back in fashion. All that while you also became more touchy-feely than usual -Â constantly pressing your body against his and tracing any exposed patch of his skin with your hands, whispering in his ear, keeping him close just enough for your scent to make his mind stop working for a second before youâd go do something else and heâd be left standing there with a hard-on that wouldnât go down and an itch in his palms from wanting to touch you back.
It was unfair and you both knew it. No matter how much Kyle tried to avoid or focus on something else, you were always there, the need for you swirling around him like a snake with its prey. The urge to call the whole thing off gnawed at his brain with every kiss of yours that landed just shy of his mouth, and he was using so much of his own energy in holding back from ravishing you that it left him incapable of doing much else out of life. No celebration on his part when he completed a whole week - he was a zombie amongst men, denied the peace your warmth provided.
Night 9 was when you brought out the big guns. And why he never made it to Day 10.
The sounds of your little moans attracted him like blood would a shark. Heâd expected you to already be asleep when he came home from hanging out with his work colleagues, considering you were deliberately depriving you both of what youâd want to do that late at night. He was stealthy as could be passing by the door of your shared bedroom, not wanting to make any sound lest you wake up - so there was no mistaking for anything else the soft sounds he heard, loud enough even through the door, exactly like one would if they either knew they were alone or wanted someone to be made aware of them.
Rational thought didnât even have time to grace his mind and give him the option of walking away to let you have your moment. The door was open in a millisecond, his eyes already wide in preparation of the view heâd catch.
And what a view. You were comfortably spread on the center of the bed over the covers, fully naked, legs bent and wide apart. The lamp turned on at the nightstand was your own personal spotlight, drawing attention to your full form in that dark room in the most erotic chiaroscuro imaginable. His cock was already twitching in his pants at the forbidden sight, almost warning him to walk away before heâd be too aroused to walk away smoothly from that, but there was no recovering the moment his gaze drifted to what was really happening between your legs.
You had both hands there. The fingers on your dominant one worked your clit steadily, your hips bucking towards it to give yourself further friction. The non-dominant hand was lower, holding the base of what could only be a toy and pumping it in and out of your cunt in slow movements. Kyle zeroed in on that, ignoring the trail of drool that was trickling down the side of his agape mouth, trying to gauge which one of your favorite toys was getting the luck he didnât have tonight.
The answer, in the form of a pale beige colored dildo with a vibrator inside of it, the deviceâs end peeking out from the middle of the silicone, made him freeze in shock.
He didnât have to look at the rest of it to know what it was. A true to size replica of his cock, homemade from a kit he bought and perfect down to every single vein.
One too many drinks could always lead a man to places he wouldnât go with a gun, and Kyle was no exception. Whatever it was that heâd discussed with his friends during game night at Kennyâs place he would never know. What he did vaguely remember was heading towards his computer after returning home, credit card in hand and an idea in his mind - but heâd hoped the idea wouldâve been tickets to Tahiti or something of that nature, instead of the much cheaper and much more risquĂŠ alternative that arrived at your house about a week later in an extremely discreet plain brown cardboard box.Â
Returning it and getting his money back was an option, but when you saw the thing and your eyes shone with excitement, he figured it would at least be a funny experience that you could joke about someday. You two followed the tutorial with some laughter throughout, had fun with it when it was done, then cleaned it and promptly chucked it somewhere Kyle didn't care to remember. Having the real thing constantly at your disposal meant you didn't really feel the need for a fake, or so he thought.
Except, he quickly realized, you didn't constantly have it at your disposal now.
When you took notice of his presence and lifted your head to look at him, it was damn near irritatingly calmly. The movement of your hands slowed, but it never stopped; and so, while your gaze was unwavering as it focused on his eyes, his own had to fight to not be distracted by the hypnotic motions happening between your legs. The ease of someone who had no shame at being caught.
You didnât recognize his arrival with words, and he was grateful for that: his knowledge of the English language had forsaken him, and the babbles he would have let out in lieu of it wouldâve dug him an even deeper grave. He approached the bed just as quietly as heâd walked to the bedroom just minutes earlier, which now felt like a whole lifetime ago, thatâs how intense the whirlwind he was thrown in at the situation was. Your gaze burned into him, following his every shift, but it was nothing compared to the blaze building in his lower abdomen.Â
In the short distance between the door and the bed, heâd already forgotten there was a sex ban in place to begin with. His hand reached toward your body while the mattress dipped under his weight, and he wasn't even expecting you to move, since in his fuzzy mind heâd be on top of you in an instant. As such, the slap you gave his wrist right in mid-air was like a bucket of ice water straight to his face, with the slow shake of your head only adding salt to a wound that had been bleeding on him for over a week.Â
Had Kyle been sound of mind, he wouldâve complained, and the sizzling in the back of his throat definitely told him he should do so. Have you hear how much of an asshole you were being. Yet, hypnotized as he still was by your naked form, all he could do was slowly stand back up, keeping as little distance as possible from the bed: a good puppy waiting for a command so that he could perform it and win a treat.
Said treat came in the form of you giving him a small smile before closing your eyes and lending your mind to the mist of pleasure again, your lips parting with small breaths coming through them - a hint of a smile curled them at the corners, carrying just enough wickedness to be excusable. The wetness of your cunt glistened with the lampâs light, yet it was in how it cried to his ears that true sensuality laid. Each squelch it made with the movement of your hands was a plea for him to take matters into his own, and each long second he spent watching made it more difficult to remain inactive. By now his pants felt absurdly tight, and he gave himself the excuse of âjust having to change anywayâ as he undid them, his very soul emitting a groan of relief when his erection was granted slightly more space as the buttons came undone.
That relief was momentary, though. Knowing that you were using a clone of his cock to get yourself off, maintaining him as the master of your pleasure, made him so hard he could burst. That piece of silicone modeled after him seemed to have a direct line to his own member, as every single movement of it inside you made him throb aggressively inside his boxers, memories of the sensation of your tight walls driving him batshit with the need to feel it again. Clenching around his full length, like it was probably doing to the cursed thing, milking everything that he had. It didnât help that you were vocal about it, either; those moans he adored were his personal torture as you let them out like he wasnât in the room at all, lost in your own little world.
âMmh⌠Oh God, yesâŚâ The breathy words ignored distance and reached him clearly, sincere desire in each syllable. âFuck, Kyle, just like that⌠Fuck me just like that.â
Oh, go to hell.
Thatâs when he understood. What you had wasnât the ease of someone who hadnât been caught. To be caught would imply there was no intention of him seeing what was happening. The moaning, the position, that specific dildo⌠It was all expertly designed to drive him fucking nuts.
With a loud growl, Kyle gave up pretending. Just observing and being âgratefulâ he could do so wasnât enough. His pants and boxers were pulled down so fast he couldâve ripped them, and there was another hiss when his cock sprang free, so angrily hard and sensitive even the bedroom air felt like a blessing when it hit him. More lewd, slick sounds joined the ones coming from between your legs - he wasted no time before wrapping a hand around himself, pumping at a vicious speed.
Your eyes met his again, drawn by the noise from his direction, and this time he held them steady. Youâd wanted to mess him up in the head? Well, you got it. Every muscle in his body carried the hunger heâd harbored inside, passing its heat along as you, too, became even more earnest in your touches upon seeing it. No smile anywhere to be found; what your face now had for him were parted lips and eyelids that, similarly to his, struggled to stay open, wanting to shut you off to the world and let delight take the reins.
The motions on your non-dominant hand picked up, trying to synchronize the thrusting of the dildo with the tempo of his own strokes, yet he was too out of it to make any smart remark as he figured how much of a pale imitation it was for the feeling of getting fucked that roughly by him. How your dainty fingers couldnât drive yourself mad with stimulation like his digits did. How the cloned dildo, perfect as it may be, would never throb and make you scream as it filled you up. And sure, his own fist was a poor replacement for your tight cunt too; but his imagination, the view of your desperate face and the whimpers of his name were doing an efficient job of filling in the blanks those last nine days had forced on his brain.
Feeling his balls drawing tight, he didnât bother delaying the inevitable. He roars once more as it crashes over him, continuing to jerk himself off along the throbbing onslaught of pleasure while thick ropes of cum splatter onto the carpet. A bitch to clean later, yet never has a thought been furthest from his mind. He remains entranced as you donât take too long to fall apart yourself, burning the image of it in his mind: the beige dildo being shoved as deep as itâd go into your cunt one final time as you cried out Kyleâs name and arched your back off the bed, bliss etched in all lines of your features. You collapse onto the bed afterwards, panting heavily, and he almost topples as well, held upright only by need⌠and fury.
That whole âbanâ, from the beginning, had been foul play. Bets were off.
When both your harsh breathings stabilized into something not quite natural but close enough, Kyle spoke first. The foggy distraction in your mind prevented it from noticing the dangerous undertone in his voice, mistaking it for lingering lust. â... Had your fun there, huh?âÂ
You grinned lazily, pleased with yourself in more ways than one. âMmm⌠YeahâŚâÂ
A blur pounced on top of you, and whatever complaint you had to voice at the emptiness you felt when he reached for the dildo between your legs and pulled it out died in a choked sound. Your lips instinctively wrapped around the large silicone sculpture that had been shoved between them, and Kyleâs fully darkened eyes briefly rolled back inside his head, nearly tasting your arousal on his own tongue as you came in contact with it instead.Â
His cock, the real deal this time, pressed against your thigh, coated in his pre and still hard - adding to the lascivious threat that was the hold he found on your wrists. Just as youâd kept him leashed from the lack of you, heâd get you bound to that need by having you feel him everywhere. No substitutes accepted.
