#uworld

Some biostats information for the USMLE’s.  These notes I’ve made are the entire reason I don’t completely hate biostats anymore and I’ve been using them to teach others and revise stuff for my own exam.  Step 3 in two weeks.

Idk surprisingly it was a really easy test. I was done in two hours and there was only 3 out of 75Q that I was completely unsure of. I thought. Would be harder. The practice exams on uworld were much harder.

My colleague paid the $8 to get the quick results. We were supposed to check together by the waterfall. She did it first I’m like fuck it I’ll pay the $8 and check too. It was so nerve wracking because the two preceptor nurses were around me and were like COME ON CHECK IT I’m like calm down let me breathe

My hands were shaking and I was hyperventilating. And then I saw it.

I WAS THRILLED. I gasped really loud and said I passed and my preceptors started clapping for me and then someone ran over and was what’s going on and they’re like she just passed her boards and they congratulated me too!!!

I told my family about it. My dad was happy for me and knew I was going to pass. My cousin did too I love her. My mom smiled really big. I’m so happy.

It felt so fast and surreal though. Like so much has happened this year for it to be over. I’m happy. I’m a happy gal.

Time to masturbate to celebrate. I have fucking work tomorrow lmao but whatever

They also sent an email about a 3% raise im like lmao okay whatever!

I PASSED WHOOOOOOOOOOO

I’m gonna be like haaaaiiiiiii I’m gonna be your nurse todaaaaayyyyyyyy.

Learning all the things. Step 2 is 2 weeks from today!

Me that same day: expects an 85/90%, gets a 62%.

when we do something we really enjoy like watching movies, TVs or checking social media we get our brains overstimulated so it's very hard to return to studying (which for most people is boring) there is massive decline in stimulation and its gonna appear more boring than it is

my point here if you wanna stay consistent in a semester u need to keep your concentration if you lose it once you need a few days to return. take breaks but do things like talking with family, gym, running..., even if you don't enjoy those very much now. once you get at it you'll

love it

it is like quitting alcohol or drugs it gets easier everyday and you'll live like people with normal life in sometime

you will also start enjoying studying more. gym might not be as enjoyable as TV or social media but it will be more enjoyable than what it is now

3/24/2022