#ur warning

usually when i feel this alone and broken i sink into being wayyyyyy depressed but this time i dont care? i guess?? instead of emotions it feels like theres just a pressure in m y chest. i feel like i should be really upset and trying to talk to people but i feel truly empty. not a sad empty either where you feel like theres a void to fill just. nothings there. instead i want to care and i want to feel like im sad but theres nothing there

whenever i go and hang out with people i dont feel better i feel alone again. i feel out of the loop but i dont give a shit. its like instead of making crave being around people more its like "yeah this is why i stay inside"