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STILL GROWING UP NOW || a harry styles x you one shot.
word count:Â 13,016
content warning:Â underage drinking, vomiting, mentions of underage sexual activity, showering together, mentions of teen pregnancy, positive-sex talk
summary: you and harry were teen parents. now, you're finding yourselves having to deal with your own sixteen & fourteen year old, who's finding their own curiosities. you want to be trusting, but how much can trust be pushed until it becomes personal?
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Saturday mornings felt like such a different universe sometimes.
You would open your eyes to the sound of feet running down the hall, years ago. Excited feet that would lead down the steps to have breakfast, to spend time with one another, to get an adventure in on the day. These days, it was the sound of Harry singing softly to himself downstairs, a low hum over the faint sizzle of the skillet before either of the kids were awake.
You stretched in bed, catching sight of the sunlight spilling through the curtains, and you knew it was a bit later than usual for you. Your T-shirt had twisted in the nightâhis shirt, technically, soft from years of washes and still faintly smelling of his cologne which only made your heart clench at the nostalgia. You pulled it straight on your thighs, before you threw on a small pair of shorts, padding toward the stairs barefoot, hair in a loose knot.
Harry was at the stove in gym shorts that sat high on his thigh, and another worn band tee, spatula in hand as he whistled down at the fried egg that sizzled on the stove. His curls were messy, half-falling into his eyes as he flipped the egg.
The corner of his mouth lifted when he noticed you leaning against the doorway.
âWell, good morning to me, hm?â He murmured, eyes sliding down to where the hem of his shirt barely covered your thighs.
âMorning,â You replied, voice still rough from sleep as your eyes felt puffy and face felt cool from moving away from the blankets. You crossed the kitchen, your hand brushing his waist as you passed to get coffee. âHow long have you been up?â
âHour, maybe. Went for a quick jog and came back,â He said, placing the egg on the toasted bagel with cheese he had set up already for a sandwich. âWant something to eat?â
You grabbed a cup of warm coffee before sitting down at the kitchen island and glancing at him for a minute.
âMm, starving,â You tell him with a sneaky smirk, âThink you can whip up some pancakes?â
He took a bite of his bagel sandwich, still standing at the counter before he nodded to himself â almost as if he had really done something with the fried egg and cheese. âCan do, baby.â
It was just that easy between the two of you â Harry did everything that you asked, you reciprocated his needs, too. Everything between you was always so easy and so nurtured with a way to please one another. Between bites, Harry grabbed the bowl and pancake mix, adding in some chocolate chips and blueberries from the farmerâs market, and had a plate of pancakes ready before you could ask him twice.
It had always been that easy, which is why this had always worked. Harry was the kind of man who never had to be asked twice; he knew what he wanted, and what he wanted was you.
He grabbed you a plate, a fork, and a bottle of syrup before you placed a pancake on your plate.
âThank you, handsome,â you smirked back at him, before you started to hear the sounds of pair of feet thumping on the stairs towards the kitchen.
The soft creak of the upstairs hallway announced the first arrival. Sawyer appeared, shuffling in like a sleepwalker, one hand rubbing at his eyes, hair sticking up in every direction. He made a beeline for the fridge without so much as a âgood morningâ before pulling out the carton of orange juice and drinking straight from it.
âA glass, Sawyer,â you said automatically, not even looking up from your mug.
He sighed and poured some into a cup, then collapsed onto one of the stools at the island. âWhatâs for breakfast?â
Harry grabbed him a plate before sliding it over to him, âPancakes is what was made, but youâre welcome to anything else.â
Sawyer took a pancake, placing it on his plate before you watch him drown it in syrup. Your eyes meet Harryâs with a soft smile as he gives you one back.
Sawyer grinned at his plate, quick and lopsided; it was the kind of smile that made you think of the little boy who used to bring you flowers from the yard, roots and all.
He was your youngest; at fourteen, he was the one youâd both been a little more relaxed with after learning from every first-time-parent mistake youâd made with Scarlett. His hobbies including spending hours in his room teaching himself guitar from YouTube tutorials, and gaming, and could be fiercely loyal when it came to the people he loved. But he also had this knack for disappearing into his own world, quietly observing instead of jumping into the chaos.
There were many moments when you didnât seem to realize how great that quality was in a child, because he kept to himself most of the time. Youâd often wondered if that was a youngest-child thingâknowing when to fade into the background and when to speak up.
Youâd just topped off your coffee when the faint bass of music bled through the ceiling right above youâit was Scarlettâs way of signaling she was awake but on her own schedule.
It took another ten minutes for her to appear, each footstep down the stairs deliberate, like she wanted to make an entrance even in her own kitchen, even for her own family.
At sixteen, Scarlett carried herself like she already knew the world was watching, even if the audience was just her parents and younger brother. She was tall for her age, with Harryâs green eyes and your smile, her dark hair pulled up in a loose bun that looked effortless but probably took fifteen minutes to get just right. She had on black leggings and an oversized crewneck, but the neat flick of eyeliner and the clear gloss catching the morning light told you this wasnât a âjust rolled out of bedâ look.
She didnât say good morningâshe never did before sheâd had a few minutes to settle into the day, but she moved with the practiced grace of someone who knew exactly where everything was. Phone in one hand, she crossed the kitchen, opened the cabinet, grabbed a cereal bowl, and set it down without glancing up.
âMorning,â you offered up to her, watching her maneuver around the kitchen with her eyes glued to her device but still making her rounds with ease. Â
âHi,â she mumbled, sliding into a stool beside Sawyer and scrolling without looking up.
Harry grabbed the milk and box of Cinnamon Toast Crunch to place in front of her; they didnât have to speak, he just understood what she needed when she needed it. That had always been the case for their relationship, which made you smile.
The air smelled of coffee, pancakes, and the faint citrus of the juice Sawyer had been downing next to you, and Harry leaned back against the counter watching them with that quiet pride he sometimes tried to hide.
It wasnât until Scarlettâs phone buzzed againâher eyes lighting up just enoughâthat you caught the subtle shift. She was already planning something for later, and the way she avoided your gaze told you she didnât want you to ask.
The banter was easy between the four of you because it was familiar in the way that came from years of figuring out how to be parents while still figuring out who you were yourselves. There had been nights in those early years when you and Harry ate cereal for dinner because it was all you could afford, and mornings when you took turns napping because Scarlett wouldnât stop crying. Somehow, youâd made it through, and somehow you still loved one another more than anything in the world.
You slid off the stool at the island, wrapping your hands around your coffee mug as you moved to place your plate in the sink. Harry grabbed your waist on your trek to press a kiss to your temple, his fingers lingering against you in a way that made your cheeks warm.
Scarlett groaned at the interactionâof course, the one time she looked up from her phone. âCan you not? Itâs too early for you two being gross.â
Harry grinned at her over your head. âOne day, youâll understand, and then Iâll make gagging noises at you.â
âNot happening,â she said flatly, but her lips twitched like she was fighting a smile.
Breakfast held a few conversations that made your mothering heart whole; Sawyer started talking to Harry about a new game he wanted for his computerâsomething that Harry only tried to keep up with so that Sawyer felt comfortable talking about it, Scarlett was half-listening while firing off texts.
Scarlett got up from her seat before moving to open her bag that she had brought down with her, a bit casually and a bit nonchalant as if she didnât want you to askâand you knew that she didnât.
But that didnât stop you.
âGot plans today?â you asked casually, taking another sip of coffee.
She shrugged, eyes flicking away to keep the distance between you. âMaya and I are hanging out in a bit. Probably a movie night later.â
âMmm,â you hummed, filing away the way she avoided your gaze. âWhat movie? I havenât been to a movie in so long, I donât even know whatâs out.â
Your conversation bothered her as she rolled her eyes, âDonât know, momâI said probably, not definitely seeing a movie. We donât know yet.â
Harryâs gaze looked over to meet yours at her attitude, which made his lips tip up in a smirk. Â
It wasnât unusualâshe was sixteen, and secrets came with the territory. But something about the outfit peeking from the corner of her tote bag which included a short skirt you hadnât seen her wear before made you tuck the detail away in the back of your mind.
Scarlett wasnât reckless, but she had a streak of curiosity, a need to push at the edges of whatever box she found herself in. You remembered that feeling vividly from your own teenage years which was sometimes thrilling, sometimes it was dangerous.
Really, itâs how you ended up pregnant at seventeen, just a year older than Scarlett was now. It wasnât that you would have changed anything, because you would never change how everything worked out. You lived in a beautiful home, had a stable job, had a husband that adored you, and two kids who grew up to be significantly enjoyable human beings in society.
There was nothing wrong about how everything turned out, but it made you weary to know that Scarlett had the same level of danger and thrill that you and Harry had when you were making out in the back cab of his â90 Ford 150 in the parking lot of your school.
