#voidwork

it seemed more like a vibe check than an interview, which honestly makes sense given i applied for a serving job. i met with the bar manager amelio who seemed nice! he wasn’t intimidating & didn’t seem overly corporate-y. tbh this was the easiest interview i have ever done <3

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amelio told me he’d get back to me with an offer within 2-3 days but he ended up sending it over the next day! i completed all of my digital forms & i’m waiting to hear back about the next steps <3

i’m so grateful for my mom, she ordered me 2 of those cutie little aeropostale polos for my uniform & i need to get a pair of shoes from walmart. alsooo i neeedd to get a pretty necklace & some earrings to wear daily to work, aaaannddd some pretty hairbows. & more false lashes.

i’m so excited to start making moneyyy <3

following my heart for so long, exhausted, to a place where I am not, here, with no location.

Not until I lost both self and world could I say, and it be said of me, Nothing. Neither this nor that.

-Rumi

If you cannot go with me on this way, I have no response to that decision.

Likewise, my being separated from Rumi, or my being reuinited with him, has nothing to do with my soul’s joy.

That comes from within my own nature, as does the pain I feel.

The difficulty that I have with living has to do with not being this or that, or that or this, or anything.