A letter to the man i loved who is totally damaged now.
Hey it's been a long time since we stopped talking. I'm starting to hear that you are not doing well. You are very far from the one i loved before, I don't even know you anymore. You've really change a lot. was it me? the reason behind those changes. Im still sorry for everything I've done to you, for causing too much troubles, headaches, pain and heartaches to you. I know you've already moved on and im not part of you anymore. I no longer have role or part in your life. Im still sorry for the shortcomings and prioritizing you. I tried, to loved you the best and everything that i can, but i think love wasn't enough. I loved you in the way i can. I think that's wrong because i failed to love you the way you wanted. I felt bad and sad at the same time after hearing those gossips about you. you've been linked to many girls after me and you always drunk yourself. I pity you for that. I left you because I thought this will be good for us. I though we are going to be better of this way even though it is hard for me, I gave up US to let you go and set you free. But seeing you right now it seems like you didn't follow anything or understand the last message i left to you to make yourself better. You kept on wasting your life, wrecking other's life. I pity you for that. I fixed and got up on my own and I focused on making myself better. I'm moving on while you are still stuck, broken, damaged and totally fucked up in life. I felt sorry for you that's why i keep on praying for you to wake up and face reality, stop escaping the circumstances you've made. I'm still hoping one day you'll realize everything you've done and be sorry for it. Please go back to the boy you used to be. Please make yourself a better person it's never too late to fix everything about yourself. Please.
