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also WTF was this full moon & i just started my period today too

i’m at work rn hiding in the bathroom bruh THE O METHOD IS SOOO MF POWERFUL last night i was deadass just thinking about myself and how guys are jumping to impress me, take me out, travel, book experiences with me. AND TELL ME WHY TODAY this guys tryna plan a puerto rico trip w meee 😩😩 I will never say no to an opportunity like that baby omgggg im gonna try to figure it out to make it really happen

555 : positive transformation, change & new opportunities

i’ve always thought that guys obsessed with booty over boobs r gay. like breasts are so feminine, nurturing. they feed, they provide. there’s nothing more beautiful & feminine than breasts in my opinion 🤷🏼‍♀️

my mom would hate me if i ever became religious but i’ve been having my own revelations without ever reading the bible & looking up the stories connect directly to what i’ve been thinking of. so i’ve started to read the bible & although im not sure i believe in a god, i believe in spirits & i think the story of God teaches a lot of lessons so ive been reading but haven’t said anything. i just find it interesting

i neeedddd to start ranting on here & not taking up storage on my phone w all the videos of myself talking abt stuff that i’ll neverrrr post. I deleted 100 snapchat videos all just from the past week like broooo

omfggg forgot to say on 03/10 i linked w cdan spent the night idk what it means but we’ll see

yesterday my coworker tried putting me on w her son i just love when parents do that it’s so cute lol <333. also there was a badddd ass tornado sm in the town is messed up i hope everyone’s okkk. also i spent the night at this guys last night ive known him since i was 10. that was the second time i came over it was fine. dicks fire & he’s richhh broo. i was his 1st and only gf he better quit playing & make me his wife

wine night & cooking dinner w my mom tonight she said “imagine if u were lesbian & every night looked like this” hahahah she doesn’t even knowww abt drea & i

daydreaming of being married & we’re at home on a sunny day, the neighbors are mowing their grass, i’m cleaning up inside, the windows are open, a candles lit, laundry’s all clean & put away, hubbys grilling outside, we’ve got our fav show on the tv, i went to home goods for decorations & got my nails done w his money. just clean, peaceful, productive, refreshing days with my love. i can’t wait till those days

03/07 so late post i’m a lil drunk but work was fine i made no mistakes , made $130 in 5 hours not awful, all the customers were super nice too. bruh tell me why when i was driving back the car went in limp mode and wouldn’t drive over 10 mph bruh i had to get picked up

03/06 ok ok okkkk i had my 1st official solo shift @ werkkk today & i did good asf for the first day! i worked from 4:30-10:30 so i got $54 from my hourly & $95 in tips, $150 isn’t bad at all for my FIRST night! all my tables tipped pretty well & everyone was so nice lowkey thinking this is a much better area to serve than where i was before & i like this restaurant, i keep comparing it to my last one & this is just sm better i feel like. also lowkey while writing this reminiscing on the way i left there, it sucked but i was going thruuuuu it like never before bruh. and now im sitting here seeing how it was essential for growth, im literally above that person i was then. i know so much more now & ive grown so much. cheers to new beginnings <33 i had a dance party in my room when i got off ofc & smoked & now im so sleepy im gonna shower & sleep like a babbbyyyyyy but im hungry i haven’t ate anything at all today anyways im talking to no one # diary # bye # i love me

omgggg i luv being all showered & clean & in my lil pjs in bed. i’m wearing 2 braided pigtails & a black long sleeve & my hot pink skims boy shorts & my white toes ;p. also realized the other day that tears should be used more often for manifesting it js makes perfect sense so i may or may not have a lil notebook page somewhere in my roommm hushh

today (3/5) was my 4th day of training @ work & they decided to have me take my own tables eeee moving up hunnyyy. i had 3 tables total & only made like $15 but i’m not complaining, its a start <3. i work again tmrw @ 4:30 friday niteee i don’t wanna make any mistakes im locking in hunny !!

access to me is a PRIVILEGE. just wanting me isn’t gonna be enough.