#uta request

You stared at the pile of stuffed animals on your bed, debating if you should hide them or not before your boyfriend comes over to your apartment for the first time. You weren't sure how’d he react to them.

“My muse what are you doing?” well your decision was made for you as you hear a very familiar  chuckle coming from your bedroom door. You turn around trying to use your body to hide your stuffed animals. Uta looks at you confused making his way over to you leaving a kiss on your forehead before sitting on your bed pulling you onto his lap.

“You collect stuff animals? How adorable, a fitting collection for you.” You blush as you let out a sigh of relief as you hop off his lap and make your way to your wardrobe. You grab a small gift bag nervously handing it to your tattooed boyfriend, he gently takes the bag with a soft smile on his face. 

“I saw it at the store and it reminded me of you.” You state with a big smile on your face, Uta pulls a black and white skeleton cat out of the bag you watch his reaction seeing if he likes it or not. To your surprise, he pulls you into a hug.

Dating a ghoul, something against ghouls code, if you knew you had to die. But Uta just lied and said you didn't know. You two took your relationship slow. But here you are your first big step - moving in together - after setting up the last of your stuff, you kiss him. It was supposed to be a short sweet peck on the lips but Uta had other ideas turning an innocent little kiss into a full make-out session. Picking you up, carrying you to your now shared bedroom, gently placing you on the bed, then crawling on top of you. Breaking the kiss, his lips make their way down your neck. He mumbles against your skin asking if you're okay with this, you eagerly nod.

“No, my muse. Use your words." he smirks up at you. You're caught off guard this seems to be a new side to him.

“Yes I'm okay with this Uta-senpai~”  pleased to hear this he runs his hands up your shirt before removing them, kissing down your neck to your chest lightly sucking hickeys. He makes his way back up to your lips giving you a simple peck, almost as if he's saying he’ll be gentle. Roaming his hand down your body undoing your pants pulling them off along with your underwear. He's quick to make things even, pulling his shirt and his sweats off slipping a condom onto his member. He lays down and pulls you on top of him, lining the head of his dick up to your hole using his free hand to gently move your hips down. You place both your hands on his lower abdomen for support. He waits for your okay to help you move, once you nod letting him know your ready he helps guide your hips at a slow and gentle pace. Both of you let out soft moans, you lean down kissing his jawline down to his neck, out of curiosity you gently bite his neck. Little did you know the effect this would have with him. He thrust up into you harshly, causing you to fall flat against him, he quite enjoyed this, keeping at that pace as you both got closer. He whispers in your ear about how he wants you both to come together. You nod following him in what he said. One last thrust and your both coming. He kisses you passionately before slowly pulling out of you holding you close on his chest, kissing your forehead.

He doesn't break his focus from the mask he's working on as the sweet words leave his mouth in a gentle loving tone

"my muse you're always on my mind" his eyes staying on his new work of art in front of him

"oh? I am? what about me stays on your mind" he softly hums thinking how to answer, what about you wouldn't be on his mind? everything about you almost makes you a walking piece of at, his muse being so perfect in a raw natural way's. Hmm but oddly enough if would be the sweet determined nature of yours, in world and ward so curel   you found light in most things. It all made Uta feel safe about having a human lover.. He places his tool down walking over to you, opieste side of the counter, You reach for his hand holding, 

Time heals everything... but is that really true? history is bound to repeat itself at least a few times, people are bound to repeat actions it's only human.

''My love everything okay? You look spaced out.'' Your own mind had consumed you again a new habit of yours in recent times to think back on the past anytime Uta did something nice for you and nice being things normal boyfriends are supposed to do, things you aren't quite used to. Not yet at least.

"Yeah everything's okay, how's the coffee?" Quick to change the subject to the new cafe Uta wanted to try out with you. Café dates worked the best for you two, there were always a few new options for uta to try and always something you would like. He raises an eyebrow suspicious of you. He knows something was off but decides not to poke at it in public.

“Hm... It's okay. Yoshimura’s coffee will always be the best.” you giggle at his comment knowing its true, your boyfriends face holds a small smile at your giggle knowing that whatever is bugging you won't stop you from still being a little lively. You both finish whatever you ordered, leaving the cafe but Uta stops you before you could open the café door. 

“Nope, my love will never have to open the door as long as I'm around.” he winks at you before holding the door open for you, something he always does but that small action always makes your heart flutter. You thank him for doing that in a meek voice spoken different from when you normally thank him for holding the door. He stops walking to look at you.

“There's no need to thank me everytime.” his statement spoke with a small hint of confusion in his voice. This really makes him wonder what's wrong with you today. 

{timeskip}

Both of you arrived back at Uta's apartment in the 4th ward. He didn't like when you called it 'his place', you both have been together a few months now but he wanted you to feel like it was your place too. Uta picks you up carrying you over to the couch holding you close to him planting a small kiss on your forehead. You slightly relax against him. After some time of you two just cuddling there Uta asks if you’d like a cup of coffee. He says he just wants another cup, you shly nod at his question, gently shifting off of him. He gets up, heading the kitchen. Leaving you alone. Alone with your thoughts, you began reminiscing everything Uta done for you mixed with some thoughts of your past relationships. You began to question if you were right for Uta. You were so deep in these thoughts you didn't even notice that you started crying until you felt the warm tears rolling down your cheeks. After a few minutes which felt like an eternity Uta returns and is quick to place the coffee down pulling you close to him wiping your tears away using his sweater.

“My muse, what happened? Did you get hurt?” you shake your head but then slightly nod, not really knowing what to say to him. Uta just holds you close comforting you.

