#useless!

i can’t believe i’ll be 20 in 4 months and i still can’t prepare food, take care of hygiene, write, draw, be a good friend, go outside, not cry in front of people at the slightest inconvenience, or just do literally anything. or be an interesting human being. or have a personality

camp half blood really let a bunch of preteens go on countless quests. chiron would just be like yeah i need a couple 13 yr olds to go battle monsters and save the world and maybe die in the process and no one would even be remotely helpful they'd all withhold important information that would've been useful. "should i tell these kids exactly what the prophecy means and how they should prepare.... no. i will be Cryptic instead"

um anyways i just realized people my age have jobs and shit and i feel so embarrassed because all i do is lay in bed and try to understand basic chemistry sometimes 😔✌🏼