The phone in her hand buzzed once, and though her expression barely changed, you caught the quick light in her eyes before she smoothed it over. Whoever it was, it mattered to her, and the way she tilted the screen away from view with almost an adverse reaction, told you she didnât want you to ask.
Harry caught your eye as she headed upstairs to grab a jacket. That silent, wordless exchange youâd perfected over the years passed between you: We were sixteen once. We know what that skirtâs for.
_____
A few hours had passed from the morning breakfast routine. This was the kind of calm and ease that life had started to become recently, especially since the kids had grown up; it was the kind you almost didnât notice until you realized how peaceful everything felt.
Scarlett had breezed out earlier in the afternoon with a casual, âGoing to Mayaâs!â and a wave from the front door, not waiting for you to say goodbye before she vanished down the street. You and Harry had exchanged a glance but let her go. There hadnât been a reason to not let her goâshe hadnât given you one yet, which made it that much tougher not to trust her.
She was smart and capable and you would hope that she would ask for help if she needed it, but you just hoped that she never needed help.
By six, the evening light was soft outside in the cloudless late September sky which still felt warm, spilling across the backyard. Harry stood at the grill in bare feet and a faded Springsteen T-shirt, flipping burgers with one hand and nursing a beer with the other. Sawyer sat at the patio table with his guitar on his lap, a spiral notebook open in front of him, his pencil tapping against the page in thought.
You were stretched out on the cushioned chaise with a paperback, though youâd read the same paragraph three times without taking in a word. The warm air carried the faint scent of cut grass, and the low hum of crickets had started in the hedges. Somewhere a neighborâs dog barked; it felt like the suburbs, but it felt heavenly, in some way.
Harry glanced over his shoulder more than once, not subtle about the way his eyes slid from your face to the bare stretch of your legs under the loose hem of your sundress.
âYouâre not reading,â he said finally, spatula in hand as he gave you that stupid smirk.
You smirked, keeping your eyes on the page. âI am.â
âYouâre pretending to,â he countered, coming over to set the platter of burgers on the table. He bent, kissed the curve of your cheek, his hand brushing the inside of your knee for just a second longer than necessary, then went back inside for the condiments like nothing happened.
When he returned, Sawyer was bent over his notebook again, strumming a few hesitant chords before stopping to scribble something. Harry dropped into the chair across from him.
âWhatcha working on, mate?â he asked, reaching for the ketchup.
Sawyer shrugged, shaking his head as he stared at his notebook. âJust⌠something, dunno. Iâve been messing with this progression, but it sounds kinda like every other song Iâve heard.â
Harry leaned forward, nodding toward the guitar. âPlay it.â
Sawyer gave him a wary look, but did as he was told. The melody was simple but sweet, a little halted in places as Sawyer tried to identify where he wanted to take it next.
âThatâs not bad,â Harry said after a moment. âYou just need a change-up in the bridge. Something unexpected so people donât get bored.â
âLike what?â
âLike⌠go minor for a few bars, or throw in a chord theyâre not expecting. Musicâs all about giving people what they think they want, then sneaking in something they didnât know they needed.â He gave a crooked grin, moving to stand up before Sawyer huffed a bit in thought.
When the burgers were plated and everyone had a drink, the conversation stayed lightâSawyer talking about a new band heâd discovered, Harry telling a ridiculous story about a customer whoâd tried to return a hammer in front of him at the hardware store today âbecause it made a funny sound,â you laughing so hard you nearly choked on your fries.
But as Harry started clearing the plates, you decided to take your chance with Sawyer to test the waters on what kind of information he had.
âSo,â you said casually to Sawyer as you both stayed seated in your patio chairs, âdo you know what Scarlett was doing tonight?â
He didnât look up from where he was stacking dishes, his voice perfectly neutral. âShe said she was at Mayaâs, I guess.â
âMhm. And you believe her?â
Sawyer finally glanced up, meeting your eyes for half a second before looking away. âI donât get in her business; she doesnât get in mine.â
Harry arched a brow at him but didnât push. You knew that toneâSawyer wasnât lying exactly, but he wasnât going to offer up anything more either.
For Scarlettâs sake, his loyalty was absolute. You let it go, even though you felt that quiet prickle of unease in your stomach.
____
After dinner, everyone had moved to do their own things. Sawyer had decided to retreat to his room to continue to play his games with his friends, while you and Harry decided to open a bottle of wine and to watch a movie.
It had been a while since you two had been intimate togetherânights like these were easy ad felt like it was just the two of you when both kids were self-sufficient.
It was around 10 when Sawyer had been sprawled on his bed for the past hour, his gaming headset crooked over one ear while he absently clicked through a menu screen that heâd stopped paying attention to as he heard his friends on the other end. The lamp on his desk cast a small pool of light across the open notebook there, the one where heâd been working on chord progressions earlier.
He was half-thinking about picking up the guitar again instead when his phone buzzed against his thigh. His eyes glared at the message that had come across his screen, seeing who it was from.
Scarlett: can you come get me?
He frowned, sitting up before he let his fingers run across the screen.
Sawyer: Arenât you just down at Mayaâs?
Maya only lived down the street from them, which allowed Scarlett to walk there quite frequently, and vice versa. Three dots appeared, then disappeared, then came back again as he waited for his sisterâs reply.
Scarlett: no... at a party. donât tell mom nd dad. pls
Scarlett: i donât feel good ad im sad. please S.
A weird weight settled in his chest. Scarlett wasnât the type to admit she didnât feel good, not unless she meant it. But the donât tell Mom and Dad was the catch. They had an unspoken agreement as siblingsâdonât rat unless itâs absolutely necessary. Sheâd covered for him plenty of times, and he knew that the same would go for her.
He set the phone down, staring at the wall for a long moment, trying to decide if this counted as ânecessary.â She hadnât said she was in danger, just that she didnât feel goodâbut she was also sad? But⌠why was she texting him instead of Maya? Or an Uber?
He picked the phone back up with an annoyed sigh, typing and deleting twice.
Sawyer: Where is it?
The reply came with a dropped pin. Sawyer zoomed in on the map; it was a neighborhood he didnât know well, it wasnât far away, but it was far enough that he couldnât walk there on his own to get her. Especially if she wasnât able to make it back herself.
Sawyer: are you drunk?
He waited a few minutes, seeing her typing in the message before he received her reply.
Scarlett: yea. room spinning nd im just outside. leo left with his friends nd didnât stay. said he was coming back but then h left
He shoved a hand through his hair. If he went himself, how was he even supposed to get her home? He didnât drive, and he wasnât about to call one of his friendsâ parents to chauffeur them from a party.
Sawyer: why canât you get a ride?
Sawyer leaned back against his headboard, running a hand through his hair. He knew about Leoâthe boy Scarlett had been texting nonstop for the past month, the one she claimed was just a friend when Sawyer caught her smiling at her phone. He also knew there was no way their parents knewâhis dad wouldâve had an aneurysm by now if he did. Especially if he knew the kind of kid Leo actually was.
Swayer typed another message on his phone: whoâs there with you?
The reply from Scarlett came fast, like she was hanging onto every text that came in.
Scarlett: idk. donât rly know them that well. i don't know anyone here. all older than me, cept maya
That made the knot in his stomach twist tighter. This wasnât Scarlettâs usual crowdâthe parties at Mayaâs were usually just a handful of girls whoâd been in and out of their house since middle school. This was differentâthis was older, and he knew was probably more Leoâs idea than anything.
He didnât reply, but felt another text come in.
Scarlett: thatâs why I texted you. please dont tell mom and dad
He stared at the words, knowing she was asking him to keep her secret like they always had for each other. But the image of her alone at some strangerâs house, tipsy and without a ride, kept flashing in his mind.
The knot in his stomach tightened as he thought about the way sheâd looked this morningâsmirking, brushing off questions. Something about it had already felt off and he knew that she didnât do this kind of stuff often. She hung out with people she wasnât supposed to hang out with, but she didnât just lie about where she was.
With a muttered curse and roll of his eye, he swung his legs off the bed and padded downstairs. If she hated him for this, he knew sheâd get over it⌠eventually, at least.
Downstairs in the living room, the soft flicker of the TV had been cascaded on the walls, the glass of red wine in your hand catching the light every so often when you moved. You were curled into the couch, with a throw blanket over your lap, your legs stretched over Harryâs lap. His bare feet were propped on the coffee table next to the empty popcorn bowl, one arm slung lazily along the backrest behind you.
The movie playing was halfway decent, but it wasnât really holding either of your attention. Your focus drifted between the warmth of the wine in your chest and the low, familiar cadence of Harryâs voice as he told you about his business trip next week.
âSo, Wednesday nightâs just the welcome dinner,â he was saying, his eyes fixed on you rather than the screen. âThursdayâs all meetings and panels. Probably just gonna stay the night again instead of driving home lateââ
You gave him a look over the rim of your glass. âAre you going to be networking, or are you just avoiding the four-hour drive?â
He grinned back at you, knowing he was guilty of both ends of that. âBit of both, really. Donât want to get stuck in rush hour. BesidesâŚâ He shifted closer, his palm grazing your knee under the blanket like he had done a million times. âIf Iâm gone Thursday night, Iâve got all the more reason to make the most of⌠tonight?â
You laughed softly, shaking your head as you set your glass down on the table next to you. âYouâre terrible.â
âNo, baby, Iâm hopeful,â he corrected, leaning in enough that you caught the faint scent of the cedar soap he liked which kind of drove you wildâbut youâd never tell him that outright.