“Someone has hurt you? Hm?” he asks. You give an unsure nod. Uta tried his best to piece together what may of happened. He didn't know much about your past relationships it seems to be a topic you always switch over from. He gently lifts your chin making you look at him.

“Honey. I have no clue what happened to you before we dated but your safe now, I won't treat you how your used to. I’ll do everything I can to prove so. I do know our situation is not ideal but I love you.” He gave you a quick peck on the lips.

Your boyfriend Uta had always been a classic romantic. You didn't know if it was because he’s an artist or cause he's a ghoul, all you know is you loved it. So — one night after he was taking a break from the lastest mask — Uta walks over to where you were sitting, he picks up your hand placing a kiss on it but he forgot he was holding one of his tools till the smell of human blood is fresh in the shop. You look at him worried and he gives you an apologetic smile while placeing the tool down.

“My muse, I'm sorry. Here let me help you.” He grabs a napkin before wiping the blood. He gives the injured spot a kiss, he thought he'd be able to control himself but it was getting hard, he wipes the area. You look at your now visibly nervous boyfriend, you ask him what's wrong but he shrugs it off walking back to his workroom...that's odd you thought. Did he really stop work just to kiss you? Sweet but not like him once he's in the creative mood. Oh fuck was it your blood? You couldn't walk out you’d be In serious danger, but staying here could trigger Uta more. Your boyfriend knew you weren't a stupid person so when he peeked out cause he wanted to see if he was okay enough to grab the tool he so carelessly left behind. He notices your visibly worried face... Sigh this was bound to happen one day but he had enough control now. He can tell the cut stopped bleeding so he slowly walks back to you grabbing your other hand giving it a soft kiss.

“It's okay, don't be afraid. I'd never hurt you, my love~” 

You always knew the dangers of being a human in the ghoul's world. You always feared the worst, sometimes even causing nightmares. Tonight one of those nights and instead the normal fear of Uta getting hurt it was you. 

You woke up shaking and silently crying, unable to fully move or speak. The sleeping man beside you is quick to wake up once he hears a hushed whimper come from his muse. He looks at you trying to figure how to comfort you. Before he does anything else, he turns on the light and takes off the sweatshirt quickly passing it to you with a soft smile.

Uta starts by asking simple questions, asking if you need anything, asking if he can touch you. You eagerly nod all you wanted was to be in his arms, with that he pulls you into his lap holding you tight. Uta starts doing breathing exercises with you to help calm you down. As soon as your calm enough to speak he asked what happened if you were able to tell him, you nod explaining the nightmare. At that moment you could sense your nightmare scared him a little but he kept his composure for you. When you finish speaking, he cups your face making you look at him.

You weren't a ghoul and he knew that but it just drew him in more. Whether it be it the rainy day that had brought you in the first time or how you keep coming back just to hang out; Uta has never minded your presence. It was nice and calming, something different then his regular customers. He enjoyed watching you just sit there just watching him work. Today was slower then normal. As he finishes another mask he looks up at you, Uta watches as you just sitting there having a little jam session almost as if you were alone in your room. It got him so mesmerized he almost didn't notice the small smile creep onto his face. He hoped you wouldn't notice but just as he leaned onto his elbows placing his head in his hands to watch you, you glance over at the male. You smile back at him, taking one of your earbuds out. You ask him if your being to disruptive. He quickly says no but asks what you're listening to. Your face lights up at that question, you respond happily.

“Here! Let me restart the song for you!” he watches as you unplug your headphones turning up your phone's volume. 'I will not bow' by breaking benjamin starts playing. A song he was familiar with. And just like before you start jamming out, there was your passion. He could tell music.

'A musician and an artist together would be a good pair' he thought, a small blush forming on his face. He wondered if you felt like his while watching him make masks or even just draw. Oh how fond of you he had grown, it's almost worrying sometimes. A ghoul and a person together seems impossible. A small percent it could work of course not even realizing he had spaced out until he heard a nice voice singing along to the song. Wow did he think you were good.

I will not fade I will take your breath away 

Something about that line brings him back to reality. He walks out from behind the counter taking a spot in the chair next to your's. He takes one of your hands in his before clearing his throat.

“Y/n... you’ve been coming here a lot and I've developed feelings for you.... will you be my muse?” his mind worries about how to make it work if you say yes but he knows your a strong person, he can tell.

It was aother rainy night in the 4th ward you, opted to head home instead of seeing what Uta was up to at this hour. It wasn't too late but he was normally home by now. All the possibilities of what he could be doing run through your head, thinking what if he got caught? what if he got dragged to another rescue mission, or maybe he was just working late but he would have called you. It's possible his phone died but the shop had one, maybe the weather cut it out? What if he just left? The last idea you had before a wave of panic washes over you making you need to go into a comfortable spot. You call your tattooed boyfriend... no answer, you were quick to overthink but what if? what if a cute ghoul walked in? what if something better came to be? You trusted Uta though. You've dug a hole in your thoughts too deep to crawl out of, so caught up in your own mind in your sea of sorrowful thoughts you didn't head or noticed Uta walk in when he didn't find you at first he thought maybe you weren't home yet, that is until he heard a small whimper come from your safe spot. He cautiously walks over to make sure not to scare you more than you already could be.

‘‘My love, what happened?” he spoke softly as he places his grey sweater around your shoulders. You look at him worry to share your thoughts. What if he got mad? You’d never seen him mad before but it's possible... right? You both sit in silence for a minute before you meekly speak up about what was on your mind. A small wave of relief washes over Uta, he thought you got hurt. he pulls you into his lap gently places your head on his chest wrapping his arms around you. 

“I'm sorry I was late my muse but I would never leave you, you mean way too much to me. An artist without his muse is no one." he places a kiss on your forehead picking you up carrying you to bed holding you so close.