#updatez

i like to believe we’ve come a long way since then. but with eunseok using that word in 2026 i am taken back to that time of being actively gaslit as a young teen that i was being overdramatic for being rightfully upset. i know i wasn’t then and i sure as hell know it now too. i want you all to understand that word eunseok used is called a “dying term” meaning it’s not used in common speech and it’s rightfully being phased out of peoples vocabulary. eunseok using that word makes me cringe and unfortunately makes me speculate what other offensive and outdated vernacular he uses or ideologies he has.

i saw his apology. maybe he’s truly sorry. maybe he’s not. but this has unfortunately shown me his character and i am extremely turned off by it. i’ve been seeing the same formatted apology where they won’t even explicitly say why they’re apologizing for over a decade. i have no more forgiveness in me. the current world i’m living in i have no interest teaching him or having patience with him. because at the end of the day eunseok is a 25 year old man who has worked with black people professionally, has black fans, has traveled the world, and has unlimited access to the internet. why he would say something that is so close-minded and racist in 2026 tells me things about him that i don’t want to be associated with.

I wanna make somethin' clear while we still have time until then:

I consider anything past episode 1 a spoiler.

I plan to not spoil anything for the final episode.

If I post anything, I will be tagging it, so ya'll know what to do.

#TADC will be tagged for The Amazing Digital Circus content in general,

#TADCspoilers is for anything past episode 1,

& #TheLastAct / #TADCmovie etc means it's related to the finale.

I recommend folks censoring/blocking whatever tags they need to so they avoid any spoilery (or even possibly triggering) content.

it’s been a long time hasn’t it ?  so much has been going on in the past couple months, and i got sucked into some stuff that was not so great for my mental health.  i’m finally becoming free of it and have missed the sims a lot.  i think i also just needed a sort of tolerance break from the game anyways haha.

looking at it, i really dont vibe with cake mix much anymore LOL.  i don’t know if i’ll have it in me to create a whole new palette any time soon, but i’ll find one that i really like to start recoloring with again.  cant deal with the default ea colors lol.  

can't figure out the chapter I'm working on and all I want to do is finish it so I can POST IT!!!!!!!!!

i have some updatez and questionz for yall:

first of all, i kept forgetting to say this earlier but I'd like to let u all know that the reazon new pagez take so long iz becauze OQ along with any of my other projectz are thingz i work on in my spare time, az to avoid getting overwhelmed and abandoning it altogether !! az you might know, i have ADD and itz hard for me to keep up and stay fully focused on long time projectz, just pleaze be patient with me óvo""

the other thing i waz gonna say iz uuuu would you guys be okay if the comic continued in a simpler, doodlier kinda style? if i were to do that, i may be able to get pagez out faster, and it'd definitely be way eazier on me hdjndjfd ;; itz probably what i Will do but I'd like to hear what you guyz have to say !