His thumb traced slow circles on your knee, his other hand draped casually but deliberately behind you. He had that lookâthe one he always got when the house was quiet, the kids were out, and his mind started working in a very specific direction which practically pushed you both into your locked bedroom.
You were just leaning toward him when the sound of footsteps came from the stairs. At first you thought it was Sawyer heading to the kitchen for a snack, until you realized the steps didnât pass through the hall toward the fridge. They stopped, hesitated, and then turned toward the living room instead.
Harry sat back slightly as Sawyer appeared in the doorway, holding his phone like it was something he didnât want to be responsible for. He looked a bit panicked, so your mind tried to stay calm, but you could see the bit of hesitation in his face.
âNeed something, bud?â you asked, straightening up as you watched Harry turn his head too.
He hovered there by the archway frame from the kitchen to the living room for a moment, eyes darting between the two of you. âUh⌠no, but⌠Scarlett just texted me.â
Harryâs brow furrowed, his hand dropping from your knee as you could feel his body bristle against you. âEverything okay?â
Sawyer nodded once, then shifted awkwardly. âI meanâI donât know.â
That prickle of unease moved through you instantly; both of you kept a distinct eye on him, which you know made his start to retreat, but you quietly refrained from pushing a question and rather just asked, âWhat do you mean?â
Sawyer looked down at his phone, thumb worrying the edge of the case. âShe said sheâs at a party and she⌠she wants to come home. She didnât want to text you guys âcause she thought youâd be mad.â
Harry set his wine glass on the table, in his face giving way to a sharper focus. âIs she okay?â
Sawyerâs shoulders lifted in a small, helpless shrug. âShe didnât say. Just that she needs help and wants to come homeâI mean, she wanted me to come get her, but⌠but I canât.â
You could see the war in himâloyalty to his sister on one side, guilt and worry on the other. The same look heâd had when he was little and knew heâd have to tell on a friend for something dangerous.
âCan we see the texts, bud?â Harry said quietly, encouraging him.
Sawyer hesitated but handed the phone over to his dad. The screen lit with Scarlettâs messages, the last one reading: donât tell mom and dad.
Harryâs jaw tightened as his eyes moved through the texts between Sawyer and his sister, but before he could speak, Sawyer added, âShe⌠she said sheâs kind of drunk. And that Leo was supposed to bring her home, but he left early, I guess.â
The name hit you like a second jolt. You knew enough from Scarlettâs tight-lipped smiles and Sawyerâs occasional teasing that Leo was someone she liked, maybe more than liked, but sheâd never mentioned him to you or Harry.
Harry glanced up sharply, at Sawyer first and then at you. âLeo?â
Sawyer shifted, shoving his hands into the front pocket of his hoodie. âYeah. Sheâs been talking to him for a while. I didnât think it was⌠I didnât think heâd leave her thereâI mean, I never met him or anything, but⌠I donât know. I think heâs older.â
The silence stretched between you and Harry for a beat, both of you absorbing that extra layer of the situation.
Harry was already on his feet, sliding his keys from the hook by the door.
âSend me that address,â he told Sawyer. His tone was calm, but you knew that calmâthe kind that sat on top of something simmering hot. You knew that he was very good at keeping his cool, especially in times of panic.
âYou did the right thing telling us,â you said finally to Sawyer, your voice gentler than you felt. âI know it may not feel that way, but it is.â
Sawyer sank onto the arm of the couch, biting the inside of his lip as he shook his head. He looked nervous, and you put your arm around his shoulder to comfort him. âSheâs gonna kill me for telling you.â
âSheâll get over it,â you say to him, shaking your head and knowing how his sister would react... he wasn't too far off, but you just needed to reassure him. âBetter sheâs mad and safe, than the opposite.â
Harry was throwing his sneakers on, before you and Sawyer walked to the door to where he was standing.
âIâll go with you,â you offered, moving towards putting some flip-flops on to leave the house.
He shook his head, his eyes briefly meeting yours; you saw the anger that harbored in his eyes, but also the hurt of knowing that Scarlett had lied. There were only a few things in the world that got under Harryâs nailsâlying was one of them.
âIf sheâs drunk or upset, she might not want both of us there right away, and I just want to get her in the car. So, Iâll get her. You stay here in case she texts again.â
You nodded, even as your heart hammered between your ribs as you crossed your arms, standing and watching as Harry moved out walked out into the night, cursing under his breath as he closed the door behind him.
The address Sawyer had forwarded lit up on the screen of Harryâs phone, glowing in the cupholder as he drove. He knew the neighborhood â rows of modest single-story houses that all looked too quiet from the outside to be hiding a hundred teenagers and a few gallons of cheap liquor.
The closer he got, the heavier his chest felt. Heâd never been able to turn off that part of his brain that ran every possible scenario when it came to his kids. It was worse with Scarlettânot only because she was the first born, but because she was his first and only girl. He didnât like hearing that boys were involved, he didnât like hearing that bad boys were involved. It made his stomach turn at what could have possibly been so bad she would want someone to pick her up.
He turned onto the street, and the house came into view immediately with light spilling from every window, bass thumping so hard he could feel it in the steering wheel, kids clustered in groups on the lawn and the driveway. He noticed that there were red cups everywhereâalong the lawn, the porch, the stoop. He pulled to the curb on the opposite side of the road, a bit away from the direct scene before he cut the engine and got out.
The air smelled like beer and something sharper. A couple of boys in backwards caps gave him a once-over but didnât say anything when they caught the look on his face. He wasnât really sure where he was to find Scarlett, he hadnât thought of it that far. But when his eyes crossed along the front porch, he saw herâin the short skirt and jacket that that she taken in the tote bag hours earlier.
Scarlett was sitting on the porch steps with her shoulders hunched, her hair falling forward to hide her face. Next to her, Maya was talking in low, hurried bursts, glancing toward the yard like she was worried someone would overhear what she had been talking about.
Harry started up the concrete walkway, hands in his jacket pockets before his eyes fixed on Scarlett, but it was Maya who noticed him first. She froze almost instantly when she recognized who it was, her mouth parting slightly.
âMr. Styles,â she said, voice slurring just enough to tell him sheâd had a few herself. âUhââ
Harryâs gaze flicked from her to Scarlett. She looked up at the sound of his voice when he said, âScarlett.â
Her eyes were glassy, cheeks blotchy from crying. She swiped at her face quickly, as if she could erase the evidence before he got any closer. âDadââ
A girl from the porch turned her head quickly, "That's your dad? Holy shit."
Harry raised his brows at Scarlett and Maya as they looked back at the small group of girls holding solo cups.
Scarlett looked mortified.
âLetâs go,â he said gently, not trusting himself to say anything more. He offered his hand, watching her watch it. He could tell that she was dealing with inner turmoil of not only having her father rescue her, but whether or not she should accept.
Maya shifted uncomfortably on the step, her words slurring as she spoke. âI⌠sheâs okay, I promise. We were justââ
Harry turned his attention fully to her now, noticing the faint sway in her posture as she began to try and stand up on the wooden steps. âYouâve been drinking too?â
Maya winced at his question, shaking her head before she found herself fully giving in. âLike⌠just a few.â
He exhaled slowly through his nose, trying his best to bite his tongue. âGet in the car. Iâll take you home.â
Maya blinked, clearly not expecting that. âI donâtââ
âYouâre not staying here like this,â Harry said, his tone brooking no argument for either of them. âCome on.â
Scarlett stood, arms still crossed over her chest and followed him down the walkway; Maya trailed behind them both reluctantly. Harry opened the back door for her, then guided Scarlett into the passenger seat before getting behind the wheel.
The drive was quiet at first, just the hum of the tires on the asphalt as Harry maneuvered through the neighborhoods, back to your street. He kept his eyes on the road, but his awareness stretched to the seat beside him when heâd stop at red lights. She was slouched against the window, breathing unevenly, still sniffling now and then.
âScarlett,â he said finally, his voice low against the even lower sound of the 90s Rock that played on the radio, âhow much have you had?â
Her answer was a half-shrug, eyes fixed on the blur of streetlights with the glassiness that reminded him of the room spinning. âDunno. Not a lot.â
He tightened his grip on the wheel. âYouâre drunk.â
âI said I dunno.â
Mayaâs voice piped up from the back, soft, âWe just had a couple drinksâhonestly, it wasnât that much.â
Harry didnât answer or respond to that, just took in a deep breath and let it out slowly to stop his heart from beating too rapidly.
When they reached Mayaâs house, he heard Mayaâs quiet thank you before she got out of the car and made her way up the front porch; he waited until she was inside before pulling away.
Now it was just him and Scarlett in the car together, the silence was almost thick enough to hum in his ears.
