#umbringen

Aber bitte tun Sie mir den Gefallen und bringen Sie sich nicht um.

Sie hassen Ihren Körper so sehr, tun sie ihm was gutes und führen sie sein Werk nicht weiter.

Obviously I didn't do it,

because I clung to the hope that there is someone who is interested in me and who would miss me.

I was hoping that at this moment someone would decide to ask how I was doing.

I hoped that I would find distraction and I hoped that I would feel better soon and tried to convince myself that better days would come.

I told myself that I can still kill myself the next day.

Nobody got in touch,

nobody would miss me,

I still don‘t feel better and better days aren‘t in sight.

So I'm sitting here again thinking about taking my own life,

but maybe someone is interested in me and maybe someone is getting in touch now.

Maybe someone would miss me and maybe everything will get better again.

I won't kill myself today,

but maybe I will take my own life tomorrow.