[ID. Eleven GIFS showing a conversation between Sam and Rowena in Various & Sundry Villains. In keeping with the prompt, the gifs have been coloured to emphasize green and pink, most notable with green in the impalaās interior and pink in Rowenaās hair. They are alone in the parked car. Sam sits shotgun, facing sideways so itās easier to talk to Rowena who is sitting in the back seat. After discussing why she wants the Black Grimoire, Sam realizes that itās so she can better protect herself. The dialogue is as follows:
SAM: What Lucifer did to youā
ROWENA: [interrupting] I told you, I donātā¦ Ā [she starts to get visibly upset but catches her self and regains her composure] Before he crushed my skull, Lucifer showed me his face. His true face. [her face crumples] Iām scared, Sam. All the time.
SAM: Iāve seen it too. What he really looks like behind ā behind whatever vessel. Itā¦ Yeah, still keeps me up at night.
ROWENA: How do you deal with it? [she looks down, trying to be casual]
SAM: I guess I donāt deal with it. Not really. I mean, I pushed it down and, um, the world kept almost ending, so I keep pushing it down, and I donāt know. I really donāt talk about it, not even with Dean. I mean, I could. You know, heād listen, butā¦ Thatās not something I really know how to share. [they nod, understanding one another]