Harry could hear the faint tick of the turn signal as they waited at a light, the distant echo of bass still ringing in his head from the party; he knew it was ringing worse in her ears. Scarlett sat turned toward the window with her arms crossed, like the world out there would save her.
âYouâve been crying,â he said at last, softer than before.
Her laugh came short and brittle, like it hurt to force it outâthere was an odd bitterness to it like Harry hadnât heard from her before, âSo? You gonna ground me for that too?â
âDonât speak to me like that, Scarlett,â Harry swallowed down the first sharp retort that came to mind. âI want to know why youâre crying.â
She shifted in her seat, curling in on herself as she started to think about the situation again; a few more tears fell against her cheeks.
âLeo was supposed to bring me home. He said he had to leave early, so I-I just thought heâd take me. And then⌠heâs just gone.â She shook her head, the movement quick and frustrated. âI donât even know half the people thereâthey were all older than me. Everyoneâs drunk, the musicâs so loud you canât even hear yourself think. AndâAnd itâs not fun. Itâs not like in movies o-or anything. Itâs just⌠stupid.â
Her voice cracked on the last word. She swiped her palm at her cheeks again, this time more out of irritation than shame. âI thought he liked me, you know? I thought he was gonna⌠I donât know. Make sure I was okay afterwards, b-but he just left. Didnât even text.â
The sound of her breaking down made his heart rip into shreds, but he knew that he had to keep the façade up to ensure that she knew that she was in trouble, too. Harry didnât want to ask any pressing questions, but he knew what she was referring to and he could feel the rage boiling through his veins. But hearing her cry only made him bristle to the point of his hands aching from holding on the steering wheel so tight.
âI-I justâI donât know,â She bit her lip, âI thought it would be different.â
Harry felt something coil tight in his chest â the same combination of rage and helplessness heâd only ever felt when someone hurt one of his kids. He pulled into the driveway, easing the truck into park but not shutting it off yet.
When he turned toward her and could get a good look, the dashboard light caught the side of her neck⌠and thatâs when he saw it. A dark mark, half-hidden by her hair. It didnât take a genius to know what it was. His stomach dropped, then twisted into something hot.
âScarlett,â he said, trying to keep his voice even, âdid heâ? Did you⌠with him?â
Watching her turn towards him, he caught sight of her eyes that were red and looked dry from crying; even worse, he saw the little girl he loved so dearly, but so hurt. Her eyes went wide for a split second before she looked away sharply. âDonât. I donât want to talk about it.â
Harry gripped the steering wheel for a moment, trying to keep from saying something heâd regret. He had to remind himself she was sixteen, drunk, and already hurting. But the sight of that bruise made his skin crawl.
âFuck, Scar,â A soft curse came out of his mouth as he shook his head. He leaned his head against the headrest before he shut his eyes. âI donât even know what you say to you right now because Iâm so angry and so disappointed,â He paused for a moment. âYouâre sixteen,â he said finally, quieter but with a steel edge. âNo one gets to leave you like that. No one. Not a friend, not a boyfriend, not anyone.â
She gave a harsh sniff, still looking out the window. âYeah, well⌠guess I was wrong about him.â
He reached over, brushing her hair back from her face like he had when she was small, though now it was partly to see her eyes, partly to hide that mark from the world a little longer. âWeâll talk more tomorrow. But you did the right thing asking to come home.â
Her mouth wobbled, and she gave a small nod.
When they stepped inside, you were already waiting at the bottom of the stairs. Your eyes scanned over Harry and Scarlett, not sure which to look at first. You could see Harryâs eyes had a disappointment, but a relief that she was walking through the doors at all. One look at Scarlett told you all that you needed to know: pale, glassy-eyed, shoulders drawn tight.
You reached for her hand without asking questions, just murmuring, âCome on, sweetheart,â and started toward the stairs.
Scarlett didnât say anything â just let you take her hand and guide her up to bed.
Halfway to her room, Scarlett stopped short and mumbled back with some sadness laced to her voice, âI think Iâm gonna be sick.â
You pivoted instantly, steering her into the bathroom instead. She sank to her knees by the toilet, her hair falling forward until you gathered it in one hand and held it back for her. She coughed and retched, pausing to breathe as you heard her crying through it, and your other hand rubbed slow circles between her shoulder blades.
A small, sad smile, just out of recognition of the situation, crossed your face as you pet her head and shushed her, âSweetie, youâre going to be okay.â
When she was finally slumped back against the wall, you dampened a washcloth under cool water and pressed it gently to her forehead. Her eyes were practically shut as she laid against the cool wall.
âBetter?â you asked quietly, tucking some hair behind your ear as you tried your best to help her up.
She nodded, weakly, her voice rasping as she spoke. âSorry.â
You shook your head, looking at her covered in dark eye makeup and tear-stained cheeks, âNo apologies. Letâs get you cleaned up.â
You helped her into her room, easing her out of her smoky, wrinkled clothes and into an old pair of soft pajamas. She was half-asleep on her feet by the time you guided her under the blankets. You brought the trashcan from her bathroom to sit next to the bed but also sat a glass of water and a small plate of crackers on the nightstand, then crouched to press a kiss to her hairline.
âDrink if you wake up thirsty,â you whispered against her.
By the time you stepped out, closing the door softly behind you, Harry was waiting in the hallway. He was standing in the dim hallway but didnât ask you how she was or if everything had been okayâhe knew that it hadnât been.
His hands were buried in his pockets, but it didnât stop the restless energy running through him. The sight of that hickey replayed in his head, sharper each time. She was still his little girl in so many ways, but the night had made one thing painfully clear: she was stepping into a world he couldnât shield her from completely, no matter how much he wanted to.
And that thought cut deeper than he wanted to admit.
âLetâs go downstairs,â you say to him softly, reaching to grab his forearm before he nods and melts into your touch.
In the kitchen, the quiet felt thick but not entirely uncomfortable; it was like he just needed that peace for a moment. Almost immediately, Harry pulled a quart of ice cream from the freezer and grabbed two spoons, dropping into the chair beside you at the island. The cold carton sat between you before he opened the lid roughly and dove straight in.
For a while, neither of you spoke; you realized that you hadnât even heard what had really happened, you were just waiting for Harry to give you the version youâd need to parent on tomorrow. You passed the ice cream back and forth, the hum of the refrigerator the only sound. It was the kind of silence that meant you were both still turning the night over in your heads.
Finally, Harry sighed, his spoon clinking against the side of the carton. âShe was sitting outside with Maya when I got there. Maya was drunk, too. I took her home first.â
You stayed quiet, letting him unspool it at his own pace. You knew that Maya was her best friend, and while you knew Maya to be a good girl, you felt almost motherly towards her, as well.
âSheâd been crying when I got there. Said Leo was supposed to bring her home but left early. Didnât come back.â His voice was calm, but you could hear the grit underneath. âShe told me it wasnât fun â that she didnât know half the people there. AndâŚâ He hesitated, jaw tightening as he let the ice cream melt in his mouth, trying to talk through it. âShe had a fucking hickey.â
You exhaled slowly, meeting his eyes. âHarry⌠sheâs sixteen. We were that age once, remember? DoingâŚ,â You took in a deep breath as you shook your head with a bit of self-realization, âExactly the same things weâre terrified sheâs doing.â
His mouth tugged into a humorless half-smile. âI was mature, though.â
You arched a brow as you let out a soft, quiet scoff. âOh, please. I clearly remember being sixteen, you seventeen, and we were doing it in the back of your truck behind the football field after your band practice. And look how that turned out â nine months later. â
That got the smallest huff of laughter out of him, though it was tinged with exasperation. âYeah, but we were mature.â
âWe thought we were,â You leaned in a little. âSheâs just giving it back to us ten-fold, H. Sheâs got your charm and my stubbornness. It was bound to happen, and sheâs going to make mistakes.â
There was a moment that you hadnât prepared for, a pinkness lined his nose as he stared at the ice cream carton and tried to almost push away the emotion that built up in him. You didnât see that often, but his eyebrows were knit before he spoke again, âIâI donât know, I just didnât expect⌠like she just sounded⌠hurt.â
The last word seemed to sit heavy on his tongue, as if saying it out loud made it more real.
You let your hand slide over his, your thumb brushing the back of his knuckles.
âShe was hurt,â you told him gently, âSomeone she liked let her down. And sheâs sixteen, so thatâs going to feel like the end of the world because it is, in her world. Shame and embarrassment are all apart of this, too.â
His jaw shifted a little bit, eyes still fixed on the melting ice cream that sat on the spoon. âI hate that I canât fix that. I hate that sheâs got to learn it like this â sitting on some strangerâs porch, mascara running, smelling like beer. Thatâs not⌠I donât want that for her.â
âI know,â you say back to him. âAnd you canât stop every bad night. But you can be the one who shows up when it happens. Tonight, thatâs what you did.â
He finally looked at you then, eyes a little glassy, and for a moment he wasnât Harry the dad or Harry your husband â he was that seventeen-year-old boy again that you fell so deeply in love with, still figuring out how to protect the people he loved. âFeels like itâs not enough.â
âIt is enough,â you said firmly, giving his hand one more squeeze. âItâs what sheâll remember. You showed upâthe most important man in her life right now showed up for her.â
Harry let out a slow breath, his thumb absently brushing over your wrist before he reached for another spoonful of ice cream. You sat there in the quiet, finishing the ice cream, knowing the real conversation with Scarlett was waiting for you in the morning.
