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as always idk Anything as I liveblog so strap in dawg
manga spoilers beneath the cut
no author's comment okay asagiri i see how it is🤭
my boy is going thru approximately 2493098 emotions and all in all he is handling them pretty well👍
oh???? OH??!?!?? IS THIS WHAT YALL HAVE BEEN SCREAMING OVER OH MY FUCKING GOD OH MY BOY MY LOVELY BOYYY ARGHHHH
how does it feel to be transformed so spectacularly that ur entire self, ur entire way of living changes into something you haven't experienced in years. i've ascended oh my LORDDDD.
theres MORE???????
EVERYBODY SHUT THE FUCK UP NOTHING ELSE MATTERS NOW. BSD HAS PEAKED THANK U. i can't believe this arghrhhgh sskk montage in the big 25?? i'm ECSTATIC
no fr sskk shippers and aku lovers r being FED for the past 6 months and yet for the first time i am genuinely giddy rn😭
guys the shard of connection between dazai, atsushi and akutagawa is eating away at me, NEEDS to be examined.
can i just say. his relationship with dazai, where he had idolized him and festered something completely dependant on dazai's response to him.
vs. (or really it never clashes, more like, through his recognition of a world larger than dazai, he loses more and more of his hold on akutagawa)
aku's relationship with atsushi, where he rages at dazai's remarks about him and yet continues to seep in the light he (atsushi) brings IN RESPONSE TO DAZAI
like. akutagawa, who has come to understand strength as something earnt, where strength = purpose. as we are shown with his entire 'mad dog' persona, which, ultimately becomes his way of living. then atsushi comes along, blah blah blah, we've heard this beforee, challenging his position means challenging his purpose, his life. but through a disturbance of the curtains, there is a sliver of light. likeeeeeee. FUCK. my point being, the shell is cracking, and akutagawa's first death (hurry up and go, you fool; like shut up?? /j) is the catalyst where the shell splits open.
yes, now. take this and put it thru half a dozen regenerations which PHYSICALLY (and mentally) shake up his being. he is left with a sponge of a mind which takes in Everything he has known but shunned. yet it's akutagawa so of course the screaming elephant in the back of his mind is the fact that he is no longer looking for dazai in everything he does. and without his other pains, the failure to please dazai... his deteriorating lungs.... his anger as a coping mechanism, through clear eyes (literally) he can see himself in the light (with atsushi). id like to this is literally IS him thinking for himself for once. instead of doing something for the sake of the mafia/dazai or in the process of justifying his worldview.
this, my friends, is MY catalyst and i am abt to go batshit insane because of an anime twink🙏
it is just so interesting to me how bsd makes a trend of another charact acting as a symbol of enlightenment (or general character progression) within the confines of someone's mind (form few recent chapters: the director/dazai for atsushi, atsushi for aku, etc)
oh.
It is SO FUNNY to me that i spent a good 20 minutes ranting about the panel above only to be HIT by this like. inside me r two wolves. one calls him gay, the other also says this is gay but also him stripping himself of his attachment to dazai and that makes my head spin👍
NEW CHARACTER‼️i can't Wait to see what he will bring hehee
(side note: he is fine as fuck yall weren't lying and for that alone i feel betrayed😞)