But for now, the silence, the warm of his hand in yoursâthat felt enough.
_____
This Sunday in the Styles house felt much different. The usual weekend clatter â the sound of Harry at the stove, the faint guitar from Sawyerâs room, you move through the kitchen with coffee and chatter about the upcoming week â was replaced by a silence that felt too careful, too deliberate.
Scarlett hadnât come downstairs yet, but you could hear the occasional creak of the floorboards above your head, the slow shuffle of feet as she moved around her room. She was awake, but you doubted she felt like facing anyone. But it was good to know that she lasted through the night.
Harry was at the kitchen table, not cooking this time, just nursing a mug of black coffee. His face was unreadable; his eyes fixed on some point outside the window over your shoulder. Every now and then heâd tap his fingers against the side of the mug, but he didnât say much. You knew that look â the quiet before he decided exactly how he was going to say what needed to be said.
Sawyer wandered in first, hair sticking up in the back, still in his T-shirt and sweats. He stopped in the doorway like he was checking the temperature of the room before stepping insideâlike he was checking to see if Scarlett was down there yet.
âMorning,â you said softly, trying to keep it normal.
âMorning,â he mumbled, heading straight for the fridge. He pulled out the juice carton, caught Harryâs glance, and muttered, âGlass, I know,â before getting one from the cupboard.
He poured, sat at the far end of the table, and started drinking. You could see him sneaking glances toward the stairs, his foot tapping under the table. Heâd been loyal to Scarlett last night, right up until heâd decided she needed help, and now he looked like a kid waiting for the fallout.
It was nearly ten when Scarlett finally appeared. She took the steps slowly, holding the railing like it was the only thing keeping her upright. She was pale, her hair pulled back haphazardly, dressed in an oversized hoodie and pajama pants. The faint shadows under her eyes told the whole story of the night prior.
She paused in the kitchen doorway when she saw all three of you there. Her gaze flicked to Sawyer, then to you, then to Harry â and lingered there for a moment. He didnât say anything right away, just raised his mug slightly in acknowledgment.
You moved toward the counter, giving her a small smile, keeping everything normal, still. âMorning, Scar. Thereâs water on the counter and some toast if you want it.â
She shuffled in, took the glass, and sat at the table across from Sawyer. He kept his eyes on his juice, but you saw the way his shoulders shifted like he was bracing for something.
The air was thick with anticipation â no one quite wanting to be the first to start, but all of you knowing it was coming. After the three of them were at the table, you found yourself moving yourself to the table, as well.
Harry finally set his mug down with a soft clink. âAlright,â he said, his voice even but firm, âletâs talk about last night, shall we?â
Scarlett took a sip of water; eyes fixed on the glass in her hands. âThereâs nothing to talk about.â
Sawyer shifted in his chair. You caught his eye and gave him the smallest shake of your head â not now.
âOh, thereâs a lot to talk about,â Harry said, leaning forward, forearms on the table. âStarting with the fact that you werenât where you said youâd be, and you were drunk, and you had no way to get home.â
Scarlett winced at the word drunk, her free hand curling into the sleeve of her hoodie as she pulled herself into the chair. âI wasnât that bad.â
âYou were bad enough to text your brother instead of us,â Harry replied quickly, annoyed that she would even say something along those lines. âBad enough that I had to come pick you up from a party with people you didnât even know.â
She pressed her lips together, and you could see the tension in her jaw. âI didnât ask you to come get me, you know.â
You stepped in before it could escalate too quickly; you already felt the heat coming off of Harry at her disgruntled words. âScarlett, this isnât about grounding you for going out. Itâs about making sure youâre safe. Last night, you werenât, and that makes us not be able to trust you the way we want to be able to.â
Her eyes flicked to you, softer for a moment, but she didnât speak. Harry sat back slightly, giving her room to answer.
Scarlett stared at the table, idly running her finger along the rim of the glass. âI told you â I wasnât that bad. I just⌠I didnât feel good and wanted to go home.â
Harryâs voice stayed calm, but there was an edge to it now as he stared across the table at her. âAnd why didnât you have a ride?â
She shrugged, her hair falling forward to hide her face. âIâI did, but he,â She paused for a moment, âHeâuh, Leo, he left.â
The name landed in the middle of the table like a dropped coin. You didnât miss the way Harryâs jaw twitched.
Harry said, leaning forward again, almost like in an interrogation room. It's a game of tennis between them. âWho is Leo?â
Scarlettâs eyes snapped up to his, shrugging quickly at his questioning. âJust a guy.â
âA guy youâve been seeing?â Harry pushed, shrugging as it to mimic her nonchalance, âJust a random man you met on the street?â
âIâI mean,â She bit the inside of her cheek, diverting her eyes away from him, âIâHeâs a guy I know.â
Sawyer shifted in his seat, eyes darting between them. âHeâs also been here.â
âWhat the fuck, Sawyer?â Scarlett cut in sharply, glaring at him, but you could tell that Sawyer found his way to let the information slip without getting too much in trouble.
âLanguage,â you turn to her quietly, shaking your head almost to just keep the peace, âAnd weâre a family who is honest, we donât lie for one another.â
Harry looked at Sawyer, practically ignoring you before he questions his son instead with a disbelief that made his voice raise just a bit louder, âHeâs been here? When?â
âUh, over the summer.â Sawyerâs foot tapped under the table, his shoulders curling in as he stared at the table, âHe snuck in one night... I mean, one night that I saw, I guess.â
Your eyes shut for a momentâyou didnât even know if you could look at Harry with the information presented before you feel the table shift as he leans forward.
Harryâs brows shot up, his tone turning sharper. âHe snuck in?â
Scarlettâs glare darted back to Sawyer, with a death sentence written all over it. âWhy the fuck would you say that?â
âScarlett,â you said, your voice firm but calm as you tried to stop the table. âThatâs not how this works. Weâre not doing secrets and threats in this house. We deal with things straight on.â
Sawyer shrugged as he turned to his sister, a bit more inclined to fight for himself, "Because I don't like him."
Harry had leaned forward on his elbows, his gaze steady at his daughter across the table. âHow old is he?â
She hesitated, tugging her sleeve over her hand. âSeventeen.â
Harryâs jaw ticked; your eyes diverted to him for a quick, sharp moment before your eyes met and you cleared your throat.
Scarlettâs lips twisted into a smirk that didnât reach her eyes. âYeah, and Iâm not going to get pregnant like you two did. I know what a condom is, so donât worry.â
The words landed like a slap across the tableâlike the slowest, most painful slap that none of you saw coming. Sawyerâs eyes went wide, glancing between you and Harry as if waiting for an explosion between you both.
You inhaled slowly through your nose, trying to keep your voice even. âScarlett, thatâs not something you get to throw around like itâs clever or witty. Itâs not a joke.â
Harryâs stare sharpened, but he didnât raise his voice. âIf you think what happened with us was some kind of accident we didnât take seriously, youâre wrong. And if you think youâre untouchable because you know what a condom is, youâre even more wrong.â
Scarlettâs smirk faltered, the defensiveness still there but not quite as steady now. You could tell that she was sorry for her words but just seemed a bit misguided in her thoughts for a moment. She had been playing the defense, and needed to say something that would end the conversation.
âWhy didnât you tell us about him?â you asked, keeping your tone softer.
âBecause I knew youâd do this,â she shot back, gesturing to Harry who you could tell had been so wound up that anything could set him off. âTurn it into an interrogation. Make me feel like Iâm doing something wrong just for liking someoneâsex is normal, you know, everyone does it.â
Harryâs stare didnât waver; in some ways you found incredibly attractive, but you can not let it get to you in the tense of the moment. âSex is normal when itâs between two people who respect each other. Is that what you had last night? A guy respecting you?â
Scarlettâs cheeks flushed instantly, and her gaze dropped to the table. She twisted the cuff of her hoodie between her fingers, the fight in her voice softening just a little. âI donât know⌠I meanâhe likes me.â
âYeah, teenage boys like sex, Scarlett.â Harry leaned forward slightly, and there was no bite in his tone now â just a steadiness that came from somewhere deep. âLiking someone isnât enough. Respect means they donât leave you drunk at a party with people you donât know. It means they make sure you get home safe. If they canât do that, they donât get you. Not like that.â
She didnât look up, but you caught the subtle shift in her shoulders â not giving in, but not pushing back as hard.
Scarlettâs lips pressed together, and she let out a slow breath through her nose. âI just⌠didnât want you to treat me like I donât know anything.â
Your lips curved up a little bit as you looked between Harry and Scarlett, âYou know more than we sometimes give you credit for.â
Harry interrupted, finishing your thought, âBut you also donât know everything yet â and thatâs okay.â
Sawyer, whoâd been keeping his head down until now, risked a glance at Scarlett. âFor what itâs worth, if I was you and dating someone, and they left me at a party⌠Iâd dump them.â
Scarlett shot him a look, but this time it was almost grateful, like heâd given her an easy way out of admitting the same thing herself.
Harry didnât blink, answering quickly âLiking someone is fine, Scarlett. Sneaking around with someone who leaves you drunk at a party isnât fine.â
Scarlettâs jaw tightened. âI didnât know that was going to happen.â
âI know you didnât,â you said. âThatâs why weâre talking about it â so you think about what you deserve before it gets to that point.â
Sawyer muttered under his breath, âTold you Leoâs a jerk.â
âNot helping,â she snapped, but her voice had lost some of its bite.
Harry sat back finally, the tension in his shoulders loosening just a fraction.
âScarlett, Iâm not here to scare you for the sake of it. But if I have to walk into another party and see you sitting on a porch with your mascara running because some boy bailed on you, weâre going to have a much bigger problem.â
She looked down at her hands, chewing the inside of her cheek. âI get it.â
You reached over, resting your hand lightly over hers. âGood. Then letâs start with being honest from now on, okay? No sneaking in, no sneaking out. If you want us to trust you, you have to give us a reason to.â
Scarlett gave a reluctant nod, and though the air in the room was still heavy, some of the heat had burned off. âHow long am I grounded?â
You kept your tone steady, even when she tried to meet your gaze with that practiced teenage glare. âTwo weeks. No going out except for school or practice. Phone stays in the kitchen at night. And we drive you anywhere you need to be.â
Her mouth fell open in protest. âThatâsââ
âFair,â you cut in, not raising your voice. âAnd you know it. If you want more freedom, you earn it back by showing us you can be honest.â
Scarlett slumped back in her chair, arms crossed tightly across her body, but she didnât argue further â which, from her, was as close to acceptance as you were going to get.
Sawyer kept his eyes on his juice, probably just relieved his name wasnât part of the punishment.
Harry reached for his coffee mug again, practically empty now, his voice quieter now. âWeâre done for now. Go sleep it off, sweat it out. Weâll talk more later if we need to.â
Scarlett stood without anything else to say out loud, only muttering something under her breath you couldnât quite catch, but she headed upstairs without slamming a door â you both took that as another small win.
When the sound of her footsteps faded back into her bedroom, you let out a breath and exchanged a look with Harry â the kind of look only parents who had just survived a round with a teenager could give each other.
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It was later that evening, the light in the hallway, when you and Harry found yourselves lingering outside Scarlettâs room. The day had been quiet since breakfast â sheâd stayed upstairs, alternating between napping and streaming something on her laptop, and the tension in the house had settled into a low, steady hum instead of the sharp crackle from earlier.
You had both decided to check-in on her, just the two of you without her brother possibly intruding on conversation. You knocked softly on her door. âCan we come in?â
There was a pause, then a muffled, âYeah.â
Inside, Scarlett was propped up in bed, wrapped in a blanket with her laptop balanced on her knees. She set the computer aside, her eyes flicking between you and Harry as you stepped in.
Harry crossed the room and sat on the floor, leaning back against the wall by her desk, knees bent casually. You sat on the edge of her bed, close enough that she didnât have to look far to meet your eyes.
âYouâve had a day,â you told her gently, letting the words settle in the room between you. Â
She shrugged, tucking her legs up under the blanket, sitting crisscross; there was an animosity that Harry could see across the room. âGuess so.â
Harry gave a small smirk, almost like a peace offering. âThis isnât round two of the interrogation, I promise.â
Her lips twitched, but she didnât quite smile. âThen what is it?â
âWe wanted to tell you something we shouldâve said earlier,â you took in a deep breath, knowing it may come better from you than from Harry. âWe know what itâs like to be your age and feel like youâre figuring everything out. We were right where you are once â sixteen and seventeen, thinking we were making smart choices, thinking we were ready for anything.â
Scarlett glanced at you, curiosity flickering in her eyes.
Harry picked up from there, sincerity lacing his tone, âI was eighteen by the time you were born, but when your mum and I first got together, I wasnât much older than you. We were in love â we are in love, but we also made decisions that changed our lives forever. We donât regret you, Scar, not for a second. But it was hard, and it was a lot for two people who were still kids themselves,â Harry thought for a moment, contemplating if he wanted to continue, âWe just want to make sure youâre⌠giving yourself only to people who deserve you, thatâs all.â
Scarlett shifted under the blanket, her voice quieter. âIâm not gonna make the same mistakes you did.â
You reached for her hand, squeezing lightly as you make sure she recognizes that youâre not there to tell her how to live. âWeâre not saying you will, but we want you to understand â you know, sex, relationships, all of it â itâs not just about knowing the technical stuff. Itâs about being with someone who respects you enough to care for you when it matters. Last night, the person you trusted didnât do that.â
Harryâs voice was softer now. âIâm not angry that you like someone, Scar. Iâm angry that he made you feel small. That you were left sitting outside a party crying.â
Scarlettâs eyes dropped to your joined hands, her shoulders curling in.
âAnd weâre not going to lock you in a tower for the rest of high school, or anything. We just need you to hear us when we say: your worth isnât measured by whether a boy stays, or calls, or kisses you. You decide what you deserve, and you donât settle for less.â
There was a long pause between the three of you. Scarlett swallowed, then gave a small nod. âOkay.â
You watch as she contemplates for a moment before her eyes lift to Harry, "Thank you for coming to get me... last night."
Harry's eyes soften, his smile raises just a bit like he had been hit by something that he hadn't expected. He stayed quiet for a moment before he nodded. "I'd do anything for you, Scar."
You looked at him, "And that's why I picked him," You tell her quietly, "I knew he'd always put us first."
There's a heavy silence in the room, and understanding that is starting to lighten the silence moment by moment.
Harry shifted on the floor, moving to make his way closer to the bed where you were both laying. âAlright. Thatâs enough serious talk for one day. What are we watching?â
Scarlett blinked at him, surprised by the shift in the mood and the situation in the room. âYouâll just make fun of it.â
âProbably, thatâs my job,â he said with a grin. âScoot over.â
Scarlett looked at you both for a moment before you crawled in one side of her, Harry laying down the edge. He reached for her laptop and flipped it open anyway, shifting over so you could lean in beside her.
It wasnât forgiveness or a full resolution, but it was a start.
The movie Scarlett picked wasnât exactly your style â too many quick cuts, too much shaky camera work, weird characters, but she was leaning against your shoulder under the blanket, and since Harry had pulled himself up from the floor to sit on her other side, his arm draped along the back of the bed.
At some point, her head began to grow heavier against you, her breathing evening out when she found a heavenly sleep. Harry caught your eye over the top of her head, a faint smile tugging at his mouth. You both stayed still until the credits rolled, not wanting to wake her.
When you finally eased yourself out from under the blanket, she shifted only slightly, curling into Harryâs side then instead. He kissed the top of her head, then carefully laid her back against her pillows. You pulled the blanket up to her chin, tucking it around her the way you had when she was little.
She didnât stir; the world was so quiet inside her small bedroom.
You and Harry slipped quietly out of the room, closing the door to a soft click. The hallway felt quieter than the rest of the day had, the weight of the morningâs tension finally starting to ease knowing now that there had been some resolution.
The kids would go to school tomorrow and everything would be fine; Harry would get up and go to work tomorrow, you would too. The feeling of heaviness was starting to fall on your shoulders as you realized that the day had started to slip away from youâthe weekend practically gone, just like that.
Harryâs hand brushed yours as you walked toward your bedroom, his fingers curling around them. âTime for a shower?â
You didnât even hesitate, because you knew that he had read your mindâjust like he always had. âYes, please.â
Once you both had made it into your bathroom, you realized that Harry had been staring at you. You moved to turn the shower on, letting it warm up around you as the door had closed behind you. Harry hadnât made a long stare, but enough that made your heart thump a bit heavier in your chest. Your eyes met his for a moment before he moved to tug at the hem of your shirt, pulling it up and over your head.
Harryâs gaze dragged over your bare skin in that slow, reverent way that made it obvious â heâd never stopped looking at you like the girl heâd fallen for behind the football field, only now he had years of knowing exactly how to touch you; where you liked it, how you wanted it, if you wanted it. His palms skimmed your waist before his thumbs caught under the lace of your bra.
âYou know that I love you more than anything in the world, yeah?â Harry asked, almost like it was a question that he had never asked you before.
âMore than anything?â You ask again, using your fingers to pull his own t-shirt off, revealing the toned muscles and warm, bronzed skin littered with tattoos underneath. Your eyes danced around on the ink, letting it sink into your memory for the umpteenth time.
âAnything,â he concluded, watching as you tilted your head up towards him.
You both continued to undress, leaving each item of clothing behind on the floor in a scattered mess, like always. It was the moment the hot spray hit your shoulders, that made your body relax; Harry was already crowding in behind you, hands spanning your waist like he was anchoring you there.
âMm,â he hummed low in your ear, lips brushing the wet skin just beneath it. âBeen waiting all damn day for this.â
You tilted your head back against his chest, feeling the water and his voice ripple over you. âThe shower or me?â
âYes.â His witty answer came without hesitation, followed by a slow kiss to the curve of your neck.
You laughed softly, turning to face him, your hands sliding up over the slick warmth of his chest. Droplets clung to his lashes, ran down the stubble along his jaw. He looked at you like he had when you were sixteenâlike heâd found something he wasnât about to let go ofâbut now there was the weight of years behind it, the kind of devotion that had been tested and won.
âYouâre staring,â you teased him, poking at his chest. He pushed you against the wall for you both to lean on before he kissed your cheek softly.
âGetting my fill,â he murmured into the softness of your cheek, thumbs stroking your hips. âI can never stare at you enough.â
âYou know,â you tell him softly, âWeâre basically sneaking around like we told the kids not to do.â
Harry pulls back for a moment, giving you a glance over before he smirksâitâs the same ridiculous smirk as always, which illuminates his dimples and set fire to your lungs, âBaby, we invented sneaking aroundâwe were the king and queen of it. We couldnât keep our hands off of each other, we still canât.â
And it was true. You remembered many nights of sneaking down your parentâs trellis, in the backyard so that you werenât seen by the front porch light. Then youâd sneak down the pathway in the driveway, out to the street where Harry sat with his pickup truck awaiting your arrival. This wasnât anything newâthis was just you.
Youâd slip into the passenger seat, cheeks flushed from the rush, and heâd look at you like youâd just rewritten the rules of the world. That was always the danger of Harryâhe made trouble feel worth it. He was always where he said he would be, he always chose you, he always wanted you.
Now, decades later, the truck was gone, replaced by a house, two kids, and a lifetime of responsibilitiesâbut the look in his eyes hadnât changed.
He pressed you gently back against the tiled wall, the spray cascading over both of you. âOnly difference now,â he said quickly, brushing his mouth over yours, âis I donât have to take you home by midnight.â
You grinned against his lips. âMight still give you a curfew.â
His laugh was a deep, low rumble as his hands roamed with that same slow, teenage reverence, like he still couldnât believe you were his. âNot a chance.â
You swiped the water from your lashes, still smiling against him. âFine, no curfew. But youâre still helping me clean up the kitchen after this.â
Harry groaned dramatically, though his hands stayed planted on your hips, squeezing firmly, âRomance killer.â
You kissed him back, âYouâll survive.â
He kissed you one more time, slow and deep, before finally reaching past you to turn off the water. The quiet after the spray stopped felt heavier somehow, just the sound of your breathing and the occasional drip against tile.
You stepped out first, wrapping yourself in a towel, and he followed with that lazy, content grin that told you heâd follow you anywhere. By the time you were both in pajamas, hair damp, the house felt still againâScarlett asleep, Sawyer probably buried in his video game or guitar in his own room.
The two of you padded barefoot into the kitchen like it was your own little after-hours world.
Harry started stacking plates into the washer while you wiped the counters, his hip brushing yours every time he passedâhe did it on purpose every time.
âYou know,â he said quietly, looking towards the stairs, setting a glass down with a little more care than necessary, âwe could just leave this for tomorrow.â
You gave him a pointed look, squinting a bit. âAnd wake up to ants? No, thank you.â
He smirked, sidling closer, drying his hands on the dish towel before looping it around your waist to tug you in. âKing and queen of sneaking around⌠reduced to responsible homeowners with a sponge and a bottle of dish soap.â
âSpeak for yourself,â you teased, but you didnât pull away, resting your hands on his chest.
When the last pan was scrubbed and the counters gleamed as clean as they could be, you leaned back against the island, watching him turn off the kitchen light. He caught your gaze in the dim glow from the hallway and tipped his chin toward the stairs.
âKitchenâs clean,â he said softly, brushing past you, hand skimming your lower back. âNow we can get back to the fun part.â
You followed with a quiet laugh, thinking that maybe, after all these years, that was still exactly what you were best at.
At least, thatâs what you told Tsuâtey when you invited him to movie night in the lab.
You had been helping Norm set up the projector all afternoon, trying to explain that Earth had this thing called Halloween, a night of costumes, candy, and scary movies. The Naâvi didnât really understand the point of scaring yourself on purpose, but you thought itâd be funny to try anyway.
So now, as the projector hums softly and a faint glow flickers across the lab walls, Tsuâtey sits cross-legged beside you on the floor, staring at the screen as if it were about to attack him.
âThis is your⌠Halloween ritual?â he asks slowly, eyes narrowed.
âYes,â you say, grinning as you hand him a small bowl of Earth snacks. Humans watch scary stories for fun. Itâs just pretend.â
âFun?â he repeats, skeptical. âYou enjoy fear?â
You shrug. âWell, some people do. Youâll see.â
He looks unconvinced but accepts the bowl promptly, sniffing it like it might bite him. You bite your lip, hiding your laugh as the movie begins.
Itâs an old Earth horror film, creaky sound, dramatic shadows, a woman running through the woods. Youâre barely paying attention to the plot because Tsuâteyâs reactions are far better entertainment.
At first, heâs calm, shoulders squared, tail resting behind him. A warrior observing enemy tactics. But when the music starts to rise, that low, suspenseful hum that promises something terrible is coming, his ears flick forward sharply.
âWhy is she going alone?â he mutters. âShe hears danger and runs toward it?â
âItâs part of the story,â you whisper back.
âIt is foolish,â he says flatly. âShe deserves whatever.â
The first jump scare hits.
A sudden flash, a scream, a shadow on the screen.
Tsuâteyâs entire body tenses. His tail lashes, and before you can blink, heâs on his feet, knife out, stance ready.
You burst out laughing.
âOh my god, itâs not real!â you wheeze, grabbing his wrist before he decides to attack the projector. âItâs just a movie!â
He looks at you like youâve gone insane. âThat creature appeared suddenly! It is unnatural!â
âThatâs the point!â You laugh harder, almost crying. âItâs supposed to scare you!â
He glares at you, unimpressed.
âYou find amusement in lies and sudden noise.â
âWell, yeah. Itâs⌠a vibe.â
For a moment, he just stares at you, trying to decide if youâve truly lost your mind. Then, reluctantly, he sits back down  closer this time, as though proximity might protect him from further âattacks.â
You canât help smiling at that.
âSee?â you tease softly. âNot so bad, right?â
He huffs. âIf your spirits attack again, I will destroy the box.â
âPlease donât,â you say through your laughter. âNorm would actually cry.â
As the movie goes on, Tsuâteyâs running commentary becomes the highlight of your night.
Every time a character makes a bad decision, he mutters something in Naâvi that sounds distinctly like swearing.
Every time the music grows tense, his hand shifts closer to his knife again, though he hasnât stood up since the first time.
You end up half-watching the film, half-watching him. The faint glow from the projector paints blue light across his features, catching on the strong line of his jaw, the slight furrow in his brow.
Heâs still suspicious of the moving images, but when he glances at you, his expression softens just a little.
The second movie starts with something with witches and curses, and you dim the lab lights for effect. The shadows stretch longer, the glow outside the windows fading to the gentle pulse of bioluminescent leaves.
âThis one is about a witch,â you tell him. âSheâs not evil, just misunderstood.â
âHmm,â he murmurs. âLike humans, perhaps.â
You grin. âExactly. She was accused of terrible things, but really she just had power others didnât understand.â
He tilts his head, considering. âPower feared is often power coveted. That is not new.â
You blink, surprised by the quiet wisdom in his tone.
âDidnât expect philosophy from movie night,â you tease.
He smirks. âI am full of surprises, ma tskxe.â
Your stomach flutters a little. You look back at the screen to hide it, pretending to be deeply invested in the witch story. But you can still feel his gaze steady, curious, protective.
Halfway through the film, the witchâs spirit begins haunting the main character. The music swells again, eerie whispers weaving through the silence. You donât even realize how tense youâve gotten until the next scare makes you jump.
You flinch, and Tsuâtey immediately moves his arm, sliding around your shoulders before he even thinks about it.
He leans in slightly, voice low near your ear. âYou said it is not real,â he murmurs, half-teasing, half-concerned.
You laugh softly, heart still pounding. âYeah, but my brain didnât get the memo.â
He makes a small sound somewhere between amusement and pride. âThen you must stay close. I will not allow this âwitchâ to harm you.â
Itâs ridiculous, but the warmth of his arm around you makes the world outside the glowing screen feel safe. Your pulse slows. The movie keeps playing, forgotten.
You glance up at him, meeting his eyes. âYouâd fight a ghost for me?â
âI would fight anything for you.â
You try to play it off with a grin, but the sincerity in his voice hits harder than any jump scare.
By the time the credits roll, youâve both relaxed the earlier tension, replaced by quiet laughter and soft teasing.
âSo,â you say, turning to face him, âfinal verdict: do you like scary movies?â
He pretends to think about it. âThey are⌠strange. Foolish, perhaps. ButâŚâ
âBut?â you prompt.
He looks at you, eyes soft in the blue glow. âThey give me reason to hold you. That, I enjoy.â
Your cheeks warm.
âSmooth,â you whisper. âDidnât think you had that in you.â
He smirks, tail flicking. âYou bring it out of me, yawne.â
Outside, the forest hums with life, soft and distant. The flickering light from the projector dances across his skin, tracing the faint patterns of bioluminescent freckles that shimmer when he leans close.
And maybe, just maybe, Halloween on Pandora isnât so strange